changed my blogskin.my current blogskin is kinda dull):
skipped musical as i was not really in the mood to go.
was suppose to get my ear pierced today.the third hole but did not as i was not in the mood to do that too.
went for a swim just now me myself&I
pathtetic la
hahahaha(:
i was bored thus i went for a swim.
maths was effing boring did Amaths today.Amaths was pretty much boring today especially on the topic indices.
i was dreaming for the whole 2 periods.
history was boring too.i slept for 12minutes.hahahhaa
my teacher was talking bout russia&communist
i even know how long i slept just now.funny ehhhh?
chemistry&physics common test tomorrow
fcuk!
three papers on one day.
&plus a social studies paper tomorrow!
we are not superkids la.how to remember so many facts in a day
hope tomorrow social studies paper will be source base question.i cant do open ended social studies question.i cant get myself to remember the fact.i have difficulty memorizing stuff now):
maybe because there are loads of things in mind thats why i have problem memorizing my work!
gosh gonna burn mid night oil again today)):
watching soccer match tomorrow
my school vs jurong view
hope that the referee tomorrow wont be as screw as the one yesturday
2 more week til school holiday:D
training during school holiday
not looking forward to the training during holiday.

today was pretty much screw i guess but my starbucks&subway lunch made my day:D
Yimling&Ness went out of school to buy it for me when i was serving detention
hahahaa
thanks alottttttttttt.
the detention thing was damn bloody screwed i swear.i was just late for lesson for like 10mins&my teacher issued king yiu,emmeline,michelle&I summon form&half&hour detention.
she was effing biased as michael&izzuan was 10mins late too but she let them off.
whatthefcuk is that mannnnn
but setention was not like detention i was talking&playing during detetion.
at least i got company:D
alan,michelle,emmeline,king yiu&thanaket
we were talking alot too
had re-test on geography during recess time.
i copied the notes(: so i guess i wont fail this re-test paper(:
*hope so*
so after detention watched the soccer match.
hong kah vs my school
honestly,hong kah was good they played well.my school played well to i guess.
they are having a re-match due to the rain.
thank god or else hong kah will win the match.
2-nil.
they are gonna play next week i guess.
the referee was damn bloody biase just like my teacher.he gave hong kah load of free kick almost every 5mins like that?
mr raj was so annoyed that he quarrelled with the referee.it was funny seeing them quarrel.
hahaha
whereas us the spectator was cursing&swearing at the referee cause we think it was not fair at all.
always giving hongkah free kick
maybe the coach from hong kah paid the referee?
hmmmmmm.....
hahahahahha!
shall stop here i guess nothing much to blog
pretty tired too i had a long day in school too
tomorrow having musical)):
arghhhhhhhhhh.........

"love all endlessly! mwahsss"
this sentence sound bimbo&sluttish eh?adapted from ARINA'S blog:D
do go there&see her bimbo blog(:
went out the whole day yesturday
the whole gang came to my house for a swim for bout 2 hours&i did not swim but i was thrown in by them
&after that i went up to get changed whereas the rest went to the washroom downstairs&change.
i took bloody long time to get change like bout 40plus minutes
hahaha
we went down to cine to catch a movie.
fool's gold
at first i thought it was some stupid show but i was wrong
it was a nice show.pretty funny too.good choice(: but abit stupid la
but i still think ps i love you is better(:
fool's gold is kinda like a treasure hunt cum love story
its some what like that la.
the ticket is like bloody expensive.10bucks
watching movie this week again.
it seems like a movie marathon.hahaha
bought a cardigan with yimling.
25bucks
expensive!
everything to me is like expensive now
&i was low in cash last night):
i did not bring enough money.
i m pratically low in cash this week.i have been spending money like nobody business this week
or shall i say i have been spending money like running water?
i have not even save a single cent this week
went to heeren to take neos yesturday.heeren was pretty much happening yesturday loads of handsome guys;D
hahahahahhahahahah!
(yimling like that alot.she love to walk in to num to check the guys out.it was really hilarious)
went home bout 9plus
took mrt back
50mins
reach home bout 11 sharp
thats bout my day.pretty boring i guess.
going out everyday&getting home late.
i forgot to bring home my geog book.having re-test on monday.
FUCK!i swear i m gonna fail again.
zouk party next week;D

shall blog bout yesturday after party at the padang
hahaha:D
it was crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
we reach the padang at bout 6plus as we were at millenium walk having starbucks.
while we were walking to the padang,one guy from 91.3fm came&interview us
we were on air obviously:D
but not us literally but izzuan.hahaha.we kinda push everything to him(:
&we still owe him 5 bucks cause we dare him to talk on air
so singapore will be holding the youth olympic games in 2010
so after the results&all we dance the night away
i swear we really did.we did not even care even we were wearing school uniform.we just dance like nobody business.we were shouting,singing,dancing,fooling around.
hahaha
some guys came &kinda dance with us&it was fun
hahaha
but michelle did not really dance cause she was not high at all
emmeline,yimlimg&I were freaking high.
we were dancing like crazy
especially when sexyback was on:D
(that was like my theme song ever since last year)
so we dance like mad.especially emmeline&me
we dance&dance&dance for 2 hours straight
we dance til9 cause yesturday was like a thursday&today we still ahve school
my leg was effing sore when we were walking to cityhall
we were effing tired when we were in the mrt
the sight of geog test freak us out as the whole lot of us burn mid night oil last night just to study for our geography test today
&i woke up so damn bloody late today.630am
i slept at 1 like that last night.i reach home bout 11.
i m like effing sleepy when i reached home last night&i still gotta study.
the study thing did not even work out&my mind was a total blackout when i had my test just now in the afternoon.i was dreaming(as usual)
i copied some from kingyiu.
hahahaa
i bet i m gonna fail AGAIN
i miss that grey adidas watch i mean i got this kinda"bond"with that watch when the watch was we me for the past one week.it has this real special thing about it la.
the watch is kinda special to me:D
but too bad it went back to its owner):

today was fucked up i swear
my whole day was ruin.badly ruin by me myself&I
i seriously dont want that to happen.its like de javu
i swear it is!
i dont want what happen last year to happen again.i dont want to regret anymore&i dont want to be the one getting hurt anymore):
&i know what i have done just now was far too much not a little too much but it was hell lots.
&today common test was fucking screwed too
i left two questions BLANK
amaths paper just now
i screwed the aper real badly just now
friday having detention)):
stupid detention.waste my fucking time in school doing nothing but stone!
(i m officially cursing&swearing now until the end of the post)
i hate thursday i swear.i end school at 4 pm.fuck!
last lesson chemistry
fuck.fuck.fuck.
i feel like skipping chemistry lesson!!!!!
:)

today training sucks big time
i did not even had the mood to even dance.i just sat down&look at my phone for 2hours
i was bloody moody but michael&akif cheered me up.they said all this racist joke that seriously make me laugh real badly.lessons was boring as usual talk alot during chinese lesson.maths period was boring.english was sleepy.history was free period.did nothing but did cross word puzzle.
&today was ness birthday we celebrated her birthday in the canteen.did not manage to sabo her.it was a pity la
yesturday watch ps i love you.it was a nice show(:
i did not attend social studies lesson.we rushed out of the school gate after assembly.we went to cine to catch the show.it was like a 2hour long movie.but a nice one(: very touching.
yimling&michelle&I was touch by the show.
just imagine that guy is yours&he plan everything for you before hand&ask you to follow whatever the leters tell you to do so?
its sweet la........
&i bought another little miss tee.bought the same as yimling.little miss sunshine(;
i got little miss naughty at home(:
thought of buying cardigan with yimling too but not enough cash so too bad.another time than.
SUNDAY went to collect angpows at my friends house.went to causeway first to find ness present but could not find the perfect one.so we went to take neos instead.it was nice la.the neos.hahaha.
camwhore with izzuan at causeway.he wore ben sherman with michael.they look effing smart with the long pants&all.hahahaha
we went to michael's house first.went there for like bout 2hours.played blackjack there too.i won bout like 4 plus at his house&after that we went to michelle's house did not stayed there for long&we could not play blackjack there cause her mum did not like it so they came over to my house&played blackjack it was fun la.hahahaha.nobody won.
after my house we went to vivo and walk&find ness present.went for dinner too.after dinner we went out of vivo to camwhore.we camwhore hell lots la.reach home pretty late like bout 10?

my valentine day was alright except that i gotta stay up late&study for my geog common test
hahaha
recieve loads&loads of chocolates&i shared almost all of them with my friends
(i was nice to share my valentine present with my friends.hahaha)
&_______was very sweet he sent me home.my orange adidas watch is with that person now&that person grey shiny adidas watch is with me now!he look good with my orange adidas watch.hahaha.no kidding.his watch is pretty irritating la.every one hour will beep once&at 845am there will be an alarm.its kinda distracting la.hahahaa.
detention was fun yesturday.we made hell lots of noise in the school library&we treated it like our mother's place.it was fun having detention with the 11 of them.i still have 2 more weeks of detention): &i know it will pass real quickly&it better be.chermistry lesson was boring yesturday as usual la.mr han always talk bout not relevant stuff during chemistry.he talk bout facebook to us?!like what the fcuk!we are suppose to have chemistry&he is talking bout facebook.but in class no one listens to him except those who are sitting in front.my seat is like real behind so during chemistry i will be always sleeping during his lessons:D
maths lesson was boring too.i was stoning the whole time.more like dreaming than stoning.my a maths is crap now so does my emaths.its screwed ready la.no hope!
tomorrow going to michael's,emmeline,michelle,mine&more house to collect angpows(:
more fund raising!
gonna wear my purple dress tomorrow:D (finally).

woke up freaking late yesturday
i woke up at 8am yesturday&i went to school at 9am.
i did not get caught&i was detention free(:
i was smart to escape from the teachers.
today was a long day&i feel so tired now):
going to school tomorrow to collect my presents(:
i m lazy to blog ready laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

pon school today
maybe not pon but not feeling really good to go back to school
guess because of the chocolate chip cookies
i almost finish the whole thing without drinking water.
besides i could not wake up for school today
so i had my 5 day holidays:D
whereas other people have 4(:
hahahaha!
which means this whole week i m only going back to school for 4 days:D
tomorrow having musical rehearsalmusical training til 6 tomorrow!its freaking tiring .from 215 til 6!
which means 3plus hour of training&all
i have not done my stretching yet!!!!i bet no one will do the stretching cause everyone was in the holiday mood last week(:
i bet they were busy collecting angpow,counting money&gambling
haha.
we were suppose to do stretching at home so that the next musical we will be able to do splits.
i m giving split a skip although i can stretch real well.
not looking forward to friday but looking forward to saturday!
since i have so much time now
i shall blog LONGER:D
a longer post
watched the 50th grammy awards just now
amy winehouse won the record of the year
she some how look like a drug addict la(besides she is one now)
was sort of shocked when amy winehouse won the record of the year i thought it would be rihanna cause she has a smashing hit umbrella.
which irritate me alot
with the umbrella ella eh eh eh
hahahaha.
michael is crazy over rihanna cause he said that rihanna has a nice figure?
he just think that rihanna is hot .
we gonna have a hell of a time on friday while doing detention
the 12 of us making loads of noise in the school library
haha!
its a for sure thing.i can already predict;D
my class is still having lesson nw):
they finish at 3 pm!
social studies now i guess.i got away with chinese
i got away with summon form
haha
cause she said that once chinese new year holiday is over she is gonna give those whom never pass up her homework which includes me
i owe her 2 to 3 homework i think and thats alot.
i dont even know where the hell my homework went to.
i think i lose all of them!
who cares:D
i dont care bout her homework
haha
freak la i still owe my teacher amaths homework.
smart la me

yesturday all my childhood friend came to my house
&we pretty much enjoyed ourselve throughout
we played til 3 am in the morning.
played blackjack,big 2&big small
big small can seriously lose alot of money.
blackjack was fun with the adults&all
damien&jeremy were jackasses when it comes to big 2
hahaha
they did not even win any rounds.
pathetic people!
yesturday my childhood friends were all at my house&i gotta be at home to entertain them
ness birthday coming(:
going dxo or zouk to celebrate i think(:
tomorrow gotta go to school.
irritating!4days of holiday just pass like that
not looking forward to the whole week
especially friday!
gotta stay back and do detention from 230 til530
i got this feeling i will stone there
just came back form my another childhood friends house
went to collect angpows(:
played blackjack&big 2 but this time we did not bet on money
we use new year goodies
the loser gotta eat one piece of each goodie on the table
the punishment was a killer
i lose 3rounds&i gotta eat one of each
i guess my chinese new year fund raising has ended):
what a pity i only collected 840 in total.
maybe there will be more if i go to my mum's friend house or my friend's house.

i know you wont be reading my blog at all&now i m gonna seriously write how i feel on my blog.
i duno but i have been thinking all night
&it came to my realisation that i think i m not a good girlfriend at all.
&i m not doing my part as one.
i m sorry
alot of things has happen&i have been affected badly.
&i have been really stress bout it.
you know how pathetic it is to wake up everyday facing the same old problem
i m seriously tired of all this
i m tired of long school hours,i m tired of waking up early not being myself,i m tired of the problem i m facing in school right now&its not even solve yet.i m mentally tired &how i wish all this were just a nightmare!
i just dont want to wake up from this awful dream..............
&i could not conecentrate in class&i have been flunking almost all my test.
if i dont do well for my a maths.i will have to drop my a maths
its a no choice thingD':
i might seem happy&all outside joking&crapping with you all but deep down i feel very very hurtD':
i just dont show thats all
only yimling,emmeline,michelle,ness,michael&charmiane really really know how i feel.
maybe everything will be fine when i just give up.

my childhood buddies:D(there is more but they were not born yet.hahaha)

watched 27 dresses yesturday with reuben:D
eh next time bring more change la.hahaha.cause i got big notes(:
woke up at 9today&i slept at 3 last night.
left the house at 10plus
&headed to my granny's place(mum side)
collected about 8 angpow at my granny's place
my sister played blackjack but i did not cause i was not into gambling
i dont gamble la.
but i was pretty much stuck to the notebook screen just now&i forgot to asked for my FREE mos tickets from my uncle!he was there la.i totally forgot.
after my granny place,went to my dad's mum place
which is my ah ma house
collected about 5 angpow there
not much cause my ah ma house is not as happening as my granny place.
had dinner there too
&now i m at home blogging:D
going to my childhood friend's house tomorrow
which means fund raising(:
&more moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
i m gonna be freaking loaded
hahahaha!
anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

talked to reuben last night&my mood became better after i talked to him(:
i enjoy talking to him(:
he make my day!
he is my sunshine(:
woke up freaking late today
cause of last night.i watched prison break til 12&i woke up at 7am today!
cause i switch off my alarm clock when it rang at 5am.
&I was almost late for school but luckily i was not(;
i was ON time
but its worth watching wentworth miller(:
he is effinggggggggggggggg hot(:
how i wish he is my boyfriend;D
no la i already got my reuben what for i go for wentworth miller?
hahhahahaa!
but seriously he is hot!
eh reuben so what jessica alba is hot huh????at least MY wentworth miller is HOTTER okayyyyy(:
(: (:
i think i m gonna pon school tomorrow.i dont feel like going to school tomorrow.really.
go to school for nothing tomorrow.i rather go out with reuben earlier
i m going out with reuben tomorrow:D
&i miss him alot(:
all thanks to you la.i cant watch my prison break.tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!i cant miss a single thing okayyyyyy!
today we watched the movie outsider for musical.its super touching
i swear you can seriously cry when you watch it.
i almost cried)':
the guy that died was so poor thing la
that show was awesome(:
&having reunion dinner tonight.
a day early at my grandma house.
8more days&counting darling:D
i love love love love love love love love love love you!
(see its countless)
that shows that i love you alot(:
hahahahaha!
you are lucky i never put wentworth miller as my wallpaper okayyyyyyy!
i still have YOU on my wallpaper&it will always be reuben(:
Are you touched i said all this to you huh;D
hahaha:D
BE THANKFUL!
I realise i have been evil to you all the while
but i guess you got use to it right?????
(:

brand new week in school&it screwed up!
school is getting more and more screwed up!
during maths&chinese michael was having horny talk with us
emmeline&I
i swear.
he was talking bout what happen last friday
talking bout last friday when he went to geylang he saw prostitute&more
it was funny with his action&stuff.
i was seriously laughing my ass off in class just now
i had not been laughing that hard since last week
thanks michael:D
you are the one whom make me laugh real hard again:D you are one good friend!b
&to yimling,michelle,emmeline
whatever happen 2 weeks ago when i say michael body was hot i did not mean it okay
i was semi-drunk okayyyyy!
vera fought with salina today&we were the extras:D
(the usual)
i went to catch the show after class
after my social studies lesson which ended at 3pm sharp
michelle&I rushed to bukit panjang to watch the show but it was over!
we missed it.
what a waste.
should have skipped that social studies lesson
but i guess tomorrow show will be more interesting:D
i forgot today was monday.i even forgot that i was suppose to go out with reuben on wednesday
i m fucking forgetful
but luckily i remembered in the end:D
9more days&counting darling;D
i cant cant cant cant wait<3!
rena love reuben hell loads!

have been staying at home watching prison break
its super addictive.
especially looking at wentworth miller:D
he is effingggggggggggg hot!
better than my reuben:D oops:/
hahahaha!
i m currently watching prison break2 waiting for my prison break 3(:
i m neutral to the matter now&i know we can pull through the tough times together as a "gang"
hahahah!
i will try to forget how somebody backstabbed us like fuck&got us into serious trouble with the principal&all the teachers.
i shall not brood over the matter anymore.
&carry on :D
*the old RENA is finally back i think(:*

I MISS YOU ):

rena misses reuben:/

feeling much better now(:
although emmeline&I got kick out of councillor.i m gonna make sure i get my badge back&i get a pose before april.April is the investiture.
ITS A MUST DO!
screw the 2 months probation
screw the fridays!we got to stay back for 3 fridays
screw ARINA upside down
screw the suspension
screw the teachers!
i get effingggggggggggggggggggggg jealous easily this few days i dunno why!i dont get jealous easily when i m the usual self.People get on my nerve easily&i get angry easily too.i m just sensitive thats all.
reuben i m really very sorry bout tuesday.i know you understand how i feel.i appreciate that alot.i still feel a little guilty bout what i did la.
maybe its because of what happen&all
my back still hurt.it better be alright before the next musical training.i do not want to be under study.no way!
all thanks to the jazz spins&i sprained my back
so smart of me(:
the 12 of us is like damn "famous"in school ready
yesturday ARINA ask me something stupid
ARINA:you all got suspended huh?
me:you think!
ARINA:how come huh?
me:because someone went to tell the teachers what happen on friday thats why?
(she kept quiet&walk away)
hahaha!
loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!do not know how to fight back(:
its 1stfeb:D
12more days til 1st month looking forward<3
which its exactily 1week5days!
i need you la:D

changed my blogskin.my current blogskin is kinda dull):
skipped musical as i was not really in the mood to go.
was suppose to get my ear pierced today.the third hole but did not as i was not in the mood to do that too.
went for a swim just now me myself&I
pathtetic la
hahahaha(:
i was bored thus i went for a swim.
maths was effing boring did Amaths today.Amaths was pretty much boring today especially on the topic indices.
i was dreaming for the whole 2 periods.
history was boring too.i slept for 12minutes.hahahhaa
my teacher was talking bout russia&communist
i even know how long i slept just now.funny ehhhh?
chemistry&physics common test tomorrow
fcuk!
three papers on one day.
&plus a social studies paper tomorrow!
we are not superkids la.how to remember so many facts in a day
hope tomorrow social studies paper will be source base question.i cant do open ended social studies question.i cant get myself to remember the fact.i have difficulty memorizing stuff now):
maybe because there are loads of things in mind thats why i have problem memorizing my work!
gosh gonna burn mid night oil again today)):
watching soccer match tomorrow
my school vs jurong view
hope that the referee tomorrow wont be as screw as the one yesturday
2 more week til school holiday:D
training during school holiday
not looking forward to the training during holiday.

today was pretty much screw i guess but my starbucks&subway lunch made my day:D
Yimling&Ness went out of school to buy it for me when i was serving detention
hahahaa
thanks alottttttttttt.
the detention thing was damn bloody screwed i swear.i was just late for lesson for like 10mins&my teacher issued king yiu,emmeline,michelle&I summon form&half&hour detention.
she was effing biased as michael&izzuan was 10mins late too but she let them off.
whatthefcuk is that mannnnn
but setention was not like detention i was talking&playing during detetion.
at least i got company:D
alan,michelle,emmeline,king yiu&thanaket
we were talking alot too
had re-test on geography during recess time.
i copied the notes(: so i guess i wont fail this re-test paper(:
*hope so*
so after detention watched the soccer match.
hong kah vs my school
honestly,hong kah was good they played well.my school played well to i guess.
they are having a re-match due to the rain.
thank god or else hong kah will win the match.
2-nil.
they are gonna play next week i guess.
the referee was damn bloody biase just like my teacher.he gave hong kah load of free kick almost every 5mins like that?
mr raj was so annoyed that he quarrelled with the referee.it was funny seeing them quarrel.
hahaha
whereas us the spectator was cursing&swearing at the referee cause we think it was not fair at all.
always giving hongkah free kick
maybe the coach from hong kah paid the referee?
hmmmmmm.....
hahahahahha!
shall stop here i guess nothing much to blog
pretty tired too i had a long day in school too
tomorrow having musical)):
arghhhhhhhhhh.........

"love all endlessly! mwahsss"
this sentence sound bimbo&sluttish eh?adapted from ARINA'S blog:D
do go there&see her bimbo blog(:
went out the whole day yesturday
the whole gang came to my house for a swim for bout 2 hours&i did not swim but i was thrown in by them
&after that i went up to get changed whereas the rest went to the washroom downstairs&change.
i took bloody long time to get change like bout 40plus minutes
hahaha
we went down to cine to catch a movie.
fool's gold
at first i thought it was some stupid show but i was wrong
it was a nice show.pretty funny too.good choice(: but abit stupid la
but i still think ps i love you is better(:
fool's gold is kinda like a treasure hunt cum love story
its some what like that la.
the ticket is like bloody expensive.10bucks
watching movie this week again.
it seems like a movie marathon.hahaha
bought a cardigan with yimling.
25bucks
expensive!
everything to me is like expensive now
&i was low in cash last night):
i did not bring enough money.
i m pratically low in cash this week.i have been spending money like nobody business this week
or shall i say i have been spending money like running water?
i have not even save a single cent this week
went to heeren to take neos yesturday.heeren was pretty much happening yesturday loads of handsome guys;D
hahahahahhahahahah!
(yimling like that alot.she love to walk in to num to check the guys out.it was really hilarious)
went home bout 9plus
took mrt back
50mins
reach home bout 11 sharp
thats bout my day.pretty boring i guess.
going out everyday&getting home late.
i forgot to bring home my geog book.having re-test on monday.
FUCK!i swear i m gonna fail again.
zouk party next week;D

shall blog bout yesturday after party at the padang
hahaha:D
it was crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
we reach the padang at bout 6plus as we were at millenium walk having starbucks.
while we were walking to the padang,one guy from 91.3fm came&interview us
we were on air obviously:D
but not us literally but izzuan.hahaha.we kinda push everything to him(:
&we still owe him 5 bucks cause we dare him to talk on air
so singapore will be holding the youth olympic games in 2010
so after the results&all we dance the night away
i swear we really did.we did not even care even we were wearing school uniform.we just dance like nobody business.we were shouting,singing,dancing,fooling around.
hahaha
some guys came &kinda dance with us&it was fun
hahaha
but michelle did not really dance cause she was not high at all
emmeline,yimlimg&I were freaking high.
we were dancing like crazy
especially when sexyback was on:D
(that was like my theme song ever since last year)
so we dance like mad.especially emmeline&me
we dance&dance&dance for 2 hours straight
we dance til9 cause yesturday was like a thursday&today we still ahve school
my leg was effing sore when we were walking to cityhall
we were effing tired when we were in the mrt
the sight of geog test freak us out as the whole lot of us burn mid night oil last night just to study for our geography test today
&i woke up so damn bloody late today.630am
i slept at 1 like that last night.i reach home bout 11.
i m like effing sleepy when i reached home last night&i still gotta study.
the study thing did not even work out&my mind was a total blackout when i had my test just now in the afternoon.i was dreaming(as usual)
i copied some from kingyiu.
hahahaa
i bet i m gonna fail AGAIN
i miss that grey adidas watch i mean i got this kinda"bond"with that watch when the watch was we me for the past one week.it has this real special thing about it la.
the watch is kinda special to me:D
but too bad it went back to its owner):

today was fucked up i swear
my whole day was ruin.badly ruin by me myself&I
i seriously dont want that to happen.its like de javu
i swear it is!
i dont want what happen last year to happen again.i dont want to regret anymore&i dont want to be the one getting hurt anymore):
&i know what i have done just now was far too much not a little too much but it was hell lots.
&today common test was fucking screwed too
i left two questions BLANK
amaths paper just now
i screwed the aper real badly just now
friday having detention)):
stupid detention.waste my fucking time in school doing nothing but stone!
(i m officially cursing&swearing now until the end of the post)
i hate thursday i swear.i end school at 4 pm.fuck!
last lesson chemistry
fuck.fuck.fuck.
i feel like skipping chemistry lesson!!!!!
:)

today training sucks big time
i did not even had the mood to even dance.i just sat down&look at my phone for 2hours
i was bloody moody but michael&akif cheered me up.they said all this racist joke that seriously make me laugh real badly.lessons was boring as usual talk alot during chinese lesson.maths period was boring.english was sleepy.history was free period.did nothing but did cross word puzzle.
&today was ness birthday we celebrated her birthday in the canteen.did not manage to sabo her.it was a pity la
yesturday watch ps i love you.it was a nice show(:
i did not attend social studies lesson.we rushed out of the school gate after assembly.we went to cine to catch the show.it was like a 2hour long movie.but a nice one(: very touching.
yimling&michelle&I was touch by the show.
just imagine that guy is yours&he plan everything for you before hand&ask you to follow whatever the leters tell you to do so?
its sweet la........
&i bought another little miss tee.bought the same as yimling.little miss sunshine(;
i got little miss naughty at home(:
thought of buying cardigan with yimling too but not enough cash so too bad.another time than.
SUNDAY went to collect angpows at my friends house.went to causeway first to find ness present but could not find the perfect one.so we went to take neos instead.it was nice la.the neos.hahaha.
camwhore with izzuan at causeway.he wore ben sherman with michael.they look effing smart with the long pants&all.hahahaha
we went to michael's house first.went there for like bout 2hours.played blackjack there too.i won bout like 4 plus at his house&after that we went to michelle's house did not stayed there for long&we could not play blackjack there cause her mum did not like it so they came over to my house&played blackjack it was fun la.hahahaha.nobody won.
after my house we went to vivo and walk&find ness present.went for dinner too.after dinner we went out of vivo to camwhore.we camwhore hell lots la.reach home pretty late like bout 10?

my valentine day was alright except that i gotta stay up late&study for my geog common test
hahaha
recieve loads&loads of chocolates&i shared almost all of them with my friends
(i was nice to share my valentine present with my friends.hahaha)
&_______was very sweet he sent me home.my orange adidas watch is with that person now&that person grey shiny adidas watch is with me now!he look good with my orange adidas watch.hahaha.no kidding.his watch is pretty irritating la.every one hour will beep once&at 845am there will be an alarm.its kinda distracting la.hahahaa.
detention was fun yesturday.we made hell lots of noise in the school library&we treated it like our mother's place.it was fun having detention with the 11 of them.i still have 2 more weeks of detention): &i know it will pass real quickly&it better be.chermistry lesson was boring yesturday as usual la.mr han always talk bout not relevant stuff during chemistry.he talk bout facebook to us?!like what the fcuk!we are suppose to have chemistry&he is talking bout facebook.but in class no one listens to him except those who are sitting in front.my seat is like real behind so during chemistry i will be always sleeping during his lessons:D
maths lesson was boring too.i was stoning the whole time.more like dreaming than stoning.my a maths is crap now so does my emaths.its screwed ready la.no hope!
tomorrow going to michael's,emmeline,michelle,mine&more house to collect angpows(:
more fund raising!
gonna wear my purple dress tomorrow:D (finally).

woke up freaking late yesturday
i woke up at 8am yesturday&i went to school at 9am.
i did not get caught&i was detention free(:
i was smart to escape from the teachers.
today was a long day&i feel so tired now):
going to school tomorrow to collect my presents(:
i m lazy to blog ready laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

pon school today
maybe not pon but not feeling really good to go back to school
guess because of the chocolate chip cookies
i almost finish the whole thing without drinking water.
besides i could not wake up for school today
so i had my 5 day holidays:D
whereas other people have 4(:
hahahaha!
which means this whole week i m only going back to school for 4 days:D
tomorrow having musical rehearsalmusical training til 6 tomorrow!its freaking tiring .from 215 til 6!
which means 3plus hour of training&all
i have not done my stretching yet!!!!i bet no one will do the stretching cause everyone was in the holiday mood last week(:
i bet they were busy collecting angpow,counting money&gambling
haha.
we were suppose to do stretching at home so that the next musical we will be able to do splits.
i m giving split a skip although i can stretch real well.
not looking forward to friday but looking forward to saturday!
since i have so much time now
i shall blog LONGER:D
a longer post
watched the 50th grammy awards just now
amy winehouse won the record of the year
she some how look like a drug addict la(besides she is one now)
was sort of shocked when amy winehouse won the record of the year i thought it would be rihanna cause she has a smashing hit umbrella.
which irritate me alot
with the umbrella ella eh eh eh
hahahaha.
michael is crazy over rihanna cause he said that rihanna has a nice figure?
he just think that rihanna is hot .
we gonna have a hell of a time on friday while doing detention
the 12 of us making loads of noise in the school library
haha!
its a for sure thing.i can already predict;D
my class is still having lesson nw):
they finish at 3 pm!
social studies now i guess.i got away with chinese
i got away with summon form
haha
cause she said that once chinese new year holiday is over she is gonna give those whom never pass up her homework which includes me
i owe her 2 to 3 homework i think and thats alot.
i dont even know where the hell my homework went to.
i think i lose all of them!
who cares:D
i dont care bout her homework
haha
freak la i still owe my teacher amaths homework.
smart la me

yesturday all my childhood friend came to my house
&we pretty much enjoyed ourselve throughout
we played til 3 am in the morning.
played blackjack,big 2&big small
big small can seriously lose alot of money.
blackjack was fun with the adults&all
damien&jeremy were jackasses when it comes to big 2
hahaha
they did not even win any rounds.
pathetic people!
yesturday my childhood friends were all at my house&i gotta be at home to entertain them
ness birthday coming(:
going dxo or zouk to celebrate i think(:
tomorrow gotta go to school.
irritating!4days of holiday just pass like that
not looking forward to the whole week
especially friday!
gotta stay back and do detention from 230 til530
i got this feeling i will stone there
just came back form my another childhood friends house
went to collect angpows(:
played blackjack&big 2 but this time we did not bet on money
we use new year goodies
the loser gotta eat one piece of each goodie on the table
the punishment was a killer
i lose 3rounds&i gotta eat one of each
i guess my chinese new year fund raising has ended):
what a pity i only collected 840 in total.
maybe there will be more if i go to my mum's friend house or my friend's house.

i know you wont be reading my blog at all&now i m gonna seriously write how i feel on my blog.
i duno but i have been thinking all night
&it came to my realisation that i think i m not a good girlfriend at all.
&i m not doing my part as one.
i m sorry
alot of things has happen&i have been affected badly.
&i have been really stress bout it.
you know how pathetic it is to wake up everyday facing the same old problem
i m seriously tired of all this
i m tired of long school hours,i m tired of waking up early not being myself,i m tired of the problem i m facing in school right now&its not even solve yet.i m mentally tired &how i wish all this were just a nightmare!
i just dont want to wake up from this awful dream..............
&i could not conecentrate in class&i have been flunking almost all my test.
if i dont do well for my a maths.i will have to drop my a maths
its a no choice thingD':
i might seem happy&all outside joking&crapping with you all but deep down i feel very very hurtD':
i just dont show thats all
only yimling,emmeline,michelle,ness,michael&charmiane really really know how i feel.
maybe everything will be fine when i just give up.

my childhood buddies:D(there is more but they were not born yet.hahaha)

watched 27 dresses yesturday with reuben:D
eh next time bring more change la.hahaha.cause i got big notes(:
woke up at 9today&i slept at 3 last night.
left the house at 10plus
&headed to my granny's place(mum side)
collected about 8 angpow at my granny's place
my sister played blackjack but i did not cause i was not into gambling
i dont gamble la.
but i was pretty much stuck to the notebook screen just now&i forgot to asked for my FREE mos tickets from my uncle!he was there la.i totally forgot.
after my granny place,went to my dad's mum place
which is my ah ma house
collected about 5 angpow there
not much cause my ah ma house is not as happening as my granny place.
had dinner there too
&now i m at home blogging:D
going to my childhood friend's house tomorrow
which means fund raising(:
&more moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
i m gonna be freaking loaded
hahahaha!
anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

talked to reuben last night&my mood became better after i talked to him(:
i enjoy talking to him(:
he make my day!
he is my sunshine(:
woke up freaking late today
cause of last night.i watched prison break til 12&i woke up at 7am today!
cause i switch off my alarm clock when it rang at 5am.
&I was almost late for school but luckily i was not(;
i was ON time
but its worth watching wentworth miller(:
he is effinggggggggggggggg hot(:
how i wish he is my boyfriend;D
no la i already got my reuben what for i go for wentworth miller?
hahhahahaa!
but seriously he is hot!
eh reuben so what jessica alba is hot huh????at least MY wentworth miller is HOTTER okayyyyy(:
(: (:
i think i m gonna pon school tomorrow.i dont feel like going to school tomorrow.really.
go to school for nothing tomorrow.i rather go out with reuben earlier
i m going out with reuben tomorrow:D
&i miss him alot(:
all thanks to you la.i cant watch my prison break.tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!i cant miss a single thing okayyyyyy!
today we watched the movie outsider for musical.its super touching
i swear you can seriously cry when you watch it.
i almost cried)':
the guy that died was so poor thing la
that show was awesome(:
&having reunion dinner tonight.
a day early at my grandma house.
8more days&counting darling:D
i love love love love love love love love love love you!
(see its countless)
that shows that i love you alot(:
hahahahaha!
you are lucky i never put wentworth miller as my wallpaper okayyyyyyy!
i still have YOU on my wallpaper&it will always be reuben(:
Are you touched i said all this to you huh;D
hahaha:D
BE THANKFUL!
I realise i have been evil to you all the while
but i guess you got use to it right?????
(:

brand new week in school&it screwed up!
school is getting more and more screwed up!
during maths&chinese michael was having horny talk with us
emmeline&I
i swear.
he was talking bout what happen last friday
talking bout last friday when he went to geylang he saw prostitute&more
it was funny with his action&stuff.
i was seriously laughing my ass off in class just now
i had not been laughing that hard since last week
thanks michael:D
you are the one whom make me laugh real hard again:D you are one good friend!b
&to yimling,michelle,emmeline
whatever happen 2 weeks ago when i say michael body was hot i did not mean it okay
i was semi-drunk okayyyyy!
vera fought with salina today&we were the extras:D
(the usual)
i went to catch the show after class
after my social studies lesson which ended at 3pm sharp
michelle&I rushed to bukit panjang to watch the show but it was over!
we missed it.
what a waste.
should have skipped that social studies lesson
but i guess tomorrow show will be more interesting:D
i forgot today was monday.i even forgot that i was suppose to go out with reuben on wednesday
i m fucking forgetful
but luckily i remembered in the end:D
9more days&counting darling;D
i cant cant cant cant wait<3!
rena love reuben hell loads!

have been staying at home watching prison break
its super addictive.
especially looking at wentworth miller:D
he is effingggggggggggg hot!
better than my reuben:D oops:/
hahahaha!
i m currently watching prison break2 waiting for my prison break 3(:
i m neutral to the matter now&i know we can pull through the tough times together as a "gang"
hahahah!
i will try to forget how somebody backstabbed us like fuck&got us into serious trouble with the principal&all the teachers.
i shall not brood over the matter anymore.
&carry on :D
*the old RENA is finally back i think(:*

I MISS YOU ):

rena misses reuben:/

feeling much better now(:
although emmeline&I got kick out of councillor.i m gonna make sure i get my badge back&i get a pose before april.April is the investiture.
ITS A MUST DO!
screw the 2 months probation
screw the fridays!we got to stay back for 3 fridays
screw ARINA upside down
screw the suspension
screw the teachers!
i get effingggggggggggggggggggggg jealous easily this few days i dunno why!i dont get jealous easily when i m the usual self.People get on my nerve easily&i get angry easily too.i m just sensitive thats all.
reuben i m really very sorry bout tuesday.i know you understand how i feel.i appreciate that alot.i still feel a little guilty bout what i did la.
maybe its because of what happen&all
my back still hurt.it better be alright before the next musical training.i do not want to be under study.no way!
all thanks to the jazz spins&i sprained my back
so smart of me(:
the 12 of us is like damn "famous"in school ready
yesturday ARINA ask me something stupid
ARINA:you all got suspended huh?
me:you think!
ARINA:how come huh?
me:because someone went to tell the teachers what happen on friday thats why?
(she kept quiet&walk away)
hahaha!
loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!do not know how to fight back(:
its 1stfeb:D
12more days til 1st month looking forward<3
which its exactily 1week5days!
i need you la:D