Havin fever is really terrible.
Gotta stay in bed the WHOLE day.
I have been stayin in bed for one WHOLE day ready.
Since yesturday.
wth.
Today i kinda drag myself out of bed and blog(:
After that i m goin back to bed and sleep.
hahas.
I hope tomorrow i do not need to attend school.
hahas.
Slack at home,watch tv.
hahas.
how nice.
My sis became my maid.
hahas.
help me bring water and stuff.
how nice lar.
my lil maid(:
Today is april fool's day
nobody to prank on
how lame.
how i wish today is a weekday
so kelly&fang yu&i
can prank on shane.
hahas.
that will be great.
hahas.
I still have one day to decide
whether should i quiet councillor.
i mean we already have the chance to quiet councillor.
and i m like not grabbin the opputunity.
I guess i have made up my mind,
i will quiet councillor.
its like i m not even fit to be a councillor.
i almost got suspended because of my hair.
plus my skirt is short and i wear ankle socks.
its not even the image of a councillor.
its like just a normal student in my school.
So tomorrow i will go to the art room with kelly n shane
and tell mdm fatimah that i wanna quiet.
Than after that i can be like everyone else.
Being a normal student.
hahas.

Today was okay ;D
watch take the lead durin home econ class.
hahas.
the show is like damn nice(:
Art lesson was horrible.
I forgot to bring my art materials&gotta stand and do our art
hahas.
Almost the whole class stand up.
Shane was my partner coz he sat next to me.
He talk alot lar.
Always talk crap.
than ms ezan was like"shane wat are you doin underneath the table"
than i help shane ans"shane is lookin at the floor"
i almost got him dead.
he was usin his hand phone
i didnt noe that he was usin his hand phone at first
i only noe it when fang yu told me
hahas.
serve him right(:
After that we had free period
coz ms soh never come
hahas
how nice.
friday can slack like hell.serious.
hahas
So i had nothin to do so i read my book
i was like damn engross to that book lar.
that book is really very nice to read(:
hahas.
Than every 5 min eugene will msg me
and the whole table will vibrate
and the vibration is like damn loud lar.
hahas.
Than i accidentally msg some very hurtful stuff to him.
how could I??
i promise to treat him better but i did not.
i guess i broke my promise.
hais.
he is like damn carin to me
while i like dun care like that.
wats the problem with me lar.
if i were him,i will really feel really sad.
Belinda even scolded me
and say"you are so lucky to have such a nice bf and
you never treat him well how can like that"
i did not did that on purpose.
i guess i was really damn engross
to the book that i was readin.
Even though i said sorry to him,
i still feel really bad.
seriously.
How i wish i could turn back time and
take back the words i said just now in the afternoon.
Its really very hurtful.
I really want him to care bout me AGAIN
i dun want everythin to change just like that.
i mean it.
I guess i kinda left a "bad" impression ready.
All thanks to me lar i never think before i talk.
wth.
So damn angry with myself.

Yesturday went to lot1 to watch movie(:
with kelly(:
I was not really watchin the show,i was msgin.
hahas.
waste money lar
go there just to msg eugene.
hahas.
kelly was like:''can you ask him shut up for once and you watch the movie!"
the movie was damn borin.
its a kid show.
HAPPILY NEVER AFTER.
you noe fairy tales are suppose to have
happy endin rite?
whereas this was diff.
the whole fairy tale was havin a bad endin.
the bad guys rule the fairy tale land.
The show was abit stupid and abit lame.
not really funny.
so many kids in the theatre.
the theatre was filled with lil kids.
hahas.
kelly&i were one of them too!
hahas.
Anyway last night somethin happen.
I quarrel with eugene.
its not a saturday but i quarrel with him.wth.
I feel really bad at first.I wanted to msg him sayin that
i m sorry for bein so attitude and wanted him to forgive me.
but i did not bring myself to do so.
After awhile,he called me
I dunno i gave him that cold shoulder that really hurt him alot.
He said its because of me sayin 'yarh'
i guess i really hurt him alot.
He cried for me just for me
as he never felt that hurt before.
I guess i m really that important to him.
He is also very important to me(:
Our relationship have loads of ups n downs
Is that suppose to happen?

Yesturday went to vivo(:
Went to shop for clothes at zara,gap,
topshop and forever 21
nothin suit me! thats Impossible.
hahas.
anyway,i bought eugene's gift ready(:
Lukily he told me that he already bought a belt.
if not he will have 2 belts.hahas.
I almost thought of buyin a box of chocolates lar
Because i dunno wat to buy.
But the thing that i bought for eugene is way better than
a box of chocolates(: seriously.
So many holiday home work to do.sian.
i have to do
-chinese journal
-science worksheet
-History worksheet
-Geography worksheet
-maths textbook question
thats all i guess.
i dunno wat to write for my chinese journal
my chinese is really very horrible.
i got 57 for chinese lar.
so horrible rite?
my exam result/Target for mid year(:
english= B3(A2)
chinese=C5(B3)
mathematics=C5(B3)
Science=B4(A2)
Home econ=B3(A2)
Art=A2(A2)
Geography=C5(B3)
Literature=A2(A2)
Thats the result i get for
not really puttin alot of effort
seriously.
i Have 3 C5 how pathetic.
Geography i seriously never study lar.
Just flip the page only.

Yesturday i was supppose to go out
with kelly.But both of our hands were damn pain
because of incline pull up.
hahas,
so yesturday i wen to make a new pair of specs
that specs damn unique(:
hahas.
i gotta take good care of that specs from now on(:
my mum was like this is the last pair of specs for you,
you better take good care of it.
my current specs is like only 6 months lar.
how short.
It like every 6 months i goota change specs.
hahas,
waste money.
Read xin yi blog
his blog damn ugly lar.
put his face down there
wat guy on fire.he is not even hot lar.
he is UGLY
omg.
can volmit man.
hahas.
damn evil :/
This holiday gonna be so so so borin
nothin to do.
no plans at all.
Goin out with eugene this wednesday.
hope nothin clashed with my plans
have not buy his present.
die still dunno wat to buy
mayb i dun want to buy tie.
i buy belt better rite
white belt?since he always wanted one.
gonna cost me a bomb.but its okay.
i dun mind.
Gonna be 1month ready.hahas.
Times passes really fast(:
I miss talkin to him til dawn.
seriously miss those days(:

Today collected my result slip
did not expected i will get 9
hahas.
i thought i was gonna get bout 13 like that.
I kinda told myself to accept watever rank i
got even if i get 13 or lower.
damn bloody suprise.
hahas.
Holidays are here~~~
can do watever i want ready.
hahas.
my sis gonna go for her camp this mon til wed
nobody can disturb me ready(:
i can finally talk to eugene peacefully
without my dumb sister interuptin the conversation
hahas.
have not really plan wat i m gonna do this holiday
only go out&go out&go out and do my holiday assigment
how sian lar.
this friday goin to malaysia.damn sickenin lar
it clashes with my plan to go out with eugene next sunday [18.03]
wat the hell!!!
i dunno how to tell him.
i guess i will hurt him.
yesturday i just hurt eugene with the things i say.
i said really 'nasty' stuff to him.
i feel kinda bad.seriously.
if i were him i will feel hurt too.
although the thing is over
i still feel kinda bad treatin him in that manner
just wanna let you noe:
"I m really very sorry for treatin you like that and
i m not drawin a line between us and i will never do that"
Although there are some ups and downs between us
my love for him will never change.
I really love him alot(:
I really cannot afford to lose him.
He is really very important to me.
He is the person i can ever ask for.seriously.

Today went to vivo with kelly.
Actually king yiu suppose to follow
but in the end she cant go.
kinda disappionted.
kelly n i reached vivo at bout 3.55
kinda late lar.
but we kinda manage to shop all the shop
that we wanna go.hahas.
its like go in and come out.
hahas.
after that we took a cab to westmall.
on the way to westmall.we were talkin bout guys.
hahas.
i talk bout eugene(:
i talk bout how lucky i am
i also talk bout how sweet he is to me (:
how happy i am to have him as my boy friend,
its like i m dreamin lar,havin eugene as my bf
i remember when i saw his friendster
i kinda have feelin for him(: (but not that strong)
than when we started talkin the feelin is stronger(:
Luckily on that night(18.02.07) he did not sleep so early
if not he may not be my boyfriend.
hahas
kelly told me that its kinda diff to find
somebody that really click to you.
eugene and i really click lar.
hahas
she say mayb it is fate.
hahas.
i dunno but i guess so(:
we have the same reg(last time)
its abit weird lar.
hahas.
the uncle did not on the metre
than kelly was like"uncle you never on the metre!"
the uncle was like damn blur
so we kinda have a "free" ride.
hahas.
tomorrow have councillor meetin
very sian.
i kinda enjoyed myself today.
Although its a short while(:

Havin fever is really terrible.
Gotta stay in bed the WHOLE day.
I have been stayin in bed for one WHOLE day ready.
Since yesturday.
wth.
Today i kinda drag myself out of bed and blog(:
After that i m goin back to bed and sleep.
hahas.
I hope tomorrow i do not need to attend school.
hahas.
Slack at home,watch tv.
hahas.
how nice.
My sis became my maid.
hahas.
help me bring water and stuff.
how nice lar.
my lil maid(:
Today is april fool's day
nobody to prank on
how lame.
how i wish today is a weekday
so kelly&fang yu&i
can prank on shane.
hahas.
that will be great.
hahas.
I still have one day to decide
whether should i quiet councillor.
i mean we already have the chance to quiet councillor.
and i m like not grabbin the opputunity.
I guess i have made up my mind,
i will quiet councillor.
its like i m not even fit to be a councillor.
i almost got suspended because of my hair.
plus my skirt is short and i wear ankle socks.
its not even the image of a councillor.
its like just a normal student in my school.
So tomorrow i will go to the art room with kelly n shane
and tell mdm fatimah that i wanna quiet.
Than after that i can be like everyone else.
Being a normal student.
hahas.

Today was okay ;D
watch take the lead durin home econ class.
hahas.
the show is like damn nice(:
Art lesson was horrible.
I forgot to bring my art materials&gotta stand and do our art
hahas.
Almost the whole class stand up.
Shane was my partner coz he sat next to me.
He talk alot lar.
Always talk crap.
than ms ezan was like"shane wat are you doin underneath the table"
than i help shane ans"shane is lookin at the floor"
i almost got him dead.
he was usin his hand phone
i didnt noe that he was usin his hand phone at first
i only noe it when fang yu told me
hahas.
serve him right(:
After that we had free period
coz ms soh never come
hahas
how nice.
friday can slack like hell.serious.
hahas
So i had nothin to do so i read my book
i was like damn engross to that book lar.
that book is really very nice to read(:
hahas.
Than every 5 min eugene will msg me
and the whole table will vibrate
and the vibration is like damn loud lar.
hahas.
Than i accidentally msg some very hurtful stuff to him.
how could I??
i promise to treat him better but i did not.
i guess i broke my promise.
hais.
he is like damn carin to me
while i like dun care like that.
wats the problem with me lar.
if i were him,i will really feel really sad.
Belinda even scolded me
and say"you are so lucky to have such a nice bf and
you never treat him well how can like that"
i did not did that on purpose.
i guess i was really damn engross
to the book that i was readin.
Even though i said sorry to him,
i still feel really bad.
seriously.
How i wish i could turn back time and
take back the words i said just now in the afternoon.
Its really very hurtful.
I really want him to care bout me AGAIN
i dun want everythin to change just like that.
i mean it.
I guess i kinda left a "bad" impression ready.
All thanks to me lar i never think before i talk.
wth.
So damn angry with myself.

Yesturday went to lot1 to watch movie(:
with kelly(:
I was not really watchin the show,i was msgin.
hahas.
waste money lar
go there just to msg eugene.
hahas.
kelly was like:''can you ask him shut up for once and you watch the movie!"
the movie was damn borin.
its a kid show.
HAPPILY NEVER AFTER.
you noe fairy tales are suppose to have
happy endin rite?
whereas this was diff.
the whole fairy tale was havin a bad endin.
the bad guys rule the fairy tale land.
The show was abit stupid and abit lame.
not really funny.
so many kids in the theatre.
the theatre was filled with lil kids.
hahas.
kelly&i were one of them too!
hahas.
Anyway last night somethin happen.
I quarrel with eugene.
its not a saturday but i quarrel with him.wth.
I feel really bad at first.I wanted to msg him sayin that
i m sorry for bein so attitude and wanted him to forgive me.
but i did not bring myself to do so.
After awhile,he called me
I dunno i gave him that cold shoulder that really hurt him alot.
He said its because of me sayin 'yarh'
i guess i really hurt him alot.
He cried for me just for me
as he never felt that hurt before.
I guess i m really that important to him.
He is also very important to me(:
Our relationship have loads of ups n downs
Is that suppose to happen?

Yesturday went to vivo(:
Went to shop for clothes at zara,gap,
topshop and forever 21
nothin suit me! thats Impossible.
hahas.
anyway,i bought eugene's gift ready(:
Lukily he told me that he already bought a belt.
if not he will have 2 belts.hahas.
I almost thought of buyin a box of chocolates lar
Because i dunno wat to buy.
But the thing that i bought for eugene is way better than
a box of chocolates(: seriously.
So many holiday home work to do.sian.
i have to do
-chinese journal
-science worksheet
-History worksheet
-Geography worksheet
-maths textbook question
thats all i guess.
i dunno wat to write for my chinese journal
my chinese is really very horrible.
i got 57 for chinese lar.
so horrible rite?
my exam result/Target for mid year(:
english= B3(A2)
chinese=C5(B3)
mathematics=C5(B3)
Science=B4(A2)
Home econ=B3(A2)
Art=A2(A2)
Geography=C5(B3)
Literature=A2(A2)
Thats the result i get for
not really puttin alot of effort
seriously.
i Have 3 C5 how pathetic.
Geography i seriously never study lar.
Just flip the page only.

Yesturday i was supppose to go out
with kelly.But both of our hands were damn pain
because of incline pull up.
hahas,
so yesturday i wen to make a new pair of specs
that specs damn unique(:
hahas.
i gotta take good care of that specs from now on(:
my mum was like this is the last pair of specs for you,
you better take good care of it.
my current specs is like only 6 months lar.
how short.
It like every 6 months i goota change specs.
hahas,
waste money.
Read xin yi blog
his blog damn ugly lar.
put his face down there
wat guy on fire.he is not even hot lar.
he is UGLY
omg.
can volmit man.
hahas.
damn evil :/
This holiday gonna be so so so borin
nothin to do.
no plans at all.
Goin out with eugene this wednesday.
hope nothin clashed with my plans
have not buy his present.
die still dunno wat to buy
mayb i dun want to buy tie.
i buy belt better rite
white belt?since he always wanted one.
gonna cost me a bomb.but its okay.
i dun mind.
Gonna be 1month ready.hahas.
Times passes really fast(:
I miss talkin to him til dawn.
seriously miss those days(:

Today collected my result slip
did not expected i will get 9
hahas.
i thought i was gonna get bout 13 like that.
I kinda told myself to accept watever rank i
got even if i get 13 or lower.
damn bloody suprise.
hahas.
Holidays are here~~~
can do watever i want ready.
hahas.
my sis gonna go for her camp this mon til wed
nobody can disturb me ready(:
i can finally talk to eugene peacefully
without my dumb sister interuptin the conversation
hahas.
have not really plan wat i m gonna do this holiday
only go out&go out&go out and do my holiday assigment
how sian lar.
this friday goin to malaysia.damn sickenin lar
it clashes with my plan to go out with eugene next sunday [18.03]
wat the hell!!!
i dunno how to tell him.
i guess i will hurt him.
yesturday i just hurt eugene with the things i say.
i said really 'nasty' stuff to him.
i feel kinda bad.seriously.
if i were him i will feel hurt too.
although the thing is over
i still feel kinda bad treatin him in that manner
just wanna let you noe:
"I m really very sorry for treatin you like that and
i m not drawin a line between us and i will never do that"
Although there are some ups and downs between us
my love for him will never change.
I really love him alot(:
I really cannot afford to lose him.
He is really very important to me.
He is the person i can ever ask for.seriously.

Today went to vivo with kelly.
Actually king yiu suppose to follow
but in the end she cant go.
kinda disappionted.
kelly n i reached vivo at bout 3.55
kinda late lar.
but we kinda manage to shop all the shop
that we wanna go.hahas.
its like go in and come out.
hahas.
after that we took a cab to westmall.
on the way to westmall.we were talkin bout guys.
hahas.
i talk bout eugene(:
i talk bout how lucky i am
i also talk bout how sweet he is to me (:
how happy i am to have him as my boy friend,
its like i m dreamin lar,havin eugene as my bf
i remember when i saw his friendster
i kinda have feelin for him(: (but not that strong)
than when we started talkin the feelin is stronger(:
Luckily on that night(18.02.07) he did not sleep so early
if not he may not be my boyfriend.
hahas
kelly told me that its kinda diff to find
somebody that really click to you.
eugene and i really click lar.
hahas
she say mayb it is fate.
hahas.
i dunno but i guess so(:
we have the same reg(last time)
its abit weird lar.
hahas.
the uncle did not on the metre
than kelly was like"uncle you never on the metre!"
the uncle was like damn blur
so we kinda have a "free" ride.
hahas.
tomorrow have councillor meetin
very sian.
i kinda enjoyed myself today.
Although its a short while(: