I m sick!officially sick!well done rena(: i m like going holiday next week and i m falling sick now?what on earth.hahahaha.i m damn stuck with my proposal to ms roz.i wanna have a sec1 orientation camp((: i want it to happen!i m kinda enthu about it(: organise this camp must have enthu people like me:D gosh so thickskin.hahaha.tomorrow having councillor meeting.yes meeting!i can finally say my full bout what i want for the sec1 orientation camp(: yeahh i cant wait(: gosh i feel so retarded now saying bout the camp&stuff although its a long way to go,but its not.its gonna be 2008 soon how fast is that?hahaha.
you people know something?loving someone is a tough job?
trust me.
try it&you will know.

I feel so lost this few days.
no kidding.but seriously.L-O-S-T!
i really dunno what the hell i m doing too!
i feel so damn empty;
like something is missing
&the feeling is that i knew it long ago.
gosh i have mix feelings.
whatthefcuk!
feelings that are a lil mix up okay mayb not a lil but hell loads.
arghhhhhh.......
i want this feeling to disappear instantly.
i think it can but its all in the mind.
whatthehell am i thinking anyway
this post was suppose to be a happy pose but it seem so emo....
nevermind........
(just pretend whatever i wrote on top is a draft:D)
going to school this whole week is a drag.
goddamnit!
have loads of things to do
i bearly get the chance to go out with my old friends&
catch up with them
my november is fully PACK!
P-A-C-K!
with holiday&going back to school&more more more!
(who ask me to have sooooo much comitment in school)
my december wont be i guess(hope so)
but going HOLIDAY(:
anyway to readers out there
HAPPY HOLIDAY:D
(spent it meaningfully before its ALL over:D)

thats what i do when imma bored(:

I m finally blogging after the camp(: our camp is better than the sec2 camp.its damn fun although its like kampong life.gosh it was disaster there especially niht time.no lights at all.anyway the first day was okay.we gotta kayak to the other island cause we are staying there for one night.it was a great experience(i guess so)we kayak the whole day.plus it was 3person in a kayak.the current was bloody big.we stop many time but the best part is that we stop&eat(it was damn crap)hahaha.we even fool around in the kayak but pulau hantu water was pretty clear&the sand was soft.it was pretty nice:D pick loads of unique seashells too.thats all you can do there i guess.than comes the second day.second day was bloody fun:D especially boom netting.we jump from the upper deck of the boat into the net.it was damn fun:D but the current was big.real big.than in the afternoon we did rock climbing&climbing of tree.gosh rock climbing was fun.but tree climbing was even better.hahas.we pluck coconut til the tree was bare.that was damn cool.camp fire was lousy.no joke.only our school was hyper but not others.camp fire was boring also.hahaha.the last day we were suppose to go treking&flying fox into the water but guess what?it was raining heavily.than we change our plans&play captain's ball&volley ball in the rain.i love captain's ball.i score loads of goal for my school.hahaha.it was fun but volley ball was okay the game was kinda boring.than after that the teachers gave us time to shop.we went there to play arcade.DDR.hahaha.the DDR machine was okay.the same machine as what we have in sing.the whole3days2night was tiring but it was fun.i kinda miss the place ready.hahaha.it was a good experience lar.i kinda kanna sun burn again even when i actually put sun block lotion.its like no use?pathetic lar.whole face red.hahaha.

back to blogging.going camp this monday.so looking forward to it(: i get to get out of the damn house:D oh&i must remeber to bring my passport on monday if not i cant go.hahaha.have not start packing mayb will start today or last minute packing mayb gonna bring 2bags like what i did for international friendship camp one crumpler&one roxy.i gotta change money too.its so troublesome.talking bout kayaking,it make me sickD: no kidding.thinking bout what we did for international friendship camp.it was crazy kayak for the whole damn day.hahha.going bintan is like holiday?its damn cool that we are able to bring camera:D which means i gotta camwhore with my best mates(: i will feel damn lost when it come to packing cause i will drag time like nobody business.hahaha.i was reminded to bring poker cards too.cause they wanna play cards.the retarded people.they gonna gamble i guess.i dun even think they have the time to do that anyway.hahaha.shane say he wanna ton,i was like whatthefcuk you want me to ton with you?are you mad or what.i think i would be real tired(thats pretty true).he say if he see "those" thing he is gonna make friends with them.when i heard that i was laughing my ass off i almost fell off my damn chair.i was like are you sure?i think you gonna run first before i run.our conversation was real funny.we crap non stop in class that time.hahaha.anyway my EOY results are okay&i think overall i beat you,ha!stop boasting bout your marks lar.i beat you in almost all the sub except maths cause i fail maths.but at least you should not boast bout your marks infront of my face.its damn annoying you know?i wanted to slap you in the god damn face.annoying biatch.luckily i m not going art stream with you.lucky me.i should thank my mother .hahaha.
ILY(:

i m rotting at homeD: its seriously boring staying at home facing 4walls okayy mayb not 4walls but the entire house.hahahaha.try staying home for 3straight day&you will feel like getting out after that.hahaha. ask me out people!anyway i m going out tomorrow going vivo.yeahhhh!go vivo&watch movie i wanna watch alot of movie.i want a movie marathon(provided i have the money to watch alot of movie in a day) never watch movie for ages i guess cause was too busy to even leave the house.I cant believe i m going for another camp again.its damn tiring.this time its further.Bintan!its in indonesia.i dunno what will i do without msging people.cannot imagine.will i get homesick?i dun think so(: ahahahahaha.
I dunno what to blog either.mayb bout my day yesturday?nothing much happen yesturday.i stayed at home the entire day&my mum went to hongkong for business trip which mean i have freedom for 1week.thats why i wanna make use of this 1week and go out til real late.thats what i did in july.hahahha.i wanna do that again before i go for camp.so people ask me out or mayb the other way round.i will ask you out(: so make yourselve available okayyy(: i wanna make this a real long post(: the longest that i ever post.hahahhaa.i wanna make it uber wordy:D suddenly i felt so lost.dun really know what to blog about.i just blog to keep this blog alive so that it wont be so dead like my livejournal.hahaha.lets talk bout next year?hmmm... i cant wait for next year.i dunno why(: another2months more til next year.looking forward(:
my post still seem real short.so i m gonna right more.hahahaha.i miss international friendship camp.i love that camp hell loads.but i think jjc camp is way better.i miss cheering with the councillor.hahaaha.we were damn crazy when we started cheering like some retarded.miss those days where we cheered so loud that we even lose our voices.hahahas.so many nice memories.i seriously miss those fun times we had together.i wanna have another camp with you guyyyyys(: black eye peas are coming to singapore,the click five is coming to singapore too and linkin park.i wanna watch the BEP concert.damn me okayyy i cant even watch the concert cause i will be in bintan like a fool&besides major stars are coming!click five gonna do the opening for them.how cool is that!&fergie gonna come!!!!its really no fair.how i wish my camp could be one day later.tsktsktsk!i m gonna miss this once in a life time chance to catch them playing live all together.haiyo.....anyway i have six piercing now.piecing is an big addiction can?i have 2 below&2on the top.yim ling was like crazy over my piercing.hahahaa.i became her idol of piercing
thats uber cool i guess.hahaha.i think this post is already long enough to make you people whom is reading it.dun even feel like reading it.hahaas
well....
ciaos(:

camp was woohoo i tell you(: the camp was a blast except for the airplane part.the airplane is damn irritating.every minute/hour one plane will fly pass.freak th airplane.anyway,we did kayaking&drangon boating yesturday.the whole day(: i prefer kayaking than drangon boating.kayaking is uber relax&my face is damn red now like lobster
i might considering taing kayaking as another sport&i m uber interested.the instructor that thought us drangon boating,was julian hee cousin it was damn freaky at first but the most freaky thing is that julian hee is a GAY.like so unbelieveable okayy.such a "manly"person is a GAY&he even join man hunt.hahas.but who cares i m not a big big fan of a gay.but seriously if you are reading my blog&you found out he is a gay you will be shock!anyway stop the julian hee thing.continue with camp(: our dome was cool(: but it was real noisy when airplan pass by you can even feel your dome vibrating.camp fire was awesome.i lost my voice again.almost everytime i will lost my voice when i came back from camp.cause we cheered real loud(: (i cheered with my school ppl)hahas.we even discuss bout sec1 orientation next year.i want a sec1 orientation camp.its gonna be fun fun fun(: cause i know it will be with cause there are hyper ppl inside like us(: i m like so crazy over camp now.the next camp gonna be on the 22nd-24th october at bintan&i cant wait for that camp.Having best freind in the same camp is you is kinda awesome&fun cause you gotta fool around with them&crap alot especially night time.we even party in our dome not really party but sneak tibit from home&brought it there to eat(:
i m like the supplier(: but when i came back from camp i felt so outdated cause i think loads of thing happen when i was in camp having fun.i feel so lack now.like something is missing.hahas.but who cares at least i had fun(: loads&loads of them(: but most of all i still love kayaking(:
so much bout the camp(:

okayyyy this week was like______ EOY,EOY& more EOY!anyway tomorrow is the last paper!endure!!!!&after that camp(:yeahhhh camp(: i bet its gonna be tiring.gosh....anyway pack my camp stuff ready&i m bring two bags.oh&i got back my chinese paper ready i score 60(: first time in a million years.hahahaha.that was a lucky one i guess?that 60marks motivate me to score higher for other sub.big ego eh?haha.tomorrow its lit paper(who cares)cant wait for the paper to end&&&camp here i come!woohoo!mum's going for business trip again
which means.freedom!yeahhh!my freedom is back back back!so much for the freedom thingy.hahahaha.black eye peas are coming to singapore&guess what?i wont be able to see them LIVE.i will be in bintan for another camp.so many camps coming up.2 in one month(actually there is one more camp but i m kinda lazy to go)anyway today went to pierce my ear(: 4 holes in one go.thats damn bloody crazy.hahaha.piercing ear is uber addictive i tell you(: wont be able to post for the next few days i guess(:
last but not least happy birthday shane(:

I m sick!officially sick!well done rena(: i m like going holiday next week and i m falling sick now?what on earth.hahahaha.i m damn stuck with my proposal to ms roz.i wanna have a sec1 orientation camp((: i want it to happen!i m kinda enthu about it(: organise this camp must have enthu people like me:D gosh so thickskin.hahaha.tomorrow having councillor meeting.yes meeting!i can finally say my full bout what i want for the sec1 orientation camp(: yeahh i cant wait(: gosh i feel so retarded now saying bout the camp&stuff although its a long way to go,but its not.its gonna be 2008 soon how fast is that?hahaha.
you people know something?loving someone is a tough job?
trust me.
try it&you will know.

I feel so lost this few days.
no kidding.but seriously.L-O-S-T!
i really dunno what the hell i m doing too!
i feel so damn empty;
like something is missing
&the feeling is that i knew it long ago.
gosh i have mix feelings.
whatthefcuk!
feelings that are a lil mix up okay mayb not a lil but hell loads.
arghhhhhh.......
i want this feeling to disappear instantly.
i think it can but its all in the mind.
whatthehell am i thinking anyway
this post was suppose to be a happy pose but it seem so emo....
nevermind........
(just pretend whatever i wrote on top is a draft:D)
going to school this whole week is a drag.
goddamnit!
have loads of things to do
i bearly get the chance to go out with my old friends&
catch up with them
my november is fully PACK!
P-A-C-K!
with holiday&going back to school&more more more!
(who ask me to have sooooo much comitment in school)
my december wont be i guess(hope so)
but going HOLIDAY(:
anyway to readers out there
HAPPY HOLIDAY:D
(spent it meaningfully before its ALL over:D)

thats what i do when imma bored(:

I m finally blogging after the camp(: our camp is better than the sec2 camp.its damn fun although its like kampong life.gosh it was disaster there especially niht time.no lights at all.anyway the first day was okay.we gotta kayak to the other island cause we are staying there for one night.it was a great experience(i guess so)we kayak the whole day.plus it was 3person in a kayak.the current was bloody big.we stop many time but the best part is that we stop&eat(it was damn crap)hahaha.we even fool around in the kayak but pulau hantu water was pretty clear&the sand was soft.it was pretty nice:D pick loads of unique seashells too.thats all you can do there i guess.than comes the second day.second day was bloody fun:D especially boom netting.we jump from the upper deck of the boat into the net.it was damn fun:D but the current was big.real big.than in the afternoon we did rock climbing&climbing of tree.gosh rock climbing was fun.but tree climbing was even better.hahas.we pluck coconut til the tree was bare.that was damn cool.camp fire was lousy.no joke.only our school was hyper but not others.camp fire was boring also.hahaha.the last day we were suppose to go treking&flying fox into the water but guess what?it was raining heavily.than we change our plans&play captain's ball&volley ball in the rain.i love captain's ball.i score loads of goal for my school.hahaha.it was fun but volley ball was okay the game was kinda boring.than after that the teachers gave us time to shop.we went there to play arcade.DDR.hahaha.the DDR machine was okay.the same machine as what we have in sing.the whole3days2night was tiring but it was fun.i kinda miss the place ready.hahaha.it was a good experience lar.i kinda kanna sun burn again even when i actually put sun block lotion.its like no use?pathetic lar.whole face red.hahaha.

back to blogging.going camp this monday.so looking forward to it(: i get to get out of the damn house:D oh&i must remeber to bring my passport on monday if not i cant go.hahaha.have not start packing mayb will start today or last minute packing mayb gonna bring 2bags like what i did for international friendship camp one crumpler&one roxy.i gotta change money too.its so troublesome.talking bout kayaking,it make me sickD: no kidding.thinking bout what we did for international friendship camp.it was crazy kayak for the whole damn day.hahha.going bintan is like holiday?its damn cool that we are able to bring camera:D which means i gotta camwhore with my best mates(: i will feel damn lost when it come to packing cause i will drag time like nobody business.hahaha.i was reminded to bring poker cards too.cause they wanna play cards.the retarded people.they gonna gamble i guess.i dun even think they have the time to do that anyway.hahaha.shane say he wanna ton,i was like whatthefcuk you want me to ton with you?are you mad or what.i think i would be real tired(thats pretty true).he say if he see "those" thing he is gonna make friends with them.when i heard that i was laughing my ass off i almost fell off my damn chair.i was like are you sure?i think you gonna run first before i run.our conversation was real funny.we crap non stop in class that time.hahaha.anyway my EOY results are okay&i think overall i beat you,ha!stop boasting bout your marks lar.i beat you in almost all the sub except maths cause i fail maths.but at least you should not boast bout your marks infront of my face.its damn annoying you know?i wanted to slap you in the god damn face.annoying biatch.luckily i m not going art stream with you.lucky me.i should thank my mother .hahaha.
ILY(:

i m rotting at homeD: its seriously boring staying at home facing 4walls okayy mayb not 4walls but the entire house.hahahaha.try staying home for 3straight day&you will feel like getting out after that.hahaha. ask me out people!anyway i m going out tomorrow going vivo.yeahhhh!go vivo&watch movie i wanna watch alot of movie.i want a movie marathon(provided i have the money to watch alot of movie in a day) never watch movie for ages i guess cause was too busy to even leave the house.I cant believe i m going for another camp again.its damn tiring.this time its further.Bintan!its in indonesia.i dunno what will i do without msging people.cannot imagine.will i get homesick?i dun think so(: ahahahahaha.
I dunno what to blog either.mayb bout my day yesturday?nothing much happen yesturday.i stayed at home the entire day&my mum went to hongkong for business trip which mean i have freedom for 1week.thats why i wanna make use of this 1week and go out til real late.thats what i did in july.hahahha.i wanna do that again before i go for camp.so people ask me out or mayb the other way round.i will ask you out(: so make yourselve available okayyy(: i wanna make this a real long post(: the longest that i ever post.hahahhaa.i wanna make it uber wordy:D suddenly i felt so lost.dun really know what to blog about.i just blog to keep this blog alive so that it wont be so dead like my livejournal.hahaha.lets talk bout next year?hmmm... i cant wait for next year.i dunno why(: another2months more til next year.looking forward(:
my post still seem real short.so i m gonna right more.hahahaha.i miss international friendship camp.i love that camp hell loads.but i think jjc camp is way better.i miss cheering with the councillor.hahaaha.we were damn crazy when we started cheering like some retarded.miss those days where we cheered so loud that we even lose our voices.hahahas.so many nice memories.i seriously miss those fun times we had together.i wanna have another camp with you guyyyyys(: black eye peas are coming to singapore,the click five is coming to singapore too and linkin park.i wanna watch the BEP concert.damn me okayyy i cant even watch the concert cause i will be in bintan like a fool&besides major stars are coming!click five gonna do the opening for them.how cool is that!&fergie gonna come!!!!its really no fair.how i wish my camp could be one day later.tsktsktsk!i m gonna miss this once in a life time chance to catch them playing live all together.haiyo.....anyway i have six piercing now.piecing is an big addiction can?i have 2 below&2on the top.yim ling was like crazy over my piercing.hahahaa.i became her idol of piercing
thats uber cool i guess.hahaha.i think this post is already long enough to make you people whom is reading it.dun even feel like reading it.hahaas
well....
ciaos(:

camp was woohoo i tell you(: the camp was a blast except for the airplane part.the airplane is damn irritating.every minute/hour one plane will fly pass.freak th airplane.anyway,we did kayaking&drangon boating yesturday.the whole day(: i prefer kayaking than drangon boating.kayaking is uber relax&my face is damn red now like lobster
i might considering taing kayaking as another sport&i m uber interested.the instructor that thought us drangon boating,was julian hee cousin it was damn freaky at first but the most freaky thing is that julian hee is a GAY.like so unbelieveable okayy.such a "manly"person is a GAY&he even join man hunt.hahas.but who cares i m not a big big fan of a gay.but seriously if you are reading my blog&you found out he is a gay you will be shock!anyway stop the julian hee thing.continue with camp(: our dome was cool(: but it was real noisy when airplan pass by you can even feel your dome vibrating.camp fire was awesome.i lost my voice again.almost everytime i will lost my voice when i came back from camp.cause we cheered real loud(: (i cheered with my school ppl)hahas.we even discuss bout sec1 orientation next year.i want a sec1 orientation camp.its gonna be fun fun fun(: cause i know it will be with cause there are hyper ppl inside like us(: i m like so crazy over camp now.the next camp gonna be on the 22nd-24th october at bintan&i cant wait for that camp.Having best freind in the same camp is you is kinda awesome&fun cause you gotta fool around with them&crap alot especially night time.we even party in our dome not really party but sneak tibit from home&brought it there to eat(:
i m like the supplier(: but when i came back from camp i felt so outdated cause i think loads of thing happen when i was in camp having fun.i feel so lack now.like something is missing.hahas.but who cares at least i had fun(: loads&loads of them(: but most of all i still love kayaking(:
so much bout the camp(:

okayyyy this week was like______ EOY,EOY& more EOY!anyway tomorrow is the last paper!endure!!!!&after that camp(:yeahhhh camp(: i bet its gonna be tiring.gosh....anyway pack my camp stuff ready&i m bring two bags.oh&i got back my chinese paper ready i score 60(: first time in a million years.hahahaha.that was a lucky one i guess?that 60marks motivate me to score higher for other sub.big ego eh?haha.tomorrow its lit paper(who cares)cant wait for the paper to end&&&camp here i come!woohoo!mum's going for business trip again
which means.freedom!yeahhh!my freedom is back back back!so much for the freedom thingy.hahahaha.black eye peas are coming to singapore&guess what?i wont be able to see them LIVE.i will be in bintan for another camp.so many camps coming up.2 in one month(actually there is one more camp but i m kinda lazy to go)anyway today went to pierce my ear(: 4 holes in one go.thats damn bloody crazy.hahaha.piercing ear is uber addictive i tell you(: wont be able to post for the next few days i guess(:
last but not least happy birthday shane(: