I have finally found something that was really close to my heart.

I did not expect it to appear right infront of me again.

i thought i have lose it.but i was wrong.

When i stepped into the study room i found it on the table.

magical i must say.

haha.

i will keep it save in my wallet and i m not ever gonna misplace it ever again.

I remember searching high and low for that neoprint and i couldnt find it anyway i thought i have lose it and i will never see it again.

I remember losing one big stack in malaysia and i was very depressed at that point of time.

I could still remember it vividly.

But i can still remember you telling me that it was alright we could still take loads more

better still,you said you would like to half it with me.

I can still remember having movie marathon with you.

two movies straight.haha.

& i will really really wont forget this

(i was like tickling him)
ME:i m not gonna let you go

I will never forget those happy moments we had.

i can still remember brian seatting on this broken chair in macs and daniel said that he broke the chair.

instant classic.

I mean i was real stupid to really let you go not knowing the reason why.

I was stupid to believe what shane said that you held hands with a girl

but it wasnt true.It was all just a joke.

I was stupid not to find out the truth from you but i shouted at you real badly.

If only there is really a chance for me to go back to 2007,18th feb

and undo all those stupid mistakes that i have made.I will gladly do so.

I can still remember having so many common factors with you.

for example my mum and your dad studied in the same secondary school

how funny huh?

haha.

people might say that you are player back than,but i didnt believe what they said cause i have faith/trust in you(:

you didnt complained when you walked home with me when you had soccer practice on that day.

you never once complain,you were really very patient with me although i wind alot.You were there for me.you will always make time for me but i dont.

and i know i was really selfish back than and did not bother bout how you actually felt.

I was self-centred and horrible.

if only things never go that way

You will even skip soccer prac just to meet me.

You even bother to do up my science/maths/chinese homework.

I can still remember one time when you and i wanted to match-make king yiu with brian.

hahaha.funny man.We actually asked them to go on a date together but too bad brian could not make it.

although we have move on,i will never forget you,you have changed my life greatly.

and like you said
"chances come knocking once not twice"

Have not been blogging for ages (?)

was pretty much caught up with stuff and all.

had musical training on tuesday and its a killer

8hours in total.

I fell asleep while doing rehearsal.

thats like damn smart of me.

hahaha.

going out next tuesday with belinda,charmaine,alexis,sharrel,jessie&germaine i guess.

its like finally we get to go out again TOGETHER(:

looking forward to the 3rd of june which is next tuesday:D

Watched over her dead body it was an okay show i guess.

watched it with alastair,emmeline,shane and wei ming.

But the story line was abit weird.

haha.

Going back to school tomorrow for meeting.bummer.

will update soon when i m free or when i feel like it(:

It has been a whirlwind week.

Loads of quarrel here and there.

due to the pose in the executive commitee,

it was an on and off thingy.

I know people do change,but personality wont.

It time for immature(s) to grow up.

& be a TEENAGER!

& it time for LOSER(s) to fcuk off&get a life.

& its also time for me to work triple hard on my studies.

Rena you gotta buck up!no more fooling around,getting yourself into stupid shit.

Its time for you to really really study hard and achieve the grades that your dad is waiting for.

Dont dissappoint your dad anymore.

RENA YOU REALLY GOTTA START STUDYING NOW!

my grades are like shit.really.

my class position is like 21/36?

I think its better than my CA1.

CA1 i got 31/36

i went up i guess(?)

But it is not good enough.So what if i went up 10 places huh?No big deal.

I m still in the 20 range.

so i must really put in alot of effort.

no more fooling around.I promise.

slept super early last night.

i slept at 9.

& it was the first time.really.sleeping so early and waking up late.

I m so not in the mood for school right now):

i wanna skip school tomorrow
& i doubt so i can do it.

tomorrow is the last day school&its libertyyyy

ha like finally.

i m like in a holiday mood now.

But i gotta go back to school for meetings,musical,camp&other event.

T-I-R-I-N-G!

I m effing tired today.

I was running the whole parents meeting session with wei ming today.

God now i know how it feels like when people are suppose to turn up for their duties but they did not,its okay if you people cant but could your just like inform us or something.

I was finding those "lost sheep" like a retard!I walked the whole school too.

& That stupid wei ming just leave the whole thing to me after his first shift and he went for his lunch.

& i was practically in-charge of it.

I was effing pissed obviously cause people never turn up for their duty.

Did not go to class today at all.

we were planning the parents meeting thingy the whole day before we brief the sec ones/freshmans.

its was chaotic whne it comes to briefing,

They just wont listen to you or rather they dont cooperate.

one sec one guy is like effing proud of himself and he thinks he know everything.

good grief i swear.

Played scrabble today :B

& i think my command of english was like fcuk!

cause i couldnt form any nice words or maybe its because my letters were lousy?!

hmmmmm.I have no idea(:

i got gastric again because of the parent meeting thingy!Thats like the third time i got gastric this week.

record to me(duh!)

anyway happy holidays human/homosexual :D

Councillor investiture tomorrow.

& it was like super last minute but we manage to get it all done by today!

we were suppose to know the results today but mdm salina hold it back.

gosh,it makes us anxious and all.

it make us really eager to know who is the president and vice president.

cause we have been making stupid guesses here and there.

& we only know the result tomorrow during investiture that means the 7 of us gotta prepare speech.

& i m damn beat by the things i have done today.

& i lost my tie when i was painting for the investiture.

the"big"sacrifice(as if)

borrowing tie from michelle i think.

cause i m afraid izzuan will forget all about my tie):

hahaha.

just doing that so that i wont be tie-less tomorrow.

i gotta write a speech again this time without any guide but on your own!

my god i dont even know where to start man.

gotta start brainstorming for things to write.

this time the speech gotta be a longer obe i guess.

it requires alot of hard work.i think

hahaha.

i have realise soemthing,guys are so damn ego

they think highly of themselve.

thats the guys that i know lah.

others i m not sure though.

haha.

it was just a mere remark/comment :D

Found this limited edition top crystal havaianas on the net(:
& i m gonna get it.
cause mummy said that if i behave myself for this week,she is gonna get me that havainas above:D
its not cheap if you add the shipping in&the rate and so on.
I have been going out with my mum 2days straight.
SATURDAY-went for midnight shopping with my mum to wisma
apparently i think the great singapore sales have started.
went to cotton body to buy pjs(:
not pj la but night dress
(we should have a sleep-over some time eh.hahaha:D)
& i bought the blouse that i want from forever 21.
this was what happen when we were in forever 21
mummy: Do you like this blouse or not?
me:yes
mummy:how much is it?
me:43 bucks
*walking to the cashier*
*after my mum paid*
mummy: i thought you said the blouse was 33 bucks
me:no i said 43.
mummy:if i know its 43 bucks i wont buy.
hahahahahaha
so i was sort of "lucky".
SUNDAY-spent my whole day with my mum& i went to video ezy to rent movies(:
MOVIE MARATHON(:
MONDAY(TODAY)-Not pretty sure what i am gonna do but maybe stone at home i guess.
hahaha.
Having school tomorrow& i dont feel like going back to school!
Having musical tomorrow too):
back to the busy schedule):

I swear this picture is effing cute!

lovey dovey and all(:

Had really bad gastric today just like what happen yesturday):

two days straight due to me skipping 2 meals.

breakfast&lunch.

due to my busy-ness.

(okay i think there is no such word as busy-ness.i think i just created it.haha)

i was busy doing my stuff&thats how i got gastric.

I think my life got back on track again

like finally.

i finally got what i want&things turn out the way i wanted.

there were loads of ups&down

& i m currently not having any downs but rather the ups.

haha:D

thats like so damn random.

just to make sure my speech and all were all perfect.

& i helped wei ming edit his speech here and there

& i hope he is satisfied with what he had delivered.

with perfect english and all :]

got back my physics paper& i failed.

i was pretty okay when i know i failed cause i already predicted that i will fail.

so i dont care:DD

didnt know suhaimi&idris will take a full stack of voting papers and tick my name.

shane&arian thanks for being so stupid and vote for me twice.haha,thanks :D

yimling,michael,emmeline,king yiu,akif,hadi,ara,izzuan,farris,hafizah,syazwan,ahmad,michelle,jin hua,noel and many many many many more.thanks guys(:

oh and last but not least.

Those 1c kids who voted for me(:

(i think kids fit your class.it sound damn cute la)

thanks guys:DD

Its a fair game actually.Asking people to vote for you.

But somehow,people will vote for popularity.

hahaha.

Even elected or not.I dont care so long i got the experience that i wanted.

I m satisfied.I dont ask for alot.I m not like some demanding people.

& the experience was great.

Results will be out on wednesday:D

looking forward to it.

eager to know who will be the next president.

hahhahaha:D

i think shesha will have the opportunity to become the president.She have the potential man.

Her speech was great i swear.

it was so damn bloody professional.

I gotta thank my dad who helped me abit for the speech.

Helping me to find some really nice vocabs:B

thanks daddy! (:

(i m a daddy's girl for your info.hahaha(: )

anway.........

School didnt start off on the right note.

got back my rsult for emaths early in the morning.

like wtf!!!!

i flunk the paper.

&after that was hisotry got back my both humans paper

and i flunk them too.

& after that as recess.

went up to the canteen to find mrs chui.

i was all sabo-ed by them to give a speech tomorrow about why my school people gotta elect me for executive commitee.

i was like WHATTHEFUCK!!!!!!!!!

this was what happen.
Me: i dont want.i dont want to deliver my speech to the whole school although i have alot of things to complain about the school.

and thats how i got drag in to this whole election thingy.

and the whole thingy will be before school end.

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.

i m so gonna freak out la.

i m gonna make the speech short and sweet.

thats all!

got back my english paper

& i got the highest overall(:

didnt expect it at all

i got 74marks.which means A2.

*proud of it*

maybe sleeping in class help after all.cause i normally sleep during english lesson.

hahahaha

or maybe because my command of english is good?!

my amaths result is like fuck.

i got 4/80

i was laughing my ass off when i got back my amaths paper.

i swear.

HAHAHAHAHA.

4/80?!

that was like unbelievable.

a single digit mannnnnnnnnn!

My 2 days of fun was great(: i totally let loose and just enjoy.

not worrying bout other stuffs that are affecting me recently.

results will be out tomorrow.

& i have this feeling i will fail my maths paper.

real badly.

& i just gotta accept the fact that i failed and did not put in enough effort.

watched what happen in vegas yesturday with emmeline&King yiu

went to sentosa today.

i wasnt late at all today(:

(i was always late when i go out with them.haha)

i woke up pretty early and my dad gotta fetch my sister to school first

before we went for breakfast together.

i have not been having this kinda "bond" with my dad for a very long time.

i had breakfast with my dad before i met emmmeline&gang.

It was bad day going to sentosa i swear.

it was raining heavily.

apparently it rained non stop.

But there were a lil bit of sun now and then

wanted to kayak but the water was effing choppy.

the weather was pretty much screwed today.

camwhore a little too.

not really in the mood to go back to school yet.

cause i end school really late like 4pm on thursday.

emmeline,michelle and I are waiting for the great singapore sales:D

i m gonna spend all my allowance cum asking for daddy money to get clothes from

topshop,forever21&a new NUM flip flop

i want the one with diamond stud on it(:

i got attracted by the diamond stud flip flop from NUM(:

& i want a NUM bag(:

i want so many stuff&it gonna cost a bomb.i swear.

haha.

charmaine&I have been friends for like 8years and counting ready(:

i m super proud to have you as my friend(:

we have been through thick and thin together

get into trouble together during primary school and stuff

oh and i can still remember when we were primary4 we kinda had a cold war with cheryl(?)
remember?

hahahaha

oh and still remember primary6?

belinda offered us bubblegum and somebody chewed it infront of mrs wong and we got caught and she ask fazlina to check our bag?

hahaha

that was funny cause 6 peace people was involved too.

&after that we were all sent to mrs ang.

&belinda handed her the bubblegum box but the box inside wasnt bubblegum but it was chewed before bubble gum.

hahahahahaha

we gave her the box that were full of chewed before bubblegum.

good old times lah with you la(:

anyways,starting the new chapter of my life

&i m happy bout it no more brooding over stupid stuff.

will blog again when i get back from vivo with my friends

ciaos:D

xoxoxoxo

CHARMAINE,this picture is for you man.

hahahahaha.since you think marvin is cute :B

hahahahaha(:

love you lah charmaineY

i have finally trim my hair.

&my hair is oh so light now(:

got my fringe layered so no more bangs.

ahahaha.

&got my hair layered alot too.

it look so ah lianzxzxzxzxz now):

damn!

i have been longing for a haircut for ages ever since the mid year exam were on.

& i finally i got a chance to cut my hair and i m happy bout it.

i wanna cut cave-in now :B

i think cave-in is nice.My hair is kinda like that cause my hair is in a v-shape NOW

gonna play effing hard tomorrow&wednesday.

But i swear i m not looking forward collecting back my papers i swear especially maths&geog paper.

i did fairly bad for both.

goshhh i bet my teachers have a hard time marking my papers with trash answer:/

cause i couldnt find a better answer to answer all those question that you teachers ask.

hahaha.

oh there is this physics question that ask
Physics paper:what is the instrument to measure force?

thats was like god dman lame and no one was laughing except sarcastic laughter

hahaha.

i m finally done with my mid year and i have no more connection with exam papers anymore except the results.

&after next week,its the school holiday(:

gonna do some catch up with charmaine&gang :B

(i miss belinda,charmiane,jessie,alexis,juliana,sharrel and more more more)

catch up on my beauty sleep.my 13 hours of sleep every weekend cum holiday(:

get my stuff down during the holidays.

musical camp(effing looking forward to it) but it gonna collide with my dad's birthday.

hang out with my friends

chemistry&physics.

two rubbish paper especially physics cause it include mathematics.

fcukk that means i have 4maths paper straight.

ohmygoshhh

maths is a killer especially amaths.

i didnt know how to do a single question for amaths.i was staring blankly at the question and i left alot of blank for amaths and emaths due to not enough of time.

i have a feeling i will get a single digit for amaths or maybe a BIG FAT ZERO!

first time in my life i m going bring a zero home.

hahaha.

looking so forward to it(:

thats why i gotta study extra hard tonight

burning midnight oil.

but i m not looking forward getting my results back.

i know i m gonna fail badly for all my maths paper

& i heard that only 6 people pass for emaths paper1.

hello?!its like only paper1 and only 6 people pass?

i know who are the one that pass.

maybe its all the foreigners in my class.

cause they are like effing smart even smarter than us.seriously.

i can play hard for 2days straight(:

cause i do not need to go to school on tuesday cause i do not have papers on that day.

my sister&my parents went out and i m home alone mugging for my papers tomorrow

they went to watch what happens in vegas without me

& today is mother's day

i bought my mum flowers

5 stalks of roses&it cost me a bomb!

plus a 8.90 card.

Basically its worth it.

i swear my whole life is a whore now.

i have been like effing negative since last week(?)

Emaths&social studies paper today

and i left afew questions blank cause i was stuck

& i got difficulty finishing up the paper

the paper was like 2hours long and i cant finish it

having amaths and geog paper tomorrow ang i m gonna end like effing late?

1pm?

thats like so long?

wasnt in the right mood just now.

i was so damn moody that i drown my sorrow with ice cream

ben&jerry's ice cream

i got like 2 tubes of it and i ate abit only,

when i m moody i will do that

i do that like all the time when i m unhappy.

i wont be like some real big assholes whom cut themselve.

thats like so damn loser hurting yourselve.

I WILL NEVER DO THAT.

mugging now.

life is simply ironic currently.

things are not going the way it should be
i swear i hate my life now!!!!

its so damn fcuked up when things dont go the way you want it to be.

my studies is like fcuk now and i cant juggle my studies and my life together

or rather i cant multi task?!

i gotta take things real slow now.

so slow that i can manage things properly.

i gotta have time for dearest and friends too):

but i just simply cant find time!

what the fcuk is wrong with me mannn!

time is like everywhere.

but i just cant find it.

what the fcuk!!!!

like you said"time is everywhere its whether you wanna grab it or not."
having time for people is easy but to me,its difficult.

maybe i just gotta take things real slow and steady and see how things goes.

hahaha.

i was effing pampered i swear.

even til now:/

if you havent realise imma happy go lucky kid:D

when i m happy i can be really really happy when i m sad/angry dont EVER test my patience.

i will screw you mannnnn!

hahhahahaha.

kidding(:

but pampered doesnt mean you get what you want.

i dont get what i want.

i kinda "earn"it.

hahaha

in a cheating way lahhhh

oh yarh i have revive my livejournal.

&i will be blogging there too.

once in awhile i guess.

but i will be blogging here effing often.

but i wont be blogging that often now due to the exam period and so on.

I WANNA GAT A NEW PHONE):

i want a iphone(:

i will love you alot

if anyone of your buy me one.

hahahahahaha.

but i wont love you people that much as i love my baby(:

too bad(:

my current phone aint working anymore and i gotta use my old phone

the sony ericsson w810i.

oh and i think tongue peircing are effing hot now(:

i wanna pierce my tongue like now!

but i dont think my parents will ever allow):

so i guess its gonna be under my wishlist huh?

& i want a professional camera!

my current camera cant take any proper photograhy!

for me to save up that kinda money like a thousand plus,it will take ages!

cause i cant save up.imma spendthrift person

once i see something nice or something that catch my eye,i will want that thing badly

hahaha

NEXT GOAL FOR ME IS TO SAVE UP TO A THOUSAND PLUS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY SO THAT I CAN GET MYSELF THAT PROFESSIONAL CAMERA AS A BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM MYSELF!

(come to think of it,it will never happen but i m gonna TRY

TRY doesnt mean i m going to.oh my god i m contradicting fcuk.)

last but not least,

happy sunday everyone(:

p.s i m in a happy mood now for no reason(:

hahaha.

This post is dedicated to dearest(obviously) (:

we have been through thick and thin together

& i think its the way that our relationship can create sparks

you were there when i needed you.

Apparently you were every where when i needed you.

i m bless to have you(:

how i wish you can be by my side every now and then.

all those happy moments i have with you will be kept at the bottom of my heart(:

whereas all those not so good times will be forgotten.

i seriously appreciate what you have done for me

i m sorry that i dont have time for you):

i m trying my very best to find time.

& i hope you will understand.

its all because of my timetable.

i bet you know right?

one month is like today(3rd may 2008)

and time flies.seriously.without you knowing too.

i can still remember you telling me that you"forgotten" the date but you know what was going on that particular day

you were like"i remember its a thursday when i was having soccer training and you bought water for me and the sky was dark."

hahahaha.

i will never forget that okayyy!

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

(:

talking to you on the phone make me day(:

(everyday without fail)

cause you are super cute(:

sometimes you really make me wanna be by your side okayyy(:

I love you dearest(:

we gonna be there for each other:D

cause i know i got you.

remember that i only love you(:

happy one month(:

I have finally found something that was really close to my heart.

I did not expect it to appear right infront of me again.

i thought i have lose it.but i was wrong.

When i stepped into the study room i found it on the table.

magical i must say.

haha.

i will keep it save in my wallet and i m not ever gonna misplace it ever again.

I remember searching high and low for that neoprint and i couldnt find it anyway i thought i have lose it and i will never see it again.

I remember losing one big stack in malaysia and i was very depressed at that point of time.

I could still remember it vividly.

But i can still remember you telling me that it was alright we could still take loads more

better still,you said you would like to half it with me.

I can still remember having movie marathon with you.

two movies straight.haha.

& i will really really wont forget this

(i was like tickling him)
ME:i m not gonna let you go

I will never forget those happy moments we had.

i can still remember brian seatting on this broken chair in macs and daniel said that he broke the chair.

instant classic.

I mean i was real stupid to really let you go not knowing the reason why.

I was stupid to believe what shane said that you held hands with a girl

but it wasnt true.It was all just a joke.

I was stupid not to find out the truth from you but i shouted at you real badly.

If only there is really a chance for me to go back to 2007,18th feb

and undo all those stupid mistakes that i have made.I will gladly do so.

I can still remember having so many common factors with you.

for example my mum and your dad studied in the same secondary school

how funny huh?

haha.

people might say that you are player back than,but i didnt believe what they said cause i have faith/trust in you(:

you didnt complained when you walked home with me when you had soccer practice on that day.

you never once complain,you were really very patient with me although i wind alot.You were there for me.you will always make time for me but i dont.

and i know i was really selfish back than and did not bother bout how you actually felt.

I was self-centred and horrible.

if only things never go that way

You will even skip soccer prac just to meet me.

You even bother to do up my science/maths/chinese homework.

I can still remember one time when you and i wanted to match-make king yiu with brian.

hahaha.funny man.We actually asked them to go on a date together but too bad brian could not make it.

although we have move on,i will never forget you,you have changed my life greatly.

and like you said
"chances come knocking once not twice"

Have not been blogging for ages (?)

was pretty much caught up with stuff and all.

had musical training on tuesday and its a killer

8hours in total.

I fell asleep while doing rehearsal.

thats like damn smart of me.

hahaha.

going out next tuesday with belinda,charmaine,alexis,sharrel,jessie&germaine i guess.

its like finally we get to go out again TOGETHER(:

looking forward to the 3rd of june which is next tuesday:D

Watched over her dead body it was an okay show i guess.

watched it with alastair,emmeline,shane and wei ming.

But the story line was abit weird.

haha.

Going back to school tomorrow for meeting.bummer.

will update soon when i m free or when i feel like it(:

It has been a whirlwind week.

Loads of quarrel here and there.

due to the pose in the executive commitee,

it was an on and off thingy.

I know people do change,but personality wont.

It time for immature(s) to grow up.

& be a TEENAGER!

& it time for LOSER(s) to fcuk off&get a life.

& its also time for me to work triple hard on my studies.

Rena you gotta buck up!no more fooling around,getting yourself into stupid shit.

Its time for you to really really study hard and achieve the grades that your dad is waiting for.

Dont dissappoint your dad anymore.

RENA YOU REALLY GOTTA START STUDYING NOW!

my grades are like shit.really.

my class position is like 21/36?

I think its better than my CA1.

CA1 i got 31/36

i went up i guess(?)

But it is not good enough.So what if i went up 10 places huh?No big deal.

I m still in the 20 range.

so i must really put in alot of effort.

no more fooling around.I promise.

slept super early last night.

i slept at 9.

& it was the first time.really.sleeping so early and waking up late.

I m so not in the mood for school right now):

i wanna skip school tomorrow
& i doubt so i can do it.

tomorrow is the last day school&its libertyyyy

ha like finally.

i m like in a holiday mood now.

But i gotta go back to school for meetings,musical,camp&other event.

T-I-R-I-N-G!

I m effing tired today.

I was running the whole parents meeting session with wei ming today.

God now i know how it feels like when people are suppose to turn up for their duties but they did not,its okay if you people cant but could your just like inform us or something.

I was finding those "lost sheep" like a retard!I walked the whole school too.

& That stupid wei ming just leave the whole thing to me after his first shift and he went for his lunch.

& i was practically in-charge of it.

I was effing pissed obviously cause people never turn up for their duty.

Did not go to class today at all.

we were planning the parents meeting thingy the whole day before we brief the sec ones/freshmans.

its was chaotic whne it comes to briefing,

They just wont listen to you or rather they dont cooperate.

one sec one guy is like effing proud of himself and he thinks he know everything.

good grief i swear.

Played scrabble today :B

& i think my command of english was like fcuk!

cause i couldnt form any nice words or maybe its because my letters were lousy?!

hmmmmm.I have no idea(:

i got gastric again because of the parent meeting thingy!Thats like the third time i got gastric this week.

record to me(duh!)

anyway happy holidays human/homosexual :D

Councillor investiture tomorrow.

& it was like super last minute but we manage to get it all done by today!

we were suppose to know the results today but mdm salina hold it back.

gosh,it makes us anxious and all.

it make us really eager to know who is the president and vice president.

cause we have been making stupid guesses here and there.

& we only know the result tomorrow during investiture that means the 7 of us gotta prepare speech.

& i m damn beat by the things i have done today.

& i lost my tie when i was painting for the investiture.

the"big"sacrifice(as if)

borrowing tie from michelle i think.

cause i m afraid izzuan will forget all about my tie):

hahaha.

just doing that so that i wont be tie-less tomorrow.

i gotta write a speech again this time without any guide but on your own!

my god i dont even know where to start man.

gotta start brainstorming for things to write.

this time the speech gotta be a longer obe i guess.

it requires alot of hard work.i think

hahaha.

i have realise soemthing,guys are so damn ego

they think highly of themselve.

thats the guys that i know lah.

others i m not sure though.

haha.

it was just a mere remark/comment :D

Found this limited edition top crystal havaianas on the net(:
& i m gonna get it.
cause mummy said that if i behave myself for this week,she is gonna get me that havainas above:D
its not cheap if you add the shipping in&the rate and so on.
I have been going out with my mum 2days straight.
SATURDAY-went for midnight shopping with my mum to wisma
apparently i think the great singapore sales have started.
went to cotton body to buy pjs(:
not pj la but night dress
(we should have a sleep-over some time eh.hahaha:D)
& i bought the blouse that i want from forever 21.
this was what happen when we were in forever 21
mummy: Do you like this blouse or not?
me:yes
mummy:how much is it?
me:43 bucks
*walking to the cashier*
*after my mum paid*
mummy: i thought you said the blouse was 33 bucks
me:no i said 43.
mummy:if i know its 43 bucks i wont buy.
hahahahahaha
so i was sort of "lucky".
SUNDAY-spent my whole day with my mum& i went to video ezy to rent movies(:
MOVIE MARATHON(:
MONDAY(TODAY)-Not pretty sure what i am gonna do but maybe stone at home i guess.
hahaha.
Having school tomorrow& i dont feel like going back to school!
Having musical tomorrow too):
back to the busy schedule):

I swear this picture is effing cute!

lovey dovey and all(:

Had really bad gastric today just like what happen yesturday):

two days straight due to me skipping 2 meals.

breakfast&lunch.

due to my busy-ness.

(okay i think there is no such word as busy-ness.i think i just created it.haha)

i was busy doing my stuff&thats how i got gastric.

I think my life got back on track again

like finally.

i finally got what i want&things turn out the way i wanted.

there were loads of ups&down

& i m currently not having any downs but rather the ups.

haha:D

thats like so damn random.

just to make sure my speech and all were all perfect.

& i helped wei ming edit his speech here and there

& i hope he is satisfied with what he had delivered.

with perfect english and all :]

got back my physics paper& i failed.

i was pretty okay when i know i failed cause i already predicted that i will fail.

so i dont care:DD

didnt know suhaimi&idris will take a full stack of voting papers and tick my name.

shane&arian thanks for being so stupid and vote for me twice.haha,thanks :D

yimling,michael,emmeline,king yiu,akif,hadi,ara,izzuan,farris,hafizah,syazwan,ahmad,michelle,jin hua,noel and many many many many more.thanks guys(:

oh and last but not least.

Those 1c kids who voted for me(:

(i think kids fit your class.it sound damn cute la)

thanks guys:DD

Its a fair game actually.Asking people to vote for you.

But somehow,people will vote for popularity.

hahaha.

Even elected or not.I dont care so long i got the experience that i wanted.

I m satisfied.I dont ask for alot.I m not like some demanding people.

& the experience was great.

Results will be out on wednesday:D

looking forward to it.

eager to know who will be the next president.

hahhahaha:D

i think shesha will have the opportunity to become the president.She have the potential man.

Her speech was great i swear.

it was so damn bloody professional.

I gotta thank my dad who helped me abit for the speech.

Helping me to find some really nice vocabs:B

thanks daddy! (:

(i m a daddy's girl for your info.hahaha(: )

anway.........

School didnt start off on the right note.

got back my rsult for emaths early in the morning.

like wtf!!!!

i flunk the paper.

&after that was hisotry got back my both humans paper

and i flunk them too.

& after that as recess.

went up to the canteen to find mrs chui.

i was all sabo-ed by them to give a speech tomorrow about why my school people gotta elect me for executive commitee.

i was like WHATTHEFUCK!!!!!!!!!

this was what happen.
Me: i dont want.i dont want to deliver my speech to the whole school although i have alot of things to complain about the school.

and thats how i got drag in to this whole election thingy.

and the whole thingy will be before school end.

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.

i m so gonna freak out la.

i m gonna make the speech short and sweet.

thats all!

got back my english paper

& i got the highest overall(:

didnt expect it at all

i got 74marks.which means A2.

*proud of it*

maybe sleeping in class help after all.cause i normally sleep during english lesson.

hahahaha

or maybe because my command of english is good?!

my amaths result is like fuck.

i got 4/80

i was laughing my ass off when i got back my amaths paper.

i swear.

HAHAHAHAHA.

4/80?!

that was like unbelievable.

a single digit mannnnnnnnnn!

My 2 days of fun was great(: i totally let loose and just enjoy.

not worrying bout other stuffs that are affecting me recently.

results will be out tomorrow.

& i have this feeling i will fail my maths paper.

real badly.

& i just gotta accept the fact that i failed and did not put in enough effort.

watched what happen in vegas yesturday with emmeline&King yiu

went to sentosa today.

i wasnt late at all today(:

(i was always late when i go out with them.haha)

i woke up pretty early and my dad gotta fetch my sister to school first

before we went for breakfast together.

i have not been having this kinda "bond" with my dad for a very long time.

i had breakfast with my dad before i met emmmeline&gang.

It was bad day going to sentosa i swear.

it was raining heavily.

apparently it rained non stop.

But there were a lil bit of sun now and then

wanted to kayak but the water was effing choppy.

the weather was pretty much screwed today.

camwhore a little too.

not really in the mood to go back to school yet.

cause i end school really late like 4pm on thursday.

emmeline,michelle and I are waiting for the great singapore sales:D

i m gonna spend all my allowance cum asking for daddy money to get clothes from

topshop,forever21&a new NUM flip flop

i want the one with diamond stud on it(:

i got attracted by the diamond stud flip flop from NUM(:

& i want a NUM bag(:

i want so many stuff&it gonna cost a bomb.i swear.

haha.

charmaine&I have been friends for like 8years and counting ready(:

i m super proud to have you as my friend(:

we have been through thick and thin together

get into trouble together during primary school and stuff

oh and i can still remember when we were primary4 we kinda had a cold war with cheryl(?)
remember?

hahahaha

oh and still remember primary6?

belinda offered us bubblegum and somebody chewed it infront of mrs wong and we got caught and she ask fazlina to check our bag?

hahaha

that was funny cause 6 peace people was involved too.

&after that we were all sent to mrs ang.

&belinda handed her the bubblegum box but the box inside wasnt bubblegum but it was chewed before bubble gum.

hahahahahaha

we gave her the box that were full of chewed before bubblegum.

good old times lah with you la(:

anyways,starting the new chapter of my life

&i m happy bout it no more brooding over stupid stuff.

will blog again when i get back from vivo with my friends

ciaos:D

xoxoxoxo

CHARMAINE,this picture is for you man.

hahahahaha.since you think marvin is cute :B

hahahahaha(:

love you lah charmaineY

i have finally trim my hair.

&my hair is oh so light now(:

got my fringe layered so no more bangs.

ahahaha.

&got my hair layered alot too.

it look so ah lianzxzxzxzxz now):

damn!

i have been longing for a haircut for ages ever since the mid year exam were on.

& i finally i got a chance to cut my hair and i m happy bout it.

i wanna cut cave-in now :B

i think cave-in is nice.My hair is kinda like that cause my hair is in a v-shape NOW

gonna play effing hard tomorrow&wednesday.

But i swear i m not looking forward collecting back my papers i swear especially maths&geog paper.

i did fairly bad for both.

goshhh i bet my teachers have a hard time marking my papers with trash answer:/

cause i couldnt find a better answer to answer all those question that you teachers ask.

hahaha.

oh there is this physics question that ask
Physics paper:what is the instrument to measure force?

thats was like god dman lame and no one was laughing except sarcastic laughter

hahaha.

i m finally done with my mid year and i have no more connection with exam papers anymore except the results.

&after next week,its the school holiday(:

gonna do some catch up with charmaine&gang :B

(i miss belinda,charmiane,jessie,alexis,juliana,sharrel and more more more)

catch up on my beauty sleep.my 13 hours of sleep every weekend cum holiday(:

get my stuff down during the holidays.

musical camp(effing looking forward to it) but it gonna collide with my dad's birthday.

hang out with my friends

chemistry&physics.

two rubbish paper especially physics cause it include mathematics.

fcukk that means i have 4maths paper straight.

ohmygoshhh

maths is a killer especially amaths.

i didnt know how to do a single question for amaths.i was staring blankly at the question and i left alot of blank for amaths and emaths due to not enough of time.

i have a feeling i will get a single digit for amaths or maybe a BIG FAT ZERO!

first time in my life i m going bring a zero home.

hahaha.

looking so forward to it(:

thats why i gotta study extra hard tonight

burning midnight oil.

but i m not looking forward getting my results back.

i know i m gonna fail badly for all my maths paper

& i heard that only 6 people pass for emaths paper1.

hello?!its like only paper1 and only 6 people pass?

i know who are the one that pass.

maybe its all the foreigners in my class.

cause they are like effing smart even smarter than us.seriously.

i can play hard for 2days straight(:

cause i do not need to go to school on tuesday cause i do not have papers on that day.

my sister&my parents went out and i m home alone mugging for my papers tomorrow

they went to watch what happens in vegas without me

& today is mother's day

i bought my mum flowers

5 stalks of roses&it cost me a bomb!

plus a 8.90 card.

Basically its worth it.

i swear my whole life is a whore now.

i have been like effing negative since last week(?)

Emaths&social studies paper today

and i left afew questions blank cause i was stuck

& i got difficulty finishing up the paper

the paper was like 2hours long and i cant finish it

having amaths and geog paper tomorrow ang i m gonna end like effing late?

1pm?

thats like so long?

wasnt in the right mood just now.

i was so damn moody that i drown my sorrow with ice cream

ben&jerry's ice cream

i got like 2 tubes of it and i ate abit only,

when i m moody i will do that

i do that like all the time when i m unhappy.

i wont be like some real big assholes whom cut themselve.

thats like so damn loser hurting yourselve.

I WILL NEVER DO THAT.

mugging now.

life is simply ironic currently.

things are not going the way it should be
i swear i hate my life now!!!!

its so damn fcuked up when things dont go the way you want it to be.

my studies is like fcuk now and i cant juggle my studies and my life together

or rather i cant multi task?!

i gotta take things real slow now.

so slow that i can manage things properly.

i gotta have time for dearest and friends too):

but i just simply cant find time!

what the fcuk is wrong with me mannn!

time is like everywhere.

but i just cant find it.

what the fcuk!!!!

like you said"time is everywhere its whether you wanna grab it or not."
having time for people is easy but to me,its difficult.

maybe i just gotta take things real slow and steady and see how things goes.

hahaha.

i was effing pampered i swear.

even til now:/

if you havent realise imma happy go lucky kid:D

when i m happy i can be really really happy when i m sad/angry dont EVER test my patience.

i will screw you mannnnn!

hahhahahaha.

kidding(:

but pampered doesnt mean you get what you want.

i dont get what i want.

i kinda "earn"it.

hahaha

in a cheating way lahhhh

oh yarh i have revive my livejournal.

&i will be blogging there too.

once in awhile i guess.

but i will be blogging here effing often.

but i wont be blogging that often now due to the exam period and so on.

I WANNA GAT A NEW PHONE):

i want a iphone(:

i will love you alot

if anyone of your buy me one.

hahahahahaha.

but i wont love you people that much as i love my baby(:

too bad(:

my current phone aint working anymore and i gotta use my old phone

the sony ericsson w810i.

oh and i think tongue peircing are effing hot now(:

i wanna pierce my tongue like now!

but i dont think my parents will ever allow):

so i guess its gonna be under my wishlist huh?

& i want a professional camera!

my current camera cant take any proper photograhy!

for me to save up that kinda money like a thousand plus,it will take ages!

cause i cant save up.imma spendthrift person

once i see something nice or something that catch my eye,i will want that thing badly

hahaha

NEXT GOAL FOR ME IS TO SAVE UP TO A THOUSAND PLUS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY SO THAT I CAN GET MYSELF THAT PROFESSIONAL CAMERA AS A BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM MYSELF!

(come to think of it,it will never happen but i m gonna TRY

TRY doesnt mean i m going to.oh my god i m contradicting fcuk.)

last but not least,

happy sunday everyone(:

p.s i m in a happy mood now for no reason(:

hahaha.

This post is dedicated to dearest(obviously) (:

we have been through thick and thin together

& i think its the way that our relationship can create sparks

you were there when i needed you.

Apparently you were every where when i needed you.

i m bless to have you(:

how i wish you can be by my side every now and then.

all those happy moments i have with you will be kept at the bottom of my heart(:

whereas all those not so good times will be forgotten.

i seriously appreciate what you have done for me

i m sorry that i dont have time for you):

i m trying my very best to find time.

& i hope you will understand.

its all because of my timetable.

i bet you know right?

one month is like today(3rd may 2008)

and time flies.seriously.without you knowing too.

i can still remember you telling me that you"forgotten" the date but you know what was going on that particular day

you were like"i remember its a thursday when i was having soccer training and you bought water for me and the sky was dark."

hahahaha.

i will never forget that okayyy!

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

(:

talking to you on the phone make me day(:

(everyday without fail)

cause you are super cute(:

sometimes you really make me wanna be by your side okayyy(:

I love you dearest(:

we gonna be there for each other:D

cause i know i got you.

remember that i only love you(:

happy one month(: