ARINA CUT WHATEVER CRAPPPPP YOU HAVE NOW! just to let you know nobody likes you at all.you are on loads of people hate list:D stop spreading bout what happen on friday all else i m gonna shout the fcuk out of you!&you know it very well you are the one whom got us into trouble stop denying&tell others you are innocent&blahblahblah.you mother fucking biatchhhhhhhhh you know when you went into the washroom&ask us what our parents said you know what i almost said to you"my dad ask me whether you die ready or not than i can attend your funeral girl(: "look at your innocent face........who the fuck will believe us that you are a hypocrite.i think no one cause you will make everyone believe you were the victim.oh pleaseeeeeeeeeeee! get a fucking life la!i was freaking happy when ness fight with you you know!you have no rights to shout at us&tell us that you were not the one cause we will never believe you la.just save it for your mother. get a life fucker! |
things are getting from bad to worst now. its like i could not believe that i got suspended because of a little thing like whatthefcuk its just happen so quickly i know you are happy that emmeline&I got suspended and you can get your fucking pose right you want to be preseident right go for it la!i could not care more. & i seriously dont care about my image in school now you wanna tell ms roz about me shouting at you go ahead!just let me get into more trouble la like all i care! eh why dont you tell ms roz that we smoke too huh than you can become her pet&get me into bigger trouble since i m already in trouble.maybe you will feel even happier when you tell her all this?maybe i give you too much info ready la i should tell you face to face right? &i still do not wish to talk to anyone now!i got no mood to.i m not feeling any better too.i could not bring myself to go back to the usual self.i could not even sleep last night.i was awake the whole god damn night. |
today was the worst day of my life my record is tarnish now i got suspended from student council&i know someone is like super happy now. you can have a higher chance to get a pose you know arina? i cried hell lots today&she can still ask what the teacher said how fcuking sadist can she get? the teacher called my parents and my dad gotta go right down to school i think i had dissapoint my dad although my dad said that its part of growing up i still feel real guilty i just feel that i have let him down&i have misplace the trust he had in me detention starts tomorrow at 315 and it ends at 6pm if i m not wrong its just a small matter and they blew it up. its like non of their business &i sprain my back again its like my third time i had sprain my back i sprained my back when i was doing jazz spin i did not even have the mood to go for musical i did not even listen to what the teacher said &i do not wish to talk to anyone now or even for this whole damn week. i swear i got mix feelings now. i seriously do not know what to do now its like my record is no longer clean&its like loads of teachers know what happen&tomorrow's detention the vice principal will be in charge what can seriously go wrong now? getting into more trouble? i m seriously bloody stress out now&the whole school knows what had happen on friday we are like famous already i m rather useless now i m like good for nothing now. i seriously screwed up my image in school. |
i have finally change my link&at least SOME people will not know &i can pratically write whatever RUBBISH i want on my blog&YOU cannot stop me&this is my blog i got my say&you do not have.Even if emmeline&I get kick out of student council you wont even have a chance to be in any of the pose cause......you are too good to be in one(: maybe they should improvise one for you only right?that will be nice right?shall tell the president about it&for god sake whip away that fcuking smile you got on your face la.i know you are HAPPY when we are in trouble but what do you get in the end?remain as band major?ha!no way....you only let people HATE you more&more.i wonder who will treat you as a good friend?maybe NO ONE!i m not gonna waste my time to screw you upside down cause i know if i do that i will be in bigger trouble&thanks to you its gonna be a police case. thankyou arina(: |
i love school more now:D hahaha! loads of fight were going on this week &the best part is that yimling,ness,emmeline,michelle&me were always the extra one there&we will always make things worst today we looked up for this sed2 girl cause she accuse st john for stealing salina's phones i swear she is like effinggggggggggg irritating she is afraid of ness ness confronted her&she was freaking out her face was damn screw up. amaths test today i think i have screwed the damn paper &tomorrow is paper2! &i got geography test tomorrow too! 2tests tomorrow &after the test partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! chemistry was boring after chemistry while walking out of the school stupid michael pointed at huzaifah&shouted my name like what the hell just because of wat happen during chinese lesson just now &he took revenge bloodyhell:/ yes&during chinese spelling i cheated.i wrote all the words on my hand&my teacher caught me cheating hahaha but thank god she gave me another chance or else she will write down my name and write down what i have done wrong &i gotta serve detention went to lot1 after that with ness,michelle,emmeline&vera we were laughing our ass off when we were in long john we were talking bout those crappy people in our school it was damn funny we were laughing non stop we were making a hell of a noise too i swear i gotta cope with my studies ready i cant play anymore.i gotta get serious.i m like struggling with alot of subjects now.no kidding maybe i will get serious after valentine day la or even chinse new year:D |
i post last night&my post did not appear.bloody hell dearest was effing sweet today:D he skipped training just to help me copy my work thanks alot(: iloveyou! i still have 1 more to go a maths test tomorrow): &i know i failed my chemistry cause i did not read the question properly hahahahaha! 18marks gone like that! i cant wait for friday yes friday!people gonna get drunk i swear hahaha i have like 1litre of vodka,1litre of barcardi rum,1litre of chivas regal,loads of champange&red wine &emmeline is gonna bring her own wine to school first than to my house(: |
PE was seriously a KILLER i swear my teacher made us run 3 rounds around the parade square,2rounds in the soccer field&3 god damn round zig zag the classroom blocks. it was fcuking tiring plus i was sick. went to see a doctor just now&my sickness was only a common cold. no mc:D (besides i do not even want one cause i got to go to school tomorrow for the second audition,i have made it through the first round why dont i persevere&finish the whole thing) i m not looking forward for the audition tomorrow i just got to make do with it no choice. i miss my dearest alot alot alot alot alot........ its countless la i keep track on our relationship okayyy! hahaha:D i failed my geography test&i gotta copy the whole question&answer 10 bloody times! eh reuben help me copy pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! hahaha! almost the whole class got to do that &mdm yap gonna paste our marks outside the geog room like wtf! everyone is gonna see our "wonderful"marks i got 3/15 for the test i know its horrible hahaha i m proud of it la:D yes!meeting dearest on fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:D iloveyou! this week gotta pass real quickly:D |
i saw that damn idiot in school again seriously if i see him again.thats it. anyway musical training on tuesday second audition i hate auditions la. not looking forward i still gotta practice the steps&all i kinda forgot some ready ohmygod! i want to watch prison break3(: (wentworth miller) gonna ask michael to lend me the cds(: gonna "bribe" him.hahaha he charge me 1buck for an exercise book! i needed it urgently so i paid him 1 buck for an exercise book hahaha. i need a new bag la my crumpler is like super small i want that 193bucks crumpler i know reuben will buy that for me;D for valentine's day present! hahahah! so yesturday went to watch one missed call with Yreuben,ness,yimling,rainey,puvin,kamilah,michelle the show was okay.abit scary but not so hahahah! after that show i got a miss call bloody hell michelle played this damn prank on me la but i did not freak out hahaha next friday lets watch thai horror movie at my house:D i shall go&rent it(: hahahaha! thai horror film is like damn scary,you can just freak out from the start i watch thai horror film before at germaine's house 2years back we watch it half way&off the thing cause it was like freaking scary i watched korean horror film before too its still alright. its way better than thai horror film so after the movie we went to paragon to listen to ness"stories" i swear we were laughing our ass off especially rainey,yimling&me it was freaking funny! was suppose to go to esplanade for gig but did not cause i was freaking tired than i went to look for my friends&talk &i went home late almost got chase out of the house hahaha! i already plan where to go if i got chase out la (opps) my dad's office&stay overnight there(: how i wish i got chase out la;D wednesday having physics&chem test thursday having geog test next week gonna be really busy was freaking surprise that______&_______ were together la (they broke up not long ago) yimling&all your should know la &they went really low profile could not believe it at all! not being sarcastic but seriously it was a big shock for all of us |
my 2nd post of 2008!pathetic! hahaha sec 3 is aint easy it like super stressful! i swear! have not start amaths yet but have already start emaths&its effing diff i have been sleeping late because of my homeworks i doze off in chem lesson like whatthefcuk! &today is like the longest day ever of the week bloodyhell. i was moody too): cause i m really very tired&stuff &its very very stress gosh..tomorrow maths gonna be the first period boring! i cannot take it anymore all the formular &stuff are driving me nuts the people in my class is boring i only interact with the people i know thats all i m like anti social now? cause i m tired&stress? &the best part is that my class is right down the first floor equals to basement &the reception is like fcuk! no reception at all fcuk la how to msg huh?its damn pissing you know everytime your phone no signal.its as if you are carrying a toy phone &my chinese teacher is mdm chang like ohmygod! 3years in a row &today i almost kanna a bata just because i laugh. she is damn crap. but i dont care(: |
sec one orientation just ended3days just pass by me like wowhahahai took care of 1/c in the endsome changes to it thoughi love 1/c to the max(:they are like my lil kidsi call them my childrenthe whole council knows thathahahai treat all of them like my owni m already missing them nowi have no idea.i quess i really did bond with them and communicate with them i just realise i can really mix around with kids like themi kinda spent alot of effort in taking care of themtoday post kinda dedicate to 1/c only!to my kids(:hahahai love to shout 1/c oi!i love their respond mantheir respond were louder than any classes(;imma proud of y'all(:i wonder when can i do that again.it has been an experience to be an i/c&taking care of a class all by myself cause zul hardly helps&i thank all of them for giving me the opportunity to take care of them&really guide them all the wayoh&1/c do your know something?when on the first day i took care of your class i was apparently afraid that i could not handle it as there were so many of y'allbut i was wrong i m glad that i took care of y'ally'all are the best classthose who cried just now in schoolno worries la i will still be in school as your schoolmate no longer your i/cjust treat me as your friend(:water games was uber funmixing with them&bonding with themhadi called me rihanna like wth?but i just accept lahahahashall post the video when i m freethe video where my kids&i were in the pool&they actually followed me&sang umbrellaumbrella ella eh ehhahahahathat moment make me really proud of all of you!hope your like your lil givei kinda use my monthly allowance on that(:hope your will like ithahaha1/c 1/c 1/c!your blow my mind(: |