my life

2008-12-12T22:42:00.000-08:00

It's gonna be the end of the year SOON.

xoxo,

Rena[:
P.S http://thonelastnight.livejournal.com

2008-06-24T07:24:00.000-07:00

My life is OFFCIALLY screwed(: hurrayyyyyyyyyyyy!
P.s will blog here once in a blue moon but i will blog in livejournal more
ciaos:D

2008-06-10T06:31:00.000-07:00

I've moved to Http://thonelastnight.livejournal.com so relink(:
thanks aplenty(:

2008-06-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

I M NOT GONNA BLOG HERE ANYMORE(:
ASK ME FOR MY NEW URL!

2008-06-02T21:05:00.000-07:00

My whole holiday is officially book-ed.

I got so many things to do.

damn the school for giving so much homework or rather damn the teachers.

hurhurhur.

studied til 10 plus last night with emmeline:B

we did not really study we were actually eating and talking.

my bad obviously cause i m always very talkative.

going out with charmaine,sharrel,jessie&belinda afterwards.

*excited*

i get to meet them again after a long long long time.

having camp tomorrow.

camp(dooms day)-thats what emmeline classify camps as.

i m like super busy this holiday whereas some guy could go for chalet and enjoy himself right ian?

hahaha.

shall stop here than i gotta go get ready:D

2008-06-01T19:08:00.000-07:00

It have been a crazy weekend i swear.

Was out almost the whole time.

taunt with my friends on saturday.

goshhh we were playing nintendo wii til 5 in the morning.

& i knocked out after that.

I m a failure in taunt-ning i will doze off once in awhile

haha.

I finally know how to get a diamond stud on my havainnas :B

10bucks on one side.

2008-05-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

I have finally found something that was really close to my heart.

I did not expect it to appear right infront of me again.

i thought i have lose it.but i was wrong.

When i stepped into the study room i found it on the table.

magical i must say.

haha.

i will keep it save in my wallet and i m not ever gonna misplace it ever again.

I remember searching high and low for that neoprint and i couldnt find it anyway i thought i have lose it and i will never see it again.

I remember losing one big stack in malaysia and i was very depressed at that point of time.

I could still remember it vividly.

But i can still remember you telling me that it was alright we could still take loads more

better still,you said you would like to half it with me.

I can still remember having movie marathon with you.

two movies straight.haha.

& i will really really wont forget this

(i was like tickling him)
ME:i m not gonna let you go

Eugene: and its gonna be forever

I will never forget those happy moments we had.

i can still remember brian seatting on this broken chair in macs and daniel said that he broke the chair.

instant classic.

I mean i was real stupid to really let you go not knowing the reason why.

I was stupid to believe what shane said that you held hands with a girl

but it wasnt true.It was all just a joke.

I was stupid not to find out the truth from you but i shouted at you real badly.

If only there is really a chance for me to go back to 2007,18th feb

and undo all those stupid mistakes that i have made.I will gladly do so.

I can still remember having so many common factors with you.

for example my mum and your dad studied in the same secondary school

how funny huh?

haha.

people might say that you are player back than,but i didnt believe what they said cause i have faith/trust in you(:

you didnt complained when you walked home with me when you had soccer practice on that day.

you never once complain,you were really very patient with me although i wind alot.You were there for me.you will always make time for me but i dont.

and i know i was really selfish back than and did not bother bout how you actually felt.

I was self-centred and horrible.

if only things never go that way

You will even skip soccer prac just to meet me.

You even bother to do up my science/maths/chinese homework.

I can still remember one time when you and i wanted to match-make king yiu with brian.

hahaha.funny man.We actually asked them to go on a date together but too bad brian could not make it.

although we have move on,i will never forget you,you have changed my life greatly.

and like you said
"chances come knocking once not twice"

eugene believe it or not i still miss you.i miss your presence.

2008-05-28T19:21:00.000-07:00

Have not been blogging for ages (?)

was pretty much caught up with stuff and all.

had musical training on tuesday and its a killer

8hours in total.

I fell asleep while doing rehearsal.

thats like damn smart of me.

hahaha.

going out next tuesday with belinda,charmaine,alexis,sharrel,jessie&germaine i guess.

its like finally we get to go out again TOGETHER(:

looking forward to the 3rd of june which is next tuesday:D

Watched over her dead body it was an okay show i guess.

watched it with alastair,emmeline,shane and wei ming.

But the story line was abit weird.

haha.

Going back to school tomorrow for meeting.bummer.

will update soon when i m free or when i feel like it(:

2008-05-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

It has been a whirlwind week.

Loads of quarrel here and there.

due to the pose in the executive commitee,

it was an on and off thingy.

I know people do change,but personality wont.

It time for immature(s) to grow up.

& be a TEENAGER!

& it time for LOSER(s) to fcuk off&get a life.

& its also time for me to work triple hard on my studies.

Rena you gotta buck up!no more fooling around,getting yourself into stupid shit.

Its time for you to really really study hard and achieve the grades that your dad is waiting for.

Dont dissappoint your dad anymore.

RENA YOU REALLY GOTTA START STUDYING NOW!

my grades are like shit.really.

my class position is like 21/36?

I think its better than my CA1.

CA1 i got 31/36

i went up i guess(?)

But it is not good enough.So what if i went up 10 places huh?No big deal.

I m still in the 20 range.

so i must really put in alot of effort.

no more fooling around.I promise.

2008-05-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

slept super early last night.

i slept at 9.

& it was the first time.really.sleeping so early and waking up late.

I m so not in the mood for school right now):

i wanna skip school tomorrow
& i doubt so i can do it.

tomorrow is the last day school&its libertyyyy

ha like finally.

i m like in a holiday mood now.

But i gotta go back to school for meetings,musical,camp&other event.

T-I-R-I-N-G!

I m effing tired today.

I was running the whole parents meeting session with wei ming today.

God now i know how it feels like when people are suppose to turn up for their duties but they did not,its okay if you people cant but could your just like inform us or something.

I was finding those "lost sheep" like a retard!I walked the whole school too.

& That stupid wei ming just leave the whole thing to me after his first shift and he went for his lunch.

& i was practically in-charge of it.

I was effing pissed obviously cause people never turn up for their duty.

Did not go to class today at all.

we were planning the parents meeting thingy the whole day before we brief the sec ones/freshmans.

its was chaotic whne it comes to briefing,

They just wont listen to you or rather they dont cooperate.

one sec one guy is like effing proud of himself and he thinks he know everything.

good grief i swear.

Played scrabble today :B

& i think my command of english was like fcuk!

cause i couldnt form any nice words or maybe its because my letters were lousy?!

hmmmmm.I have no idea(:

i got gastric again because of the parent meeting thingy!Thats like the third time i got gastric this week.

record to me(duh!)

anyway happy holidays human/homosexual :D

2008-05-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

Councillor investiture tomorrow.

& it was like super last minute but we manage to get it all done by today!

we were suppose to know the results today but mdm salina hold it back.

gosh,it makes us anxious and all.

it make us really eager to know who is the president and vice president.

cause we have been making stupid guesses here and there.

& we only know the result tomorrow during investiture that means the 7 of us gotta prepare speech.

& i m damn beat by the things i have done today.

& i lost my tie when i was painting for the investiture.

the"big"sacrifice(as if)

borrowing tie from michelle i think.

cause i m afraid izzuan will forget all about my tie):

hahaha.

just doing that so that i wont be tie-less tomorrow.

i gotta write a speech again this time without any guide but on your own!

my god i dont even know where to start man.

gotta start brainstorming for things to write.

this time the speech gotta be a longer obe i guess.

it requires alot of hard work.i think

hahaha.

i have realise soemthing,guys are so damn ego

they think highly of themselve.

thats the guys that i know lah.

others i m not sure though.

haha.

it was just a mere remark/comment :D

2008-05-18T20:46:00.000-07:00

Found this limited edition top crystal havaianas on the net(:
& i m gonna get it.
cause mummy said that if i behave myself for this week,she is gonna get me that havainas above:D
its not cheap if you add the shipping in&the rate and so on.
I have been going out with my mum 2days straight.
SATURDAY-went for midnight shopping with my mum to wisma
apparently i think the great singapore sales have started.
went to cotton body to buy pjs(:
not pj la but night dress
(we should have a sleep-over some time eh.hahaha:D)
& i bought the blouse that i want from forever 21.
this was what happen when we were in forever 21
mummy: Do you like this blouse or not?
me:yes
mummy:how much is it?
me:43 bucks
*walking to the cashier*
*after my mum paid*
mummy: i thought you said the blouse was 33 bucks
me:no i said 43.
mummy:if i know its 43 bucks i wont buy.
hahahahahaha
so i was sort of "lucky".
SUNDAY-spent my whole day with my mum& i went to video ezy to rent movies(:
MOVIE MARATHON(:
MONDAY(TODAY)-Not pretty sure what i am gonna do but maybe stone at home i guess.
hahaha.
Having school tomorrow& i dont feel like going back to school!
Having musical tomorrow too):
back to the busy schedule):

2008-05-17T04:20:00.000-07:00

I swear this picture is effing cute!

lovey dovey and all(:

Had really bad gastric today just like what happen yesturday):

two days straight due to me skipping 2 meals.

breakfast&lunch.

due to my busy-ness.

(okay i think there is no such word as busy-ness.i think i just created it.haha)

i was busy doing my stuff&thats how i got gastric.

I think my life got back on track again

like finally.

i finally got what i want&things turn out the way i wanted.

there were loads of ups&down

& i m currently not having any downs but rather the ups.

haha:D

thats like so damn random.

but my life will be completed if you are here again.

& this time i m serious.

I've realise how much i need you once you were gone.

I didnt know how to tell you that i wanted you back so badly, i just let it be.

it was my fault that i let you go.

& didnt hold on.

2008-05-16T06:07:00.000-07:00

THIS POST WAS EDITED/

THA SEVEN OF US :D

& I WANT AN IPHONE A BLACKBERRY WOULD DO TOO! ;]

I practically skipped all my lessons today.

just to make sure my speech and all were all perfect.

& i helped wei ming edit his speech here and there

& i hope he is satisfied with what he had delivered.

with perfect english and all :]

got back my physics paper& i failed.

i was pretty okay when i know i failed cause i already predicted that i will fail.

so i dont care:DD

The people i wanna thank.who voted me

didnt know suhaimi&idris will take a full stack of voting papers and tick my name.

shane&arian thanks for being so stupid and vote for me twice.haha,thanks :D

yimling,michael,emmeline,king yiu,akif,hadi,ara,izzuan,farris,hafizah,syazwan,ahmad,michelle,jin hua,noel and many many many many more.thanks guys(:

oh and last but not least.

Those 1c kids who voted for me(:

(i think kids fit your class.it sound damn cute la)

thanks guys:DD

Its a fair game actually.Asking people to vote for you.

But somehow,people will vote for popularity.

hahaha.

Even elected or not.I dont care so long i got the experience that i wanted.

I m satisfied.I dont ask for alot.I m not like some demanding people.

& the experience was great.

Results will be out on wednesday:D

looking forward to it.

eager to know who will be the next president.

hahhahaha:D

i think shesha will have the opportunity to become the president.She have the potential man.

Her speech was great i swear.

it was so damn bloody professional.

I gotta thank my dad who helped me abit for the speech.

Helping me to find some really nice vocabs:B

thanks daddy! (:

(i m a daddy's girl for your info.hahaha(: )

anway.........

i have think twice& i think i made a folly decision.

just hope that we could go back to what we used to.

can we?

2008-05-15T02:31:00.000-07:00

School didnt start off on the right note.

got back my rsult for emaths early in the morning.

like wtf!!!!

i flunk the paper.

&after that was hisotry got back my both humans paper

and i flunk them too.

& after that as recess.

went up to the canteen to find mrs chui.

i was all sabo-ed by them to give a speech tomorrow about why my school people gotta elect me for executive commitee.

i was like WHATTHEFUCK!!!!!!!!!

this was what happen.
Me: i dont want.i dont want to deliver my speech to the whole school although i have alot of things to complain about the school.

Mrs chui: Rena! i know your full name.i m gonna write your name down
*she started writing my full name down*

Shenaz:You can do it lah,you have the leadership potential

Me: can strike off my name pleaseeeeeeeee!

* i was begging like hell*

Mrs chui: No cannot! rena i know you can do it blah blah blah.

and thats how i got drag in to this whole election thingy.

and the whole thingy will be before school end.

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.

i m so gonna freak out la.

i m gonna make the speech short and sweet.

thats all!

got back my english paper

& i got the highest overall(:

didnt expect it at all

i got 74marks.which means A2.

*proud of it*

maybe sleeping in class help after all.cause i normally sleep during english lesson.

hahahaha

or maybe because my command of english is good?!

my amaths result is like fuck.

i got 4/80

i was laughing my ass off when i got back my amaths paper.

i swear.

HAHAHAHAHA.

4/80?!

that was like unbelievable.

a single digit mannnnnnnnnn!

2008-05-14T03:27:00.000-07:00

My 2 days of fun was great(: i totally let loose and just enjoy.

not worrying bout other stuffs that are affecting me recently.

results will be out tomorrow.

& i have this feeling i will fail my maths paper.

real badly.

& i just gotta accept the fact that i failed and did not put in enough effort.

watched what happen in vegas yesturday with emmeline&King yiu

went to sentosa today.

i wasnt late at all today(:

(i was always late when i go out with them.haha)

i woke up pretty early and my dad gotta fetch my sister to school first

before we went for breakfast together.

i have not been having this kinda "bond" with my dad for a very long time.

i had breakfast with my dad before i met emmmeline&gang.

It was bad day going to sentosa i swear.

it was raining heavily.

apparently it rained non stop.

But there were a lil bit of sun now and then

wanted to kayak but the water was effing choppy.

the weather was pretty much screwed today.

camwhore a little too.

not really in the mood to go back to school yet.

cause i end school really late like 4pm on thursday.

emmeline,michelle and I are waiting for the great singapore sales:D

i m gonna spend all my allowance cum asking for daddy money to get clothes from

topshop,forever21&a new NUM flip flop

i want the one with diamond stud on it(:

i got attracted by the diamond stud flip flop from NUM(:

& i want a NUM bag(:

i want so many stuff&it gonna cost a bomb.i swear.

haha.

2008-05-12T19:07:00.000-07:00

GOOD FRIEND LIKE CHARMAINE IS HARD TO FIND(:

charmaine&I have been friends for like 8years and counting ready(:

i m super proud to have you as my friend(:

we have been through thick and thin together

get into trouble together during primary school and stuff

oh and i can still remember when we were primary4 we kinda had a cold war with cheryl(?)
remember?

hahahaha

oh and still remember primary6?

belinda offered us bubblegum and somebody chewed it infront of mrs wong and we got caught and she ask fazlina to check our bag?

hahaha

that was funny cause 6 peace people was involved too.

&after that we were all sent to mrs ang.

&belinda handed her the bubblegum box but the box inside wasnt bubblegum but it was chewed before bubble gum.

hahahahahaha

we gave her the box that were full of chewed before bubblegum.

good old times lah with you la(:

anyways,starting the new chapter of my life

&i m happy bout it no more brooding over stupid stuff.

will blog again when i get back from vivo with my friends

ciaos:D

xoxoxoxo

2008-05-12T04:24:00.000-07:00

CHARMAINE,this picture is for you man.

hahahahaha.since you think marvin is cute :B

hahahahaha(:

love you lah charmaineY

2008-05-12T03:56:00.000-07:00

i have finally trim my hair.

&my hair is oh so light now(:

got my fringe layered so no more bangs.

ahahaha.

&got my hair layered alot too.

it look so ah lianzxzxzxzxz now):

damn!

i have been longing for a haircut for ages ever since the mid year exam were on.

& i finally i got a chance to cut my hair and i m happy bout it.

i wanna cut cave-in now :B

i think cave-in is nice.My hair is kinda like that cause my hair is in a v-shape NOW

gonna play effing hard tomorrow&wednesday.

But i swear i m not looking forward collecting back my papers i swear especially maths&geog paper.

i did fairly bad for both.

goshhh i bet my teachers have a hard time marking my papers with trash answer:/

cause i couldnt find a better answer to answer all those question that you teachers ask.

hahaha.

Happy marking my trash paper teachers(:

oh there is this physics question that ask
Physics paper:what is the instrument to measure force?

Mr ong:star wars!cause may the force be with you thats why its star wars

whole class:WHATTHEFUCK?!

emmeline&I:thats fucking lame!

(we said that in silent though)

*he was laughing alone only*

thats was like god dman lame and no one was laughing except sarcastic laughter

hahaha.

i m finally done with my mid year and i have no more connection with exam papers anymore except the results.

&after next week,its the school holiday(:

gonna do some catch up with charmaine&gang :B

(i miss belinda,charmiane,jessie,alexis,juliana,sharrel and more more more)

catch up on my beauty sleep.my 13 hours of sleep every weekend cum holiday(:

get my stuff down during the holidays.

musical camp(effing looking forward to it) but it gonna collide with my dad's birthday.

hang out with my friends

2008-05-11T04:28:00.000-07:00

LAST PAPER TOMORROW!

chemistry&physics.

two rubbish paper especially physics cause it include mathematics.

fcukk that means i have 4maths paper straight.

ohmygoshhh

maths is a killer especially amaths.

i didnt know how to do a single question for amaths.i was staring blankly at the question and i left alot of blank for amaths and emaths due to not enough of time.

i have a feeling i will get a single digit for amaths or maybe a BIG FAT ZERO!

first time in my life i m going bring a zero home.

hahaha.

looking so forward to it(:

thats why i gotta study extra hard tonight

burning midnight oil.

but i m not looking forward getting my results back.

i know i m gonna fail badly for all my maths paper

& i heard that only 6 people pass for emaths paper1.

hello?!its like only paper1 and only 6 people pass?

i know who are the one that pass.

maybe its all the foreigners in my class.

cause they are like effing smart even smarter than us.seriously.

i can play hard for 2days straight(:

cause i do not need to go to school on tuesday cause i do not have papers on that day.

my sister&my parents went out and i m home alone mugging for my papers tomorrow

they went to watch what happens in vegas without me

& today is mother's day

i bought my mum flowers

5 stalks of roses&it cost me a bomb!

plus a 8.90 card.

Basically its worth it.

2008-05-07T05:00:00.000-07:00

i swear my whole life is a whore now.

i have been like effing negative since last week(?)

ian,thanks for the encouragement.

although i told you that i am a happy go lucky person,

sometimes emotions can go abit crazy so yarh.

Emaths&social studies paper today

and i left afew questions blank cause i was stuck

& i got difficulty finishing up the paper

the paper was like 2hours long and i cant finish it

having amaths and geog paper tomorrow ang i m gonna end like effing late?

1pm?

thats like so long?

wasnt in the right mood just now.

i was just being caring,i mean i ask you repeatedly

as i know you always keep your emotions inside

and i just want to know how you really really feel.

since you find it irritating,i guess i wont ask you anymore.

that will be like the last time i ask you that.

i was so damn moody that i drown my sorrow with ice cream

ben&jerry's ice cream

i got like 2 tubes of it and i ate abit only,

when i m moody i will do that

i do that like all the time when i m unhappy.

i wont be like some real big assholes whom cut themselve.

thats like so damn loser hurting yourselve.

I WILL NEVER DO THAT.

mugging now.

2008-05-05T04:29:00.000-07:00

life is simply ironic currently.

things are not going the way it should be
i swear i hate my life now!!!!

its so damn fcuked up when things dont go the way you want it to be.

my studies is like fcuk now and i cant juggle my studies and my life together

or rather i cant multi task?!

i gotta take things real slow now.

so slow that i can manage things properly.

i gotta have time for dearest and friends too):

but i just simply cant find time!

what the fcuk is wrong with me mannn!

time is like everywhere.

but i just cant find it.

what the fcuk!!!!

like you said"time is everywhere its whether you wanna grab it or not."
having time for people is easy but to me,its difficult.

maybe i just gotta take things real slow and steady and see how things goes.

2008-05-04T01:55:00.000-07:00

Gosh i was a mummy's girl last time

hahaha.

i was effing pampered i swear.

even til now:/

if you havent realise imma happy go lucky kid:D

when i m happy i can be really really happy when i m sad/angry dont EVER test my patience.

i will screw you mannnnn!

hahhahahaha.

kidding(:

but pampered doesnt mean you get what you want.

i dont get what i want.

i kinda "earn"it.

hahaha

in a cheating way lahhhh

oh yarh i have revive my livejournal.

&i will be blogging there too.

once in awhile i guess.

but i will be blogging here effing often.

but i wont be blogging that often now due to the exam period and so on.

I WANNA GAT A NEW PHONE):

i want a iphone(:

i will love you alot

if anyone of your buy me one.

hahahahahaha.

but i wont love you people that much as i love my baby(:

too bad(:

my current phone aint working anymore and i gotta use my old phone

the sony ericsson w810i.

oh and i think tongue peircing are effing hot now(:

i wanna pierce my tongue like now!

but i dont think my parents will ever allow):

so i guess its gonna be under my wishlist huh?

& i want a professional camera!

my current camera cant take any proper photograhy!

for me to save up that kinda money like a thousand plus,it will take ages!

cause i cant save up.imma spendthrift person

once i see something nice or something that catch my eye,i will want that thing badly

hahaha

NEXT GOAL FOR ME IS TO SAVE UP TO A THOUSAND PLUS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY SO THAT I CAN GET MYSELF THAT PROFESSIONAL CAMERA AS A BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM MYSELF!

(come to think of it,it will never happen but i m gonna TRY

TRY doesnt mean i m going to.oh my god i m contradicting fcuk.)

last but not least,

happy sunday everyone(:

p.s i m in a happy mood now for no reason(:

hahaha.

2008-05-03T04:36:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to dearest(obviously) (:

we have been through thick and thin together

& i think its the way that our relationship can create sparks

you were there when i needed you.

Apparently you were every where when i needed you.

i m bless to have you(:

how i wish you can be by my side every now and then.

all those happy moments i have with you will be kept at the bottom of my heart(:

whereas all those not so good times will be forgotten.

i seriously appreciate what you have done for me

i m sorry that i dont have time for you):

i m trying my very best to find time.

& i hope you will understand.

its all because of my timetable.

i bet you know right?

one month is like today(3rd may 2008)

and time flies.seriously.without you knowing too.

i can still remember you telling me that you"forgotten" the date but you know what was going on that particular day

you were like"i remember its a thursday when i was having soccer training and you bought water for me and the sky was dark."

hahahaha.

i will never forget that okayyy!

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

talking to you on the phone make me day(:

(everyday without fail)

cause you are super cute(:

sometimes you really make me wanna be by your side okayyy(:

I love you dearest(:

we gonna be there for each other:D

cause i know i got you.

remember that i only love you(:

happy one month(:

2008-05-02T03:52:00.000-07:00

Exam period is like already hereeeeee!
& god damn i m still not serious.i mean i m still not mugging that hard i am last time.2 papers done&5 more to go):
Amaths paper on wednesday i have like 4more days to cover 5chapters only?!oh my god.i m so gonna do badly.Chinese paper today is like fcuk!
i was stoning all the time.
Went to mug on labour day yesturday at railmall coffe bean
whereas my parents went to malaysia for a day trip only.
&i was finally ALONE(:
hahahaha
& soon after dearest came to find me(: i was happy obviously cause i got to see him(:
& i think the relationship aint stable?i dont know):maybe its because of me AGAIN!
time flies and one month is just a day away?
(maybe i m thinking too much or something.maybe because of exam and stuff if i m not wrong)
thoughts are passing through my mind like trains
&life is currently ironic.&i know it really well.
i m not as perfect as what you think.
what happen last night was my true self
i admit i can be really wild at times.
& talking to you that late at night on wednesday night,i realise how much i mean to YOU
anyway tomorrow is a saturday&you know saturday is the day i become a part time maid.like duh!& i still gotta mug tomorrow.

2008-04-29T05:24:00.000-07:00

Didnt know that it was my grandmother's birthday til my sister told me
when she told me i just remembered.
like wtf?!
didnt get her a present or anything.
maybe buying her something tomorrow after my english paper?!
she have been taking care of me ever since i was a baby.which means she have been taking care of me for 15 years.
oh gosh thats long man.
haha.
i m like effing close to her and she have seen my grow up(:
& i m a big girl now(:
she thought me the moral of being a better person&i m greatful for that.
when i was kid,my grandma will always shield me when my mum was about to beat me.
haha.
i was pretty much a naughty girl when i was kid.
haha:D
anyways tomorrow having english paper.
the first paper.
&not looking forward as after the paper i still have remedials with my chem&maths teacher.
told you its the mugging season now.

2008-04-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

i dont know why but i just cant upload photos maybe i will ty upload tomorrow or something.
slept effing late yesturday.slept at 1am.As i was mugging for mid year like mad.But i think nothing got into my head or something.
hahaha.
&thats bad okayy cause i mug so hard and nothing gets in.
like wtf?!
i m like so messed up now.i m studying abit by abit and nothing can get in my god damn head
fcuk!
i have like 7 sub to study and not a single one can get it.
i m so dead for mid year.
i can say bye to all my subject man
i envy dearest alot okayy cause he got a queen size bed whereas mines a pull out bed only.He got the life okay.Sleeping all alone one a big bed.
Remember you are giving the queen size bed to me (:
&the bed sheet is super cute:D
one side spongebob&the other is simpson.
cute la
hahaha.
having musical tomorrow(?)
maybe i guess.
but its the examination period how can you have musical man.
retarded school.
i swear my school is damn bloody stupid okayyy!even examination period some cca are on.
my school is such a whore.
haha.
school cant be whore cause whore means prostitue.
oh fuck having two periods of maths tomorrow
B-O-R-I-N-G!
i gotta rush through my chinese homework.
i owe my teacher like god damn long ready and she have been calling my mum like dunno how many times ready.
but i still cant be bothered.hahaha
english paper on wednesday
its damn drag.

2008-04-25T02:47:00.000-07:00

couldn't sleep last night i was tosing&turning last night due to things in my mind.
i thought bout what happen yesturday and yes i was in the wrong&its all my fault.I didnt know that i will hurt you so badly.I m really sorry.
i feel god damn guilty now although everything is fine):
i know its all my fault and i m the one to blame&i didnt mean to do that to you&i know that i have let you down.But i will do whatever it takes to change the whole thing around.

2008-04-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

i was in a really bad mood just now&i sort of vend my anger at you.i m really sorry dear.It just that i dont wanna see him.i mean i said it before,i do not want to have any connection with him or what so ever.But when i saw you with him it really shocked me big time.Thus i got angry and i left just like that ignoring you.i was really very angry/hurt.cause you told me you do not like him &i did not expect you to even sit next to him.I m sorry&when i went back into the class,i thought it over again&again and its your choice of making friends i cannot be selfish.you have your own friends&i have mine.I shouldnt interfere at all.
& i dont know how to express my true feelings towards you!
i can express it in my blog but i just dont know how to express all my true heart feelings to you.I know you love me alot&i m sorry if i ever hurt you in anyway(cause you dont show your feelings&i have no choice but to guess once in awhile)
I really want you to be happy everyday.seeing you happy makes me happy too.You are someone that i wanna share my joy&sorrow together.
you are different from other people way different.
I DONT want the relationship to be low profile anymore.I m not afraid people to know that you are my boyfriend&i m proud to have you in my life(:
&& no worries nothing will happen to me alright(: although you had a bad feeling when i left you.I m just tired&i can promise you that nothing will happen to me alright(: ?i m strong okay?hahahaha!although i m clumpsy all the time not seeing where i m going.But i m okayyyy.way okayyy i think.hahaha!
having school til 4 tomorrow&its a drag!i hate thursdayyy!especially when the day ends off with chemistry.
oh yarh i still remember what happened last week.
mr han made me seat in the front role.i didnt know why but he said i was talking.but for god sake,i wasnt talking i was dreaming actually.i was looking outside as my bf was playing soccer.hahaaha!so it was kinda my fault!i was surrounded my nerds/gay& i feel god damn weird about it&i was pretty much sleepy and i didnt get what on earth he was teaching the class almost the half of the class was sleeping&i gotta be awake as i was seating infront.I gotta act as if i was paying attention&its hard la&i was "acting"that i understand and i asked stupid question.But he think its soemthing interesting.HA!whatever!
hahaha:D
chemistry is like____
physics is like____
i think all the subject is like_______!

2008-04-21T05:19:00.000-07:00

People are getting into relationship these days or rather having crushes&its really sweet seeing them together
& no breakups at all&its a good thing.
& i realise that i m truely lucky to be with you.Although i said it upteen times.
but its true.
you are someone i will treasure&cherish&you mean alot to me.
more than the world i think
haha
you are just so unique&you always make my day(:
although you irritate me once in awhile but i wont get angry at you at all
haha.
seeing you everyday doesnt bored me at all infact i wish i can see you even longer.As long as possible.
I LOVE talking to you on the phone/msging you/seeing you everyday/having you in my life/you sending me home:D/seeing you play soccer although it boreds me but i dont mind/seeing you smile at me/waving to you(:/disturbing you! &MORE MORE MORE
thats shows how much you mean to me(:
i love you with all my heart.nobody can replace you.
i remember you once said:'i wont hurt you if you hurt me&i only love you.'
thats seriously very sweet&you seriously make me love you more and more each day.
i bet now you know how much i love you eh?
hahahaha.
told you that i love you more than you love me(:
believe now:D
first month coming&i hope it will be a memorable one for you&me:D
xoxoxoxo
RENA;

2008-04-19T09:34:00.000-07:00

blogging at 12 something now is abit weird for me.
as i dont usually do that.
feeling tired and stuff.
finally change my blogskin.
found a suitable one.
&i make alittle bit of changes.
put my pictures&all
so today i went to esplanade libary to mug for mid year
i wasnt doing my additonal maths at all.
i was purely doing geography only&after that we had break(its a must)we went up tp the roof terrace&camwhore a little.
Went back to the libary soon after web are done camwhoring.
Headed to marina square as we were done studying
& i was right.i saw that person i dont wanna see at all.
goddamnit.
used red hill's laptop&surf the net(:
while we were in starbucks talking&laughing.
apparently yimling&I laughed the loudest cause i m always the one starting the nonsense&she will laugh along with me like a fool.
oh well we cant help it.
hahaha(:
&soon after we went home.
i miss him alot)':
i want monday to come faster!i cant wait to see him on monday(:
cause i miss him(:
hahaha!
its as simple as that la.
14days&counting til 1st month(:
its the mugging season now.
i m gonna mug hard.
not gonna fool/play around for the time being.
its time to study/mug hard:D
p.s tina tuna is loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-04-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

had cross country today.i m like super tired now.
but its alright i can still blog(:
during croos country i did lots of things
talk/laugh/allow people to have a sip of my water/almost sprained my ankle.
(i m always that careless)
&after that went home with dear beloved:D
walk down the slope with him&yimling(:
i swear you make me love you more&more dear(:
15 more days&counting til 1st month!
looking forward to that particular date(:
&i think i m gonna get him soemthing(:
i treasure every moment i spend with you although its awhile only.
(i mean what i type okayyy dumb;D)
&i love talking to you on the phone.
you are effing cute la thats why iloveyou(:
i get jealous easily because i love you
jealous=care/love(:
(it makes sense to me)
&i love my dumb alot(:
its countless or rather uncountable.
hahahaha!
going to esplanade libary to mug for my mid year exam
going with my twin,michelle&red hill
i need to mug real hard tomorrow.
no matter what.
i m gonna mug/camwhore(:
gonna camwhore hell lots.
though i know that if i go esplanade tomorrow,i will see people that i dont wanna see.
but its alright,its not his father place anyway.i can go whenever i like.
i just have to ignore or dont even bump into him.
i will TRY not to.
i m gonna miss him alot on weekends cause i wont get to see him)':
its saddening.
(sounds pathetic)
hahaah!
i need to change my blogskin.its just too dull la
not fanciful at all.
its just plain.
i gotta start searching for blogskin(:

2008-04-17T08:01:00.000-07:00

my phone has died on me!like wtf?!
this phone is not even a year and its totally screwed up now.
budget phone.
haha.
had chemistry til 4 today.my normal timetable actually.
after chemistry michael,shane,daniel,ara&yu kai
shoot zhi wei using paper.as in they fold it til like bullet form.
something like that.
shane&ara aim at zhi wei you know what.
HAHAHA!
it was hilarious i swear.
shane&I were laughing our ass off.
waited for dear beloved to finish his soccer game
(as usual la.i m always the one waiting.haha)
cause he is the one fetching me home:D
&he is all i can ask for.really(:
i enjoy going back with him although we walk like abit far apart.
its still alright for me(:
so long as i gotta go home with him(:
haha.
&he promise to carry the same bag as me tomorrow(:
yeahhh!same crumpler but different colour(:
mines purple whereas his is red(:
iloveyoudear:D
walk down the slope today with idris,dear beloved&yimling.
idris is effing irritating.
hahahaha
he can talk crap from the start til the end.
kinda like our entertainer.
My twin came to my house.
we used the gym.
apparently,we went out for a run than we went back to use the gym til like 7plus.
&i send my twin to the bus stop(:
after that,my dad brought me to queensway as i gotta get a pair of running shoe and i finally got a nike cross training one.
as my current adidas shoe cant really run in it.
Having cross country tomorrow
its a drag i swear.
my twin and i aim to get top 20.
& i think its possible.
(confident eh?hahaha)
i got due date assignment not yet completed.
god damn it.
gotta stay up late AGAIN.to finish it up.

2008-04-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

Where were you when I said I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.
i m tired of keeping the whole relationship low profile&all
its like sooner or later people will know.
okay maybe whatever i m typing now is just crap cause
i m under too much stress due to mid year exam just around the corner
like 3 more weeks to go to doom day.
hahaha.
i havent even complete one subject yet.
i m dead la if this whole thing continues and i got to drop amaths.
fcuk!
stayed back in school to mug on my emaths.
i just realise how much i m lagging behind.
i mean emaths you gotta have the foundation and all so that you can move on.
my foundation is crap.
when i started revising i just realsise that whenever my teacher was teaching,my soul wasnt there.
now i know how far back i was.
but i picked myself up slowly and i m going fine now(:
not only my emaths,my amaths too.
i gotta do something bout my amaths too.
my amaths is crap too.
but i m slowly understand every single thing my teacher say now.
i can finally catch up.
thank god!
hahaha.
michelle and akif was fooling around in the canteen just now.
they were playing with water.
you know like lil kids la.
&luckily izzuan was there so that he could coach me on my emaths.
thankyou:D
going to mug for physics on saturday with yimling,michelle i guess.
thats another pathetic subject that i took.
combine science is like fcuk.
i m taking subjects that i hate.
irritating.
iloveyou:D
&you know who you are:D

2008-04-14T03:40:00.000-07:00

my 300 post:D time flies.
i was abit late for school.
like afew minutes.
cause my sister was taking her god damn time to get ready
damn her!
anyway i m having monday blues i swear.
i hate monday!the starting of the week
having cross country this week.
i m gonna wear my class tee shirt '12'
hahaha:D
&i need to start to build up my stamina.
mid year exam is round the corner and i have started mugging hard like a mad person.
hahaha!
i wanna ace my exam this time.its a must:D
my dad is back from his overseas trip&he is gonna start fetching me to school from tomorrow onwards(:
i dont like my mum to fetch me:/
cant really joke that well with her
hahahaha.
opps:/
geography was alright.same old thing.
pe was B-O-R-I-N-G!
Maths was stoning period
mother tongue was eating period while doing my homework
hahaha:D
Assembly was okay
social studies was alright.
thats what practically happen today as in my timetable.
boring huh?i know.
sec 3 life is like DUH!
gonna mug hard todayyyyy!
:D
I M IN LOVE WITH YOU Y (that dumb person know who on earth he is la)
hahaha

2008-04-13T06:30:00.000-07:00

the performance and all was a blast apparently i was not nervous at all when i perform.
to be honest,i enjoy it effing much
hahaha.
i was apparently from performing arts before and i should not be afriad to perform infront of the whole crowd.
i saw himbo on that day:D
was effing happy to see himbo on speech day he never fail to make me laugh when i m down.
himbo peirced his tongue and i was super shocked
but well,he did.
naughty himbo.
hahahaha!
i called him himbo as he called me bimbo so yarh fair.
hahaha
saw nabil,jeremy(mods?),jian xing,stephanie,jeshua,rainey,afiqah,chastine&many many more people.
well all good things gotta come to an end.
i still remember that we were from zero to something.
hahaha
it was hell of a time hanging around with a bunch of people like them
we are just like a big family.
it was fun partying with them before the performance.
we were dancing like crazy in the ava room.
not caring that we are gonna perform.
we were rocking the house down
haha.
but its okay we still have like 2 more show to go and the whole musical chapter gonna close soon.
its saddening.we are quite united in a sense.
we share the joy&laughter&we got into trouble together too.
got scolded and stuff
hahah
we gonna have the performance at the dbs auditorium on the 14th&15th of august.
the price of the ticket is 12 bucks
if you want get it form me:D
(i m advertising my OWN musical.hahaha)
oh&i should thank 1c for supporting me yeahh.
thats how they thank me for taking care of them during the 3days orientation camp?
hahaha
sounds funny eh.
any oh how.
musical starts with us(:
&this is something that i wont regret joining at all.
its not a waste of time either
not having musical this week.
we are all having a break.its weird not going for training this week.it seems weird but training gonna start next week as per normal.
so we cant wait at all.
hahaha.
Ian lucks for your job interview tomorrow.
good luck dont screw it up okayyyy!
clumpsy ass.
hahaha(:
be really honoured cause i wrote your name in my blog(:
&i swear life is getting better and better day by day
&imma happy kid NOW:D
pretty unusual i guess.
life was ironic for me in the beginning but things starts to change.
& I m glad it did.
if it didnt thats it.life's gonna be fucking boring for me&i m gonna hate it like nobody business.
gonna blog again soon when i m free or got the mood too:D

2008-04-10T07:01:00.001-07:00

FUCK PERFORMANCE TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
GOD DAMN IT!
thats how nervous i am.

2008-04-07T04:32:00.000-07:00

Today was effing hectic.
i thought i lost my key as i could not find it.
i was panicking like crazy when i knew my key was lost
i had to face the music so i called my mum and told her that i lost the key.
But who knows that te key was in my mum's car.
kinda lucky la.
i will make sure i check my surrounding before i leave that particular place.
i Have finally learn my lesson(:
thank god!
anyways,wasnt really in the mood when i was in school.I didnt feel like studying but i force myself to cause i knoe my MYE are just around the corner and i gotta buck up.
like really really hard?
i have like 2more weeks and i gotta revise my amaths and emaths okay or rather i gotta pratice alot!
I GOTTA PASS MY AMATHS!!!!
if not i m gonna dropD:
i have no choice but i need to drop.we are ADVICE to drop out of amaths if we cant pass it.damn it.
had makeup session today.i went for a lil while only.
i dont really need that much of make up.
hahahaha!
after class(social studies)
Went to westmall with my twin(:
i had my lunch whereas my twin just stare at me while i was eating.
hahaha
bought earrings again(:
i can have a collection.i swear.
i bought a bikini earrrings.my twin bought black whereas i bought white(:
cool eh?
she got the same rose earring as i do.
twins are just twins.
ahahaahahaha.
&i swear whatever i m typing now are just random
now yimling is my twin(:
wqe look alike but just the height difference.
i m taller than yimling(:
grow okayyy!
must be as tall as me allrightt twin(;
hahaha.
haing musical training tomorrow&i m gonna sleep early
ciaosY

2008-04-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

(that pretty daisy that i took.i took it by MYSELF)

You gotta take it slow when you are in a relationship you cant force things.

& guys are shy now whereas girls are daring now.

(quite true)

if i m ever going to a relationship again,i will seriously take it real slow.

cause i think there is no hurry to you know rush through a relationship that doesnt last at all(: i finally know how to think(:
hahahaha.

anyway went out with my mum&my sis yesturday.we went to raffles city.

cause my sis wanna buy birthday present for her friend.

had dinner at season reason.some cafe.

brought my camera&i took some pictures.

I bring my camera where ever i go.

its like my second cant leave without thing.

haha

it might seem crazy but its true.

bought a top form topshop yesturday.

A turquoise colour top

it was quite cheap 24bucks after discount.

After that we went to cold rock.holland V for dessert.

i had bubblegum,nerds&gummy bear

whereas my sister had honeycomb,freddo frog&voilet crumble.

the queue was effing long&we waited for bout 15mins for our turn to come.

the business was effing good even after 10.

slept at 1 something last night as i couldnt sleep.

woke up at 1 today.

hahaha

i got my 13 hours of sleep:D

if my sister did not wake me up i think i will be still sleeping cause i m too tired to even bother to wake up to have breakfast or maybe even lunch.

2008-04-05T00:33:00.000-07:00

After school went to the computer lab to find ms soh as she just finished her class with 1D.

Yesturday was her last day in school.

i will miss her dearly):

we lost a good friend&a great teacher):

bought her a precious moment cup&a big big precious moment card(:

as precious moment is her favourite(:

shed a lil tear when she go cause she is like the closest teacher that emmeline,king yiu&I had.

we will obviously miss her!

oh and yesturday was fieza's birthdayyyy!

we plan a lil surprise for her&i think she was touched(:

hahaha!

&tzaakir threw ice on us sort of like shoot ice la

&the big card kenna.

haha

luckily it dry fast and no water mark.

after school stayed in school waited for michelle cause she had dance.

did nothing in school but just stone.

emmeline's wallet got stolen

another case.

like wtf?!

first was ness's wallet got stolen,Next was emmeline's.Than whats next huh?

saw _____played soccer(: apparently i was there watching him play soccer.it was funny seeing how arian run.i swear its damn gay like.

hahaha.

Was suppose to go out today with yimling but she couldnt make it again.

so i just stayed at home and stone.

Its pathetic okay staying at home on a saturday doing nothing,

my saturday's was suppose to be full of activities but not staying at home

&rot til i die!

cause its the only day i can really chill and hang out with my bestest friends:D

hahahahaha!

FRIDAY IS THE PERFORMANCE!panickinggggggggggggggg!

2008-04-02T05:07:00.000-07:00

i m beat from all the dancing today.i m seriously tired):
&i still gotta study for my common test tomorrow.
like wtf?!
i cant take it anymore):
i cant handle that kind of stress.its killing me.
i m so tired now that i can seriously just drop dead any moment.
really.
got two mosquito bite.cause my class is at the bottom where there is drain&where mosquitos can breed?one on my hand and one on my leg.
haha
&for maths lesson now i will be seperated from that biased miss lim lesson
its a good thing for emmeline,michael&I
cause the current teacher that is teaching us is really detail and explain everything to you if you do not know.
&he teached us this really cool "trick"if you want to solve simultanious equation using calculator.
its damn cool.i swear.
hahaha.
no need to work out the answer and you got your answer.
the calculator help you to calculate:D
haha
its a pretty cheating method la
but who cares huh?
you get the answer just by pressing the numbers(:
ms soh is gonna leave the school soon&i m gonna miss her.she is a excellent teacher that understand us alot.where can you find that kind of teacher huh?like no where&my form teacher now is effing biased/screw up she is also my maths teacher.how unlucky huh?
haha
&today's rehearsal was good:D
we did our best&the whole thing was done properly
proud of it(:
but i m like damn tired nowD:
&i still gotta study for my test tomorrow
arghhhhhhhhhhhh!

2008-04-01T03:59:00.000-07:00

I have became an avid blogger.i swear.
i have been blogging for the past 2years&blogging have became my everyday thingy&it has also became the "person" i could really talk to.
I shared my happy moment&the sad times i had in here:D
I vent my anger here too.hahaha.apparently almost all the time i m angry due to the teachers in school&the "stack" of stress i have.
i swear i hate teachers.teachers are like a bunch of crap.
okay maybe some teachers to be fair.
april 11 show is nearing and i m effing nervous.
i think i did not do my best today.i think i screwed it up.
now in my mind i only have musical&____
nothing else can get into my god damn brain except that 2.haha
i wont be paying attention in class from now til aprill 11 as i will be panicking for the april 11 show&if i panick,nothing get into my head
.its like a week time only.
how fast?!
staying back everyday next week to get everything iron out.
Having common test tomorrow&i m gonna flunk that two paper.
chemistry&physics.
okay maybe not 2 but 1.physics.
chemistry is kinda like common sense whereas physics is more on maths type.
&my maths is not that good.
my maths is like fuck?!it effing screw up la.
Oh and today is april fool's day.
i got fooled by alot of people.i m damn naive okay.

2008-03-29T20:21:00.001-07:00

If you like someone,it doesnt mean you gotta go into a relationship with another party.
you gotta know the person really well&know theirs good&bad points.
thus you will last long once you're get together.
hahaha
(i seem to know alot eh?it seem funny to me to type the things above)
anyway was suppose to go out with friends yesturday but some could not make it&besides i was down with a flu too.i was sneezing non stop in the morning.cant help it la.
went out with my parents in the evening,
went to central for dinner&went to robertson walk for dessert.
had dessert at the chocolate bar.
i swear their dessert is rich.
oh&they have this dessert call new world.
its ice-cream in the inside&chocolate on the outside.you gotta pour this really hot chocolate fluid on it&you will see the chocolate "casing"melt&you can finally see the ice-cream.haha
and they have this really cool place where they put the chocolate in a really cold place and you can actually walk in to choose your very own chocolate.
the cafe was quite unique but expensive.
the desserts are really rich.
after dessert we thought of watching movie but no tickets left so we went home instead(:
i went home,msg_____non stop til i fall asleep.
hahaha:D

2008-03-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

went to bugis after school to look for clothes(same old thing)
bought a i love ny tee&a long sleeve blouse.thought of buying dress too but nothing caught my eye.
going down to town again tomorrow to get the needed stuff:D
i seriously melt like ice-cream when______ (figure out that person,i guess you people will never know.hahah)msg saying
okay lah anything for you haha.
that was like ohmygod okayyy!
i still think that ALL guys are screw up.
but
imma happy happy kid now:D
had my re-test the other day and i can gurantee i will get full marks:D
cause i study really really hard before the test and i did not really sleep.
i slept at 4am?
i only had 2hours of sleep.
i study that hard cause i wanna pass and i dont wanna fail.
my CA marks was horrible.
anyway change my tagboard to guestbook as my current cbox was screwed,i went to delete all the msg.by accident not on purpose at all.
thinking bout_______makes me happy la:D
i can finally master back flip on my own without people's help
rain real badly during the late afternoon.
i thought of going for a swim alone again but it was raining heavily.it was freaking sunny in the afternoon around 2something and i thought it was a good day to have a swim and i can still suntan you know but when i reached home,
bloody hell it rain damn bloody heavily that my converse school shoe was wet while walking home.
damn it!
irritating weather.
ruined my "good"plan.
after i reach home,i shower&had a long long nap til 9pm as it was a really nice weather to sleep although it ruined my plan la.
i m like some how energetic and still feeling tired.
Although i had a long nap.
i can still remember that on thursday,i cant even open my eyes la as i only had 2hours of sleep and i was cranky):
if i dont have enough sleep i can get a lil cranky at times):
(but my cranky mood was for awhile)
its just me.
i cant help it as i need a whole of 13 hours sleep.
8hours are good too(:
so long as i gotta sleep more and not just for 2 hours.

2008-03-26T03:15:00.000-07:00

TOTAL RETARDNESS IN CLASS

went home straight after musical yesturday
after that i went to get ready and i headed to town with yimling
reached home bout 12 something yesturday and it was effing late
as it was a school night if its not a school night i wont mine hanging out even later than 12.
hahaha
didnt camwhore alot as i did not bring my camera a long.but took some really nice pictures with yimling(:
we look alike.hahahaha!i swear especially one of the neos:D
it was like ohmygod when i see it.
one tall&one short:D hahaha
eh yimling faster grow taller okayyy;D
even fieza said that we look alike especially our side:D
bought quite afew things yesturday.
we bought our scarf.same pattern.
thought of buying another cardigan from cotton on but yimling doesnt have enough keching so maybe next time.
we shall buy that long long cadigan together alright:D
hangout at coffeebean paragon for a lil while&we talk hell lots&make a hell out of noise there.all thanks to yimling.hahahaha.
today common test was like fuck!
i totally screw emaths big time today.i left alot of question blank.like 4 questions?&thats counted alot ready.
having re-test tomorrow.
mugging super hard today.
if possible,i wont be even sleeping.
musical end early today.
the dancing and all was alright.i shall praise myself and i think i did well.
cause i got my mood&passion back to dance:D
everybody have been working their ass off for this musical
SO AM I!
hahahaha!
&we have been having training 2 times a week.
so i guess the hard work have finally paid off.
the people there are nice too:D
all my good friends are there too so doing a play with them is fun:D
G(dr fang) said that he will give us one month off after the april show.
but we dont want cause we are afraid that everything will turn rusty after a month.
like forget the steps,the lines&all.
laugh alot with angelo&ness.
the way angelo sings with you was effing funny.
it was damn loser.
hahaha.
i m enjoying every single training now:D like duh?!
hahaha
I WANNA GET A PROFESSIONAL CAMERA!my current camera cant take any nice photographs.damn!the graphics&all is crap.
cant show off my talent.
hahaha
*wink*
i m taking photography as a hobby now.
i finally know what the fuck my hobby is.
slow huh?
haha
yimling&I are in love with photography now.
hahahha:D

2008-03-24T07:08:00.000-07:00

Rushed right down to far east after my social studies class.
ness lost her wallet.
bet some loser stole it.what so good bout her wallet that "you"gotta take huh?not as if your mama have no money to give you for pocket money.
yimling&ness&I were walking really fast down to the bus stop.
went to far east to get my black skinny.thought of buying top too
oh yarh yimling&I had our eyes on one vintage camera in far east and we going to buy that down once they have stock.
polariod:D
but i gotta start saving money now.sadly i cant save moeny i will spend it like waterfall.
95 bucks-bout afew 100?
photography have become yimling&mine hobby:D
i m like having cold war with my dad now&i m using my own weekly allowance to buy.its pathetic okayyyy!maybe tomorrow i will be a lil thickskin and get back my 39.90 from my dad.
no choice cause i cant leave with 10 dollars for one whole week!
havin musical tomorrow and everyone seems really looking forward.
even i m looking forward for tomorrow.hahahaha.thats like the first time i m looking forward for that training.although i will feel tired and all i just gotta persevere and finish the whole show:D
since i m half way through that damn thing.hahah!
damn!having two periods of maths tomorrow.i swear i m gonna day dream.
hope its gonna rain tomorrow.early in the morning
*finger cross*
so that i can sleep during the two periods of maths class:D

2008-03-22T20:15:00.000-07:00

didnt expect to see reon on the magazine
(charmaine thinks its him,&i think its him too)
I M LIKE EFFING BUSY NOW
god damn it.i cannot commit myself with other stuff now except musical,school work&more musical.
texted ian til 3 plus last night&i fell asleep.
ian if you gonna read my blog yarh
so what if you have your own laptop,own room&now you got your own tv.hahaha.you will soon be a couch potato if this goes on la.
&who on earth play poker by himself?hahaha
&i think that german guy comment was damn random i swear.its weird okay.
that shows that i m really very tired.
doing project later.
i m doing project for the sake of doing for the sake of my geography marks.
if its not because of the 20marks,i dont even bother doing it.

2008-03-22T06:52:00.000-07:00

2008-03-22T05:13:00.000-07:00

I slept the whole day today&I m like officially in a daze right now.
i dunno what the fuck i m talking bout now.
i still feel sleepy(as usual)
ian spammed my whole friendster profile that my profile is full of his comments.
oh my god its still saturday like what the hell?!

2008-03-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

PM 10:52) wtf?!:
forgot the bet?
(PM 10:52) RENAReminiscence:
remember we bet 5bucks?
(PM 10:53) wtf?!:
tot is 2 on badmiton/
(PM 10:53) RENAReminiscence:
really meh?
(PM 10:53) wtf?!:
yesyes
(PM 10:54) RENAReminiscence:
you sure?
(PM 10:54) wtf?!:
YES
(PM 10:55) RENAReminiscence:
okay la.2 on badminton.haha
(PM 10:55) wtf?!:
YES
(PM 10:55) wtf?!:
anyway how was skul this week
(PM 10:55) wtf?!:
bet as boring as usual huh
(PM 10:55) RENAReminiscence:
this week of school was quite tiring
(PM 10:55) RENAReminiscence:
next week will be worst
(PM 10:55) wtf?!:
worst why?
(PM 10:55) RENAReminiscence:
having musical training 2 times a day
(PM 10:56) wtf?!:
oh
(PM 10:56) wtf?!:
what?
(PM 10:56) wtf?!:
twice a day?
(PM 10:56) wtf?!:
huh
(PM 10:56) wtf?!:
aftr skul and before skul?
(PM 10:57) RENAReminiscence:
not twice a day2 times of training a week
(PM 10:57) RENAReminiscence:
haha
(PM 10:57) wtf?!:
oh
(PM 10:57) wtf?!:
and u still got ur badmiton cca rite
(PM 10:57) wtf?!:
STRESSED
(PM 10:58) RENAReminiscence:
i m not attending my cca at this moment
(PM 10:58) wtf?!:
oh
(PM 10:58) wtf?!:
but ifnot 75% no cca point leh
(PM 10:59) RENAReminiscence:
i knwo but i m excuse cause of musical
(PM 10:59) wtf?!:
oh
(PM 10:59) wtf?!:
wha got such thing ah
(PM 10:59) RENAReminiscence:
yarh
(PM 10:59) wtf?!:
excuse fromsmt cause of another cca
(PM 10:59) wtf?!:
unfair if my skul was like tat
(PM 10:59) RENAReminiscence:
yarh obviously
(PM 10:59) RENAReminiscence:
hahaha
(PM 10:59) wtf?!:
and ur such a ladies gal la
(PM 11:00) wtf?!:
SO MANY GALS WROTE U COMMENTS
(PM 11:00) RENAReminiscence:
no not at all
(PM 11:00) RENAReminiscence:
its because i m sociable okay
(PM 11:01) wtf?!:
wha
(PM 11:01) wtf?!:
nvm
(PM 11:01) wtf?!:
STILL LADIES' GAL
(PM 11:01) RENAReminiscence:
where got such thing?haha
(PM 11:02) wtf?!:
got la in ur case
(PM 11:02) RENAReminiscence:
where got?haha
(PM 11:03) wtf?!:
and look at the amount of ur comments compared to my
(PM 11:03) wtf?!:
URS GOT MORE
(PM 11:04) RENAReminiscence:
cause people write comment for me.haha
(PM 11:04) wtf?!:
ya see!
(PM 11:05) RENAReminiscence:
you cannot help it if people write alot of comments for you what
(PM 11:05)
wtf?! is now Offline
(PM 11:05) RENAReminiscence:
your comments are all from girls okay
(PM 11:05) RENAReminiscence:
wanna compare?haha
(PM 11:07)
wtf?! has signed-in (Busy)
(PM 11:07) wtf?!:
NO
(PM 11:07) wtf?!:
WHERE GOT ALL
(PM 11:08) RENAReminiscence:
your comments are all filled with girls lor
(PM 11:09) wtf?!:
ok fine the last 7 pages or so r filled with gals
(PM 11:09) wtf?!:
but b4 tat got guys ok
(PM 11:10) RENAReminiscence:
7pages?!like omg okayyy!
(PM 11:10) wtf?!:
erm 1 page has 11 comments
(PM 11:10) wtf?!:
so 7 pages is 77 comments
(PM 11:10) wtf?!:
eh
(PM 11:10) RENAReminiscence:
see
(PM 11:11) wtf?!:
ur comments got 1 k plus leh
(PM 11:11) wtf?!:
SO MUCH MORE LOH
(PM 11:11) RENAReminiscence:
than ask people to write you more comments than see whether you can own me
(PM 11:12) wtf?!:
lol
(PM 11:12) wtf?!:
asking peoplefor comments is so boring
(PM 11:12) wtf?!:
they most likely ask u do smt for them instead
(PM 11:12) RENAReminiscence:
no
(PM 11:13) wtf?!:
yes
(PM 11:13) RENAReminiscence:
no
(PM 11:14) wtf?!:
haix u always say the opposite of wat i say
(PM 11:14) RENAReminiscence:
no not really
(PM 11:14) RENAReminiscence:
haha
(PM 11:14) RENAReminiscence:
only sometime
(PM 11:14) wtf?!:
yes its real
(PM 11:14) wtf?!:
ah when i call u ladies gal confirm
(PM 11:15) RENAReminiscence:
there is no such thing as ladies girl lorbut you invented it
(PM 11:15) RENAReminiscence:
hahaha!
(PM 11:16) wtf?!:
ya for u only
(PM 11:16) wtf?!:
so nice right
(PM 11:16) RENAReminiscence:
fine layoure nice okaythankyouhaha
(PM 11:16) wtf?!:
yes see
(PM 11:16) wtf?!:
so ladies gal
(PM 11:16) wtf?!:
i shall call u this fromnow on
(PM 11:17) wtf?!:
sounds gd loh
(PM 11:17) RENAReminiscence:
it sound so stupid okay
(PM 11:17) wtf?!:
no its not

my stupid conversatin with ian bout there is no such thing as ladies girl
hahaha.
but he insist that there is and he think it sound good?its funny la.
went to sentosa today with yimling&michelle although its the 3 of us only,we had fun.we suntan and i kinda have a lil sun burn now cause i did not apply sun block and the sun was directly shining on our faces.thats why.but michelle applied sun block cause she did not want to get tan.Yim ling and i were doing what we love most at sentosa looking at "people" hahahaha.
we had really dirty talk just now&yim ling was the one who started it.it was really funny.When she said something stupid.
we camwhored hell lots too.
musical freak me out badly now.i swear
having training next week&the following week
2 times a week.
after school til 6pm.
like what the fuck?!
i m will be damn tired.
i will drop dead when i get home i guess.
next week will be a busy week i swear.
loads of things happening next week.
damn!

2008-03-19T04:30:00.000-07:00

its a cold day today&just nice i fell sick.
how nice huh?
bet its the lack of sleep.i have been staying up late as in real late to complete my homework/projects.
i m like still sleepy now):
(although i took my nap)
gosh,my whole body is aching.
due to 2.4&the musical training.
today's common test was bloody difficult.social studies.
i think i m gonna fail.
i did not put in effort on that paper.
After finishing the paper,i fell asleep on my table that show that i m really tired.
how am i gonna ace my stuff if i continue like that huh?being all occupied and juggling with musical&school work?my things are chaotic now.i cant handle everything now.i cant even handle the stress.
i must seriously make time for my studies now.i gotta ace mid-term no matter what.even if it takes up my sleeping time.
meeting charmaine tomorrow,
she is gonna fetch me from my school:D
how sweet la:D
there is such thing as green roses&i find green roses are damn ugly.i swear.it doesnt even look classy at all.it look damn bloody gayyyyy.
champange rose look freaking classy&elegent.
i prefer champange rose than other colour roses.
sunflowers are nice too
it brighten your day
emmeline likes lily.
hahahaha
its funny cause lily is for dead people&she like dead people flowers.
was paraniod by one idiot on monday.
i swear that moron was fucking irritating.
msging me asking me where am i,whether i like anyone&blah blah blah
you're not even my somebody what for you ask so much huh?
loser!
i screwed him so badly that i told him i have no time to entertain you!
i know thats really evil but i got no choice or else he will pester me like hell & i dont like people pestering me.
i m effing sick now)):

2008-03-18T06:51:00.000-07:00

Its a rather tiring day today
had musical training today ended at bout 7pm
thats like the longest training ever!
performed for the vice principal&principal
its more like a run through than a actual one
to be honest, it was rather fun having rehersal and all
but we were rather nervous.
(i think)
but at least we did not screw the whole thing
pretty lazy to blog further.

2008-03-17T04:17:00.000-07:00

First day of school was crap.
i was almost late for school.i woke up late like bout 625?
(that kinda start the first day of school for me)
i think school is lousy.i mean school is always boring why cant school be fun&interesting huh?
going back to school was ohmygod!seeing the people you dont wanna see was fuck(i m sorry but i gotta use this)
first period was geography but mdm yap didnt collect the project&we did the project for like NOTHING?waste my effort apparently.haha
second period was pe.we gotta run 2.4 and i took god damn long as i was tired&did not have any mood to even run 2.4
and emmeline,michelle,king yiu&I took 15mins to run back to school.
haha.
we run,walk,run,walk,run,walk to school thus we tok 15mins:D
mother tongue class was gross
cause michael said loads of x-rated stuff more like gross stuff.hahaha!
x-rated stuff was still alright as we got quite used to it already.
but it was gross when michael started talking bout how cool if he can "feel" real heart as in beating heart&he continued with digging out the eye ball and blah blah blah.
having two periods of maths tomorrow.early in the morning.emaths i think or mayb amaths.not sure though.
oh&i had fun gossiping during social studies class with the three.we enjoyed doing that everytime
having musical tomorrow:D
yessssssssssssssssss!
cant wait.
i think i still remember the steps&the finale part.hope so(:
fun,fun,fun tomorrow after school
woohoo!

2008-03-16T05:55:00.000-07:00

this pictures says it all.

woke up at 9am today but i slept at 3 yesturday just to get my geography done.

Met michelle at jec at 11.But i was 40mins late.sorry.

had our lunch first while waiting for michael to arrive.
We headed to the library first.
we did the geography project on the spot&we manage to make it done on time.
took neos with them too:D
it was a funny one
hahaha!
school starting tomorrow.
like ohmygod!
hell is starting soon!
not looking forward to see the teachers tomorrow!
geography first period):

2008-03-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

went for a haircut in the morning.
After the hair cut went to meet yimling,michelle&all at plaza sing to catch them perform.
went there to support them basically.
my dad kenna rob last night at clark quay carpark cause he slept in the car without locking the door like what the fuck?!
who the fuck wanna rob my dad as if he is so wealthy that you fucking robbers/paikia wanna attack rightt?!
i think you people got nothing better else to do but just rob people.
suckers!
you people are just mother of all fuck up!
they took my dad money,his keys(why the fuck will my dad give them they key?),his phone&i bet his credit cards too.they seriously pissed me off greatly.
HOPE YOU ROBBER/PAIKIA WILL KENNA KNOCK DOWN BY A CAR OR GET CHOKE ON YOUR FOOD OR KENNA LIGHTNING STRIKE!my ah gong above will protect my dad&make you asshole(s) get your retribution.hahahaha!i swear your will get it big time(although i cant guarantee.hahaaha)
my sister won tickets to colbie calliat performance at timbre the are house
&she is not gonna bring me to watch the performance but she is gonna bring her friend.
like what the fuck!
she rather bring her friend than her own sister.
what kind of sister i have man.
hahaha.
but anyway,i got my own programme tomorrow.
doing my geog project.arghhhhhhhhhhh!
thinking bout school kills man.
hells starting soon!
anway,watched step up 2 just now&i still think step up is way better than step up 2 the streets
cause there are more drama in step up than step up 2 the streets.
the movie was funny especially when andy's crew wanna compete with 410.
&the dj said"your mama thought you that?"
izzuan&I was laughing like hell cause normally in school we play yo mama jokes(once in awhile la)&we will go yo mama so fat blah blah blah.hahaha.
shall stop here than
ciao people(:

2008-03-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

I guess i should start of the post with something stupid/my autobiography.
hahahahahaa:D
Name:Seng zi hui,Rena(:
成姿慧。
Birthday:19th july 1993/Cancer
-I have loads of childhood friends(:
-I have a annoying younger sister which is 12 this year
-my part time job at home is doing house work.hahaha.part time maid la
AT HOME ONLY!
-i have care free parents not very strict.Pretty open minded(?)
-I have a clique which we always hang out together.
♥Ness
♥YimLing
♥Michelle
♥Emmeline
♥KingYiu
5 beautiful ladiessssssssssssssssssssss;D
in my life(:
-I love having fun.always getting into trouble with my friends.
-I cannot leave without my handphone,the damn computer&my wallet
-I m in a class(3A) with loads of weird peoples.they are effiging random&my class have loads of foreign students&there are nerds in my class too.hahaha.I m always day dreaming in class&i m seated right back of the class.so i normally msg ,talk alot&eating at the back of the class(: hahaha.
&my classroom is right down in the basement.like what the fuck.so if there is a change in class we kinda take a long time to go to the respective classrooms(:
&i think guys are fucked up now.i swear!guys are effing screwed up now.they are just a bunch of losers!we dont need a man!hahahaha.I know the 3 of us are having the bestest time in our life without a guy cause guys are screwed now.except for yimling&Ness cause they are attached.
thats a lil something something for starters(:
there is starters eh?hahahahaha.
Was suppose to go for x ray today on my right leg(which i broke 2 years back) as i was complaining how pain it was for the past few week.But when we reached there,my dad&I waited for 2 hours&they have not called my name yet.My dad was so damn bloody mad that he went to the counter and threw the waiting number to the person that was serving him.it was funny when my dad did that.he was like damn bloody sarcastic to the lady whom was serving him.so i went to nuh for nothing today.damn nuh.it wasted my day just like that?nuh is screwed la.as simple as that.
went to paragon to have lunch.we ate lawry's the prime ribs.
After that my dad was nice to get me this 19.90 notebook from tango mango.it has classy flower print on it&it lok really elegant,it has a vintage feel to it.just as i like it(:
hahahaha.
gonna use that dairy wisely gonna record my expenses&my busy schedule in it(:
Going to support izzuan tomorrow at plaza sing at 1230pm(:
But before that i m gonnna get my hair cut.

2008-03-13T02:46:00.000-07:00

Had musical for the pass 2 days&it was great we are pratically ready for our april show:D
yeahhhh babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy(: !
performing for the minister on the 11thApril.
it was tiring rehersing&dancing&what have you but we had fun.we kinda bonded together.we are like one big family now.
ness is the SM(stage manager)
mamason:D
hahahahahahahha.
looking forward to the camp during june(:
dr fang promise us that he will be bringing his disco balls,his fog machine(i always play with his fog machine when you bring the thing over to my school.hahahaha)&all
&he allow us to party the night away&he said if we want to drink he is fine with it so long as we dont get caught by the teachers.He said that he will make the camp interesting especially during the evening.I m so damn bloody looking forward to that camp(:
school gonna re open soon.like finally?i m dying at home or rather i m too busy to have my own break as i m busy with my musical.i gotta remember that i gotta go to charmaine's musical next thursday.i almost forgot that it was next thursday.thank god cheri reminded me.hahhahaha.if not i really do not know its next thursday.
going to support izzuan this saturday at plaza sing.
he will be performing at plaza sing for some west zone competition i think.He will be performing at 1230 i think
eh izzuan dont embarrass yourselve on stage okay?hahahaha!
everybody will be there i guess but not michael as he will be attending his cousin's wedding.so much for the good friend thing.hahhaahaha.
opps:/
ciaos people:D

2008-03-11T03:01:00.000-07:00

I HATE MY HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i m dying at home!
at least i wont be that bored tomorrow cause i got musical(:
but 8hours of intensive training is crazy
yesturday michael,yim ling&michelle came to my house.
we watched a thai horror movie.m18 movie.it was not scary at all.we watch disc one only as we find it lame not lame la but boring not thrilling enough.
after the movie,yimling,michael&I cabbed to lot1 for our lunch whereas michelle followed her mum to get her hair cut.we went to macs for lunch and we saw some regent guys using free electricity.they were at macs charging their psp.how smart yarh?hahaha
afetr our lunch we bumped into alot of people.
we bumped into amira&shenaz.amira was wearing the same dress as yim ling but diff colour.
we bumped into emmeline&marcus all
we bumped into danial chua&friend
we bumped into many many many people yesturday
we went to the arcade to play.
more like seeing people play than we play.yim ling&I saw this guy dancing para para it was effing gay.yim ling and i were laughing our ass off when we saw him dancing.we took a video of him dancing too.
we went back to macs again just to talk& when we went back to macs,we saw the same few regent guys still charging their god damn psp.
not long after,we went back home.
yim ling&I went home whereas Michael went for his training at cck stadium.
he is in the national team.that was effing shocking.he earn like 100 bucks a month just by playing soccer like what the fuck.you earn money just buy playing soccer for 2hours.
michael better share his money once he get his first pay :)
i will thank you if you treat us to something good la michael.hahahaha(:

2008-03-07T05:26:00.000-08:00

i feel contented now(: i have no idea why but i just feel contented now.just like the picture above.

a picture speaks a thousand word

-single is awesome

(no worries at all)

-the holidays are here(:

(although i gotta go back to school for training.damn!)

-got what i finally wanted

-got the bestest friends on earth or rather the universe(:

hahaha!

thats pretty much important to me

cause i rather choose friends over family.

-got my fifth piercing above the second hole

-going to maroon5 concert(:

okay i have to admit the first part of the post sounds effing random.sound damn girlyyyyyyyyyyy too.eeewwwwwwww.

any oh how,my grandfather will be "shifting house"on sunday

gonna put his urn in another place.

a better environment&its time to change place too.

time flies&it have been 8 years(?) without his present?

i miss him)':

&the place aint cheap at all.

it cost like 30k just for that small place to put the urn.

pretty expensive la but worth it i guess.

so today was the last day of school(finally)

got to know afew of my marks only.

pass combine humans(social studies&history elective)

pass chinese.(thats a lucky one)

fail combine science(loads of careless mistake thats why)

was suppose to collect report card today but i could not attend as i was caught up with something else.so i guess my dad went to collect the report card and i think i did badly&&i think my rank gonna be real lousy&i know that i did not put in alot of effort during all my common test.full of regret now):

tskkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

gotta study harder for the next term i guess(:

no more fooling/getting into trouble but concentrate on my studies now.

right now(:
(after the school holidays i mean.hahahahahahahaha)

engaging tuition too(a must already)

MY PLANS FOR MARCH HOLIDAY

musical&more musicalsssssssssssssssssssssss

dont even bother to ask me out cause i would not be free during this whole of one week.gonna be a busy week):

&will be doing projects too!

&HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2008-03-05T04:43:00.000-08:00

what happen toay eh?kinda forgottten
pardon my forgetfulness.hahahaa
oh okay i remembered we continued watching the game plan just now&the show had not finish yet.we are still gonna watch it tomorrow.we picnic in the class while watching the movie.emmeline&I brought potato chip whereas king yiu brought sweet&michael brought nothing at all!hahahha.he had free food!FOC!
after school went to michelle house.michelle mum fetch us.
played with her beads at home.cause we were bored.that what you will normally do when you are bored.
it just like going back to the old times.
playing with beads and all.
it was fun doing it&thinking bout playing beads while you were in primary school&time really pass real qucikly in a blink of an eye.
i m already in secondary school getting into hell lots of trouble not being the lil nice girl i used to be when i was child/kid.hahahaha.
& i did a pair of ear rings(; i got patient not like yim ling.she did half way&gave up but i continued(:

2008-03-04T05:33:00.000-08:00

273 posttttttt:D
i m effing tired now): all thanks to the muscial today.i cant even walk properly now due to the stupid training today.watched soccer yesturday my school vs dunno what school could not be bothered la but our school won(:
talk-ed to Aidil alot yesturday&i realise he was not as naughty as i thought so we really cant judge the book by its cover(it seem profound yarh?hahaha)
won my bet today in the morning.i bet on Aidil.hahaha!cause we all know that he will be late.he is always late for school.i bet 10bucks with king yiu&kechingggggg!
10bucks come flying into my pockettttt early in the morning(:
exactly 3days til march holidays babyyyyyyy!but i still gotta go back school for training.
12thmarch-14march
gonna be very busy....
oh&screw the councillor exco.they are a bunch of fucking whore.
hello idiots,its like you people gonna step down soon why dont your just pass the fucking job to us huh???let us run the bloody meeting la.did not attend the stupid meeting cause no one inform us&i got the BIGGEST blow than the others.i mean she ONLY scold me.like whatthefuck?!its not my fault to not go to the meeting right!its just that nobody inform us.
knn!
after recess,emmeline&I walk pass the damn vice president class&she shouted unresponsible at that point of time i was fucking angry i almost throw my badge&tie infront of her god damn face.i swear.i will do it tomorrow if she scold me for no reason again.(but gotta think twice whether is it worth it to throw my badge&tie infront of that kind of person since they gonna step down fucking soon like april&new excos are gonna take over during april.yesssss!finally!we the seniors gonna take over no more those fucking whore using their position and push us down)
FUCK OFF.GOOD FOR NOTHINGBUNCH OF LOSERS!GO HOME LA.
watched the game plan during english lesson.its a nice show&peyton is effing cute:D
she have those curly long hair which make her cute&adorable(:
decided&getting 3 more piercing tomorrow or maybe thursday if i m free(:
i seriously feel like slapping their faces now.tomorrow having metting.fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
gotta see their facce tomorrow.oh my god!

2008-03-01T01:17:00.000-08:00

shane ward song-no you hang up
is super addictiveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
&its catchy too
you hang up,no you hang up
haha.
watched the re-match yesturday
so it was like detention cum watch the lousy soccer match
the re-match suck big time
hongkah vs my school
3-1
bloodyhell.
ALL the drama idiots trying to fake injury&the referee was screwed up too.
after the game everyone was effing dissapointed cause our school lost to hongkah the drama idiots.
this year was leap year.how cool is it(:
just imagine you being a leap year baby&you are special than the others.
&you can only celebrate your birthday 4 years once although its pathetic but at least you are unique:)
promised charmaine to go to her school musical on the 20thmarch
so i will be there no matter what.promise is a promise(:
vocal training on monday for all musical people.
another fucking training to attend.
pretty lazy to go though but its a MUST
pretty happy that my detention is finally done&i wont be staying back on friday anymore
i guess everything is finally back on track&i m glad that everything is over
no more rainy days but sunny day are coming up(:
i m not interested to know who the fuck got us into trouble anymore.even if i know who the person is now,isnt it too late?i mean all the punishment have already been executed what for brood over the matter.i rather let the thing rest and not gonna bother bout it anymore&just carry on or move on(:
although i might get fucking pissed off if i know who the fuck the person is i will just try to control my temper.thats the simplest thing i can do.i mean what for waste your energy all that kind of person
haha!

2008-02-26T01:18:00.001-08:00

changed my blogskin.my current blogskin is kinda dull):
skipped musical as i was not really in the mood to go.
was suppose to get my ear pierced today.the third hole but did not as i was not in the mood to do that too.
went for a swim just now me myself&I
pathtetic la
hahahaha(:
i was bored thus i went for a swim.
maths was effing boring did Amaths today.Amaths was pretty much boring today especially on the topic indices.
i was dreaming for the whole 2 periods.
history was boring too.i slept for 12minutes.hahahhaa
my teacher was talking bout russia&communist
i even know how long i slept just now.funny ehhhh?
chemistry&physics common test tomorrow
fcuk!
three papers on one day.
&plus a social studies paper tomorrow!
we are not superkids la.how to remember so many facts in a day
hope tomorrow social studies paper will be source base question.i cant do open ended social studies question.i cant get myself to remember the fact.i have difficulty memorizing stuff now):
maybe because there are loads of things in mind thats why i have problem memorizing my work!
gosh gonna burn mid night oil again today)):
watching soccer match tomorrow
my school vs jurong view
hope that the referee tomorrow wont be as screw as the one yesturday
2 more week til school holiday:D
training during school holiday
not looking forward to the training during holiday.

2008-02-25T05:17:00.000-08:00

today was pretty much screw i guess but my starbucks&subway lunch made my day:D
Yimling&Ness went out of school to buy it for me when i was serving detention
hahahaa
thanks alottttttttttt.
the detention thing was damn bloody screwed i swear.i was just late for lesson for like 10mins&my teacher issued king yiu,emmeline,michelle&I summon form&half&hour detention.
she was effing biased as michael&izzuan was 10mins late too but she let them off.
whatthefcuk is that mannnnn
but setention was not like detention i was talking&playing during detetion.
at least i got company:D
alan,michelle,emmeline,king yiu&thanaket
we were talking alot too
had re-test on geography during recess time.
i copied the notes(: so i guess i wont fail this re-test paper(:
*hope so*
so after detention watched the soccer match.
hong kah vs my school
honestly,hong kah was good they played well.my school played well to i guess.
they are having a re-match due to the rain.
thank god or else hong kah will win the match.
2-nil.
they are gonna play next week i guess.
the referee was damn bloody biase just like my teacher.he gave hong kah load of free kick almost every 5mins like that?
mr raj was so annoyed that he quarrelled with the referee.it was funny seeing them quarrel.
hahaha
whereas us the spectator was cursing&swearing at the referee cause we think it was not fair at all.
always giving hongkah free kick
maybe the coach from hong kah paid the referee?
hmmmmmm.....
hahahahahha!
shall stop here i guess nothing much to blog
pretty tired too i had a long day in school too
tomorrow having musical)):
arghhhhhhhhhh.........

2008-02-23T21:28:00.000-08:00

"love all endlessly! mwahsss"
this sentence sound bimbo&sluttish eh?adapted from ARINA'S blog:D
do go there&see her bimbo blog(:
went out the whole day yesturday
the whole gang came to my house for a swim for bout 2 hours&i did not swim but i was thrown in by them
&after that i went up to get changed whereas the rest went to the washroom downstairs&change.
i took bloody long time to get change like bout 40plus minutes
hahaha
we went down to cine to catch a movie.
fool's gold
at first i thought it was some stupid show but i was wrong
it was a nice show.pretty funny too.good choice(: but abit stupid la
but i still think ps i love you is better(:
fool's gold is kinda like a treasure hunt cum love story
its some what like that la.
the ticket is like bloody expensive.10bucks
watching movie this week again.
it seems like a movie marathon.hahaha
bought a cardigan with yimling.
25bucks
expensive!
everything to me is like expensive now
&i was low in cash last night):
i did not bring enough money.
i m pratically low in cash this week.i have been spending money like nobody business this week
or shall i say i have been spending money like running water?
i have not even save a single cent this week
went to heeren to take neos yesturday.heeren was pretty much happening yesturday loads of handsome guys;D
hahahahahhahahahah!
(yimling like that alot.she love to walk in to num to check the guys out.it was really hilarious)
went home bout 9plus
took mrt back
50mins
reach home bout 11 sharp
thats bout my day.pretty boring i guess.
going out everyday&getting home late.
i forgot to bring home my geog book.having re-test on monday.
FUCK!i swear i m gonna fail again.
zouk party next week;D

2008-02-22T05:51:00.000-08:00

shall blog bout yesturday after party at the padang
hahaha:D
it was crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
we reach the padang at bout 6plus as we were at millenium walk having starbucks.
while we were walking to the padang,one guy from 91.3fm came&interview us
we were on air obviously:D
but not us literally but izzuan.hahaha.we kinda push everything to him(:
&we still owe him 5 bucks cause we dare him to talk on air
so singapore will be holding the youth olympic games in 2010
so after the results&all we dance the night away
i swear we really did.we did not even care even we were wearing school uniform.we just dance like nobody business.we were shouting,singing,dancing,fooling around.
hahaha
some guys came &kinda dance with us&it was fun
hahaha
but michelle did not really dance cause she was not high at all
emmeline,yimlimg&I were freaking high.
we were dancing like crazy
especially when sexyback was on:D
(that was like my theme song ever since last year)
so we dance like mad.especially emmeline&me
we dance&dance&dance for 2 hours straight
we dance til9 cause yesturday was like a thursday&today we still ahve school
my leg was effing sore when we were walking to cityhall
we were effing tired when we were in the mrt
the sight of geog test freak us out as the whole lot of us burn mid night oil last night just to study for our geography test today
&i woke up so damn bloody late today.630am
i slept at 1 like that last night.i reach home bout 11.
i m like effing sleepy when i reached home last night&i still gotta study.
the study thing did not even work out&my mind was a total blackout when i had my test just now in the afternoon.i was dreaming(as usual)
i copied some from kingyiu.
hahahaa
i bet i m gonna fail AGAIN
i miss that grey adidas watch i mean i got this kinda"bond"with that watch when the watch was we me for the past one week.it has this real special thing about it la.
the watch is kinda special to me:D
but too bad it went back to its owner):

2008-02-20T02:50:00.000-08:00

today was fucked up i swear
my whole day was ruin.badly ruin by me myself&I
i seriously dont want that to happen.its like de javu
i swear it is!
i dont want what happen last year to happen again.i dont want to regret anymore&i dont want to be the one getting hurt anymore):
&i know what i have done just now was far too much not a little too much but it was hell lots.
&today common test was fucking screwed too
i left two questions BLANK
amaths paper just now
i screwed the aper real badly just now
friday having detention)):
stupid detention.waste my fucking time in school doing nothing but stone!
(i m officially cursing&swearing now until the end of the post)
i hate thursday i swear.i end school at 4 pm.fuck!
last lesson chemistry
fuck.fuck.fuck.
i feel like skipping chemistry lesson!!!!!
:)

2008-02-19T03:42:00.000-08:00

today training sucks big time
i did not even had the mood to even dance.i just sat down&look at my phone for 2hours
i was bloody moody but michael&akif cheered me up.they said all this racist joke that seriously make me laugh real badly.lessons was boring as usual talk alot during chinese lesson.maths period was boring.english was sleepy.history was free period.did nothing but did cross word puzzle.
&today was ness birthday we celebrated her birthday in the canteen.did not manage to sabo her.it was a pity la
yesturday watch ps i love you.it was a nice show(:
i did not attend social studies lesson.we rushed out of the school gate after assembly.we went to cine to catch the show.it was like a 2hour long movie.but a nice one(: very touching.
yimling&michelle&I was touch by the show.
just imagine that guy is yours&he plan everything for you before hand&ask you to follow whatever the leters tell you to do so?
its sweet la........
&i bought another little miss tee.bought the same as yimling.little miss sunshine(;
i got little miss naughty at home(:
thought of buying cardigan with yimling too but not enough cash so too bad.another time than.
SUNDAY went to collect angpows at my friends house.went to causeway first to find ness present but could not find the perfect one.so we went to take neos instead.it was nice la.the neos.hahaha.
camwhore with izzuan at causeway.he wore ben sherman with michael.they look effing smart with the long pants&all.hahahaha
we went to michael's house first.went there for like bout 2hours.played blackjack there too.i won bout like 4 plus at his house&after that we went to michelle's house did not stayed there for long&we could not play blackjack there cause her mum did not like it so they came over to my house&played blackjack it was fun la.hahahaha.nobody won.
after my house we went to vivo and walk&find ness present.went for dinner too.after dinner we went out of vivo to camwhore.we camwhore hell lots la.reach home pretty late like bout 10?

2008-02-15T21:53:00.000-08:00

my valentine day was alright except that i gotta stay up late&study for my geog common test
hahaha
recieve loads&loads of chocolates&i shared almost all of them with my friends
(i was nice to share my valentine present with my friends.hahaha)
&_______was very sweet he sent me home.my orange adidas watch is with that person now&that person grey shiny adidas watch is with me now!he look good with my orange adidas watch.hahaha.no kidding.his watch is pretty irritating la.every one hour will beep once&at 845am there will be an alarm.its kinda distracting la.hahahaa.
detention was fun yesturday.we made hell lots of noise in the school library&we treated it like our mother's place.it was fun having detention with the 11 of them.i still have 2 more weeks of detention): &i know it will pass real quickly&it better be.chermistry lesson was boring yesturday as usual la.mr han always talk bout not relevant stuff during chemistry.he talk bout facebook to us?!like what the fcuk!we are suppose to have chemistry&he is talking bout facebook.but in class no one listens to him except those who are sitting in front.my seat is like real behind so during chemistry i will be always sleeping during his lessons:D
maths lesson was boring too.i was stoning the whole time.more like dreaming than stoning.my a maths is crap now so does my emaths.its screwed ready la.no hope!
tomorrow going to michael's,emmeline,michelle,mine&more house to collect angpows(:
more fund raising!
gonna wear my purple dress tomorrow:D (finally).

2008-02-13T03:51:00.000-08:00

woke up freaking late yesturday
i woke up at 8am yesturday&i went to school at 9am.
i did not get caught&i was detention free(:
i was smart to escape from the teachers.
today was a long day&i feel so tired now):
going to school tomorrow to collect my presents(:
i m lazy to blog ready laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2008-02-10T21:26:00.000-08:00

pon school today
maybe not pon but not feeling really good to go back to school
guess because of the chocolate chip cookies
i almost finish the whole thing without drinking water.
besides i could not wake up for school today
so i had my 5 day holidays:D
whereas other people have 4(:
hahahaha!
which means this whole week i m only going back to school for 4 days:D
tomorrow having musical rehearsalmusical training til 6 tomorrow!its freaking tiring .from 215 til 6!
which means 3plus hour of training&all
i have not done my stretching yet!!!!i bet no one will do the stretching cause everyone was in the holiday mood last week(:
i bet they were busy collecting angpow,counting money&gambling
haha.
we were suppose to do stretching at home so that the next musical we will be able to do splits.
i m giving split a skip although i can stretch real well.
not looking forward to friday but looking forward to saturday!
since i have so much time now
i shall blog LONGER:D
a longer post
watched the 50th grammy awards just now
amy winehouse won the record of the year
she some how look like a drug addict la(besides she is one now)
was sort of shocked when amy winehouse won the record of the year i thought it would be rihanna cause she has a smashing hit umbrella.
which irritate me alot
with the umbrella ella eh eh eh
hahahaha.
michael is crazy over rihanna cause he said that rihanna has a nice figure?
he just think that rihanna is hot .
we gonna have a hell of a time on friday while doing detention
the 12 of us making loads of noise in the school library
haha!
its a for sure thing.i can already predict;D
my class is still having lesson nw):
they finish at 3 pm!
social studies now i guess.i got away with chinese
i got away with summon form
haha
cause she said that once chinese new year holiday is over she is gonna give those whom never pass up her homework which includes me
i owe her 2 to 3 homework i think and thats alot.
i dont even know where the hell my homework went to.
i think i lose all of them!
who cares:D
i dont care bout her homework
haha
freak la i still owe my teacher amaths homework.
smart la me

2008-02-10T02:42:00.000-08:00

yesturday all my childhood friend came to my house
&we pretty much enjoyed ourselve throughout
we played til 3 am in the morning.
played blackjack,big 2&big small
big small can seriously lose alot of money.
blackjack was fun with the adults&all
damien&jeremy were jackasses when it comes to big 2
hahaha
they did not even win any rounds.
pathetic people!
yesturday my childhood friends were all at my house&i gotta be at home to entertain them
ness birthday coming(:
going dxo or zouk to celebrate i think(:
tomorrow gotta go to school.
irritating!4days of holiday just pass like that
not looking forward to the whole week
especially friday!
gotta stay back and do detention from 230 til530
i got this feeling i will stone there
just came back form my another childhood friends house
went to collect angpows(:
played blackjack&big 2 but this time we did not bet on money
we use new year goodies
the loser gotta eat one piece of each goodie on the table
the punishment was a killer
i lose 3rounds&i gotta eat one of each
i guess my chinese new year fund raising has ended):
what a pity i only collected 840 in total.
maybe there will be more if i go to my mum's friend house or my friend's house.

2008-02-09T00:36:00.000-08:00

i know you wont be reading my blog at all&now i m gonna seriously write how i feel on my blog.
i duno but i have been thinking all night
&it came to my realisation that i think i m not a good girlfriend at all.
&i m not doing my part as one.
i m sorry
alot of things has happen&i have been affected badly.
&i have been really stress bout it.
you know how pathetic it is to wake up everyday facing the same old problem
i m seriously tired of all this
i m tired of long school hours,i m tired of waking up early not being myself,i m tired of the problem i m facing in school right now&its not even solve yet.i m mentally tired &how i wish all this were just a nightmare!
i just dont want to wake up from this awful dream..............
&i could not conecentrate in class&i have been flunking almost all my test.
if i dont do well for my a maths.i will have to drop my a maths
its a no choice thingD':
i might seem happy&all outside joking&crapping with you all but deep down i feel very very hurtD':
i just dont show thats all
only yimling,emmeline,michelle,ness,michael&charmiane really really know how i feel.
maybe everything will be fine when i just give up.

2008-02-08T04:38:00.000-08:00

my childhood buddies:D(there is more but they were not born yet.hahaha)

went four season for lunch

was suppose to go to my childhood friend house but cancel&post pone it to tomorrow at my house:D

fund raising:D *grinning from ear to ear*

opened my angpow(the angpows i collected yesturday)

i collected 740bucks:D

&thats effingggggggggggg cool

740bucks on the first day ONLY!!!!

i lost one of my ear rings i bought from japan):

&that was my favourite pair the white rose):

emmeline&all should know cause i always wear the white rose to school&now its gone.

slept super late last night at bout 3 i guess?

cause i was STILL entertaining eugene via sms

non stop

cause he said he was bored so i was kind to entertain him

i still remember talking to him til dawn last time

hahaha.

that was seriously very crazy.

like as if we do not need to sleep

BUT

it was all the past:D

good old memories are worth remembering(:

cant wait for tomorrow.

fund raising time!

at my house&uncle damien's house

*uncle damien house is like just opposite of mine.i just got to walk:D*

2008-02-07T05:21:00.000-08:00

watched 27 dresses yesturday with reuben:D
eh next time bring more change la.hahaha.cause i got big notes(:
woke up at 9today&i slept at 3 last night.
left the house at 10plus
&headed to my granny's place(mum side)
collected about 8 angpow at my granny's place
my sister played blackjack but i did not cause i was not into gambling
i dont gamble la.
but i was pretty much stuck to the notebook screen just now&i forgot to asked for my FREE mos tickets from my uncle!he was there la.i totally forgot.
after my granny place,went to my dad's mum place
which is my ah ma house
collected about 5 angpow there
not much cause my ah ma house is not as happening as my granny place.
had dinner there too
&now i m at home blogging:D
going to my childhood friend's house tomorrow
which means fund raising(:
&more moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
i m gonna be freaking loaded
hahahaha!
anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2008-02-05T02:28:00.000-08:00

talked to reuben last night&my mood became better after i talked to him(:
i enjoy talking to him(:
he make my day!
he is my sunshine(:
woke up freaking late today
cause of last night.i watched prison break til 12&i woke up at 7am today!
cause i switch off my alarm clock when it rang at 5am.
&I was almost late for school but luckily i was not(;
i was ON time
but its worth watching wentworth miller(:
he is effinggggggggggggggg hot(:
how i wish he is my boyfriend;D
no la i already got my reuben what for i go for wentworth miller?
hahhahahaa!
but seriously he is hot!
eh reuben so what jessica alba is hot huh????at least MY wentworth miller is HOTTER okayyyyy(:
(: (:
i think i m gonna pon school tomorrow.i dont feel like going to school tomorrow.really.
go to school for nothing tomorrow.i rather go out with reuben earlier
i m going out with reuben tomorrow:D
&i miss him alot(:
all thanks to you la.i cant watch my prison break.tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!i cant miss a single thing okayyyyyy!
today we watched the movie outsider for musical.its super touching
i swear you can seriously cry when you watch it.
i almost cried)':
the guy that died was so poor thing la
that show was awesome(:
&having reunion dinner tonight.
a day early at my grandma house.
8more days&counting darling:D
i love love love love love love love love love love you!
(see its countless)
that shows that i love you alot(:
hahahahaha!
you are lucky i never put wentworth miller as my wallpaper okayyyyyyy!
i still have YOU on my wallpaper&it will always be reuben(:
Are you touched i said all this to you huh;D
hahaha:D
BE THANKFUL!
I realise i have been evil to you all the while
but i guess you got use to it right?????
(:

2008-02-04T02:55:00.000-08:00

brand new week in school&it screwed up!
school is getting more and more screwed up!
during maths&chinese michael was having horny talk with us
emmeline&I
i swear.
he was talking bout what happen last friday
talking bout last friday when he went to geylang he saw prostitute&more
it was funny with his action&stuff.
i was seriously laughing my ass off in class just now
i had not been laughing that hard since last week
thanks michael:D
you are the one whom make me laugh real hard again:D you are one good friend!b
&to yimling,michelle,emmeline
whatever happen 2 weeks ago when i say michael body was hot i did not mean it okay
i was semi-drunk okayyyyy!
vera fought with salina today&we were the extras:D
(the usual)
i went to catch the show after class
after my social studies lesson which ended at 3pm sharp
michelle&I rushed to bukit panjang to watch the show but it was over!
we missed it.
what a waste.
should have skipped that social studies lesson
but i guess tomorrow show will be more interesting:D
i forgot today was monday.i even forgot that i was suppose to go out with reuben on wednesday
i m fucking forgetful
but luckily i remembered in the end:D
9more days&counting darling;D
i cant cant cant cant wait<3!
rena love reuben ~~hell~~ loads!

2008-02-03T04:01:00.000-08:00

have been staying at home watching prison break
its super addictive.
especially looking at wentworth miller:D
he is effingggggggggggg hot!
better than my reuben:D oops:/
hahahaha!
i m currently watching prison break2 waiting for my prison break 3(:
i m neutral to the matter now&i know we can pull through the tough times together as a "gang"
hahahah!
i will try to forget how somebody backstabbed us like fuck&got us into serious trouble with the principal&all the teachers.
i shall not brood over the matter anymore.
&carry on :D
*the old RENA is finally back i think(:*

2008-02-02T19:41:00.000-08:00

I MISS YOU ):

rena misses reuben:/

2008-02-01T02:10:00.000-08:00

feeling much better now(:
although emmeline&I got kick out of councillor.i m gonna make sure i get my badge back&i get a pose before april.April is the investiture.
ITS A MUST DO!
screw the 2 months probation
screw the fridays!we got to stay back for 3 fridays
screw ARINA upside down
screw the suspension
screw the teachers!
i get effingggggggggggggggggggggg jealous easily this few days i dunno why!i dont get jealous easily when i m the usual self.People get on my nerve easily&i get angry easily too.i m just sensitive thats all.
reuben i m really very sorry bout tuesday.i know you understand how i feel.i appreciate that alot.i still feel a little guilty bout what i did la.
maybe its because of what happen&all
my back still hurt.it better be alright before the next musical training.i do not want to be under study.no way!
all thanks to the jazz spins&i sprained my back
so smart of me(:
the 12 of us is like damn "famous"in school ready
yesturday ARINA ask me something stupid
ARINA:you all got suspended huh?
me:you think!
ARINA:how come huh?
me:because someone went to tell the teachers what happen on friday thats why?
(she kept quiet&walk away)
hahaha!
loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!do not know how to fight back(:
its 1stfeb:D
12more days til 1st month looking forward<3
which its exactily 1week5days!
i need you la:D

2008-01-30T03:52:00.000-08:00

ARINA CUT WHATEVER CRAPPPPP YOU HAVE NOW!
just to let you know nobody likes you at all.you are on loads of people hate list:D
stop spreading bout what happen on friday all else i m gonna shout the fcuk out of you!&you know it very well you are the one whom got us into trouble stop denying&tell others you are innocent&blahblahblah.you mother fucking biatchhhhhhhhh
you know when you went into the washroom&ask us what our parents said you know what i almost said to you"my dad ask me whether you die ready or not than i can attend your funeral girl(: "look at your innocent face........who the fuck will believe us that you are a hypocrite.i think no one cause you will make everyone believe you were the victim.oh pleaseeeeeeeeeeee!
get a fucking life la!i was freaking happy when ness fight with you you know!you have no rights to shout at us&tell us that you were not the one cause we will never believe you la.just save it for your mother.
get a life fucker!

2008-01-30T02:28:00.000-08:00

things are getting from bad to worst now.
its like i could not believe that i got suspended because of a little thing
like whatthefcuk
its just happen so quickly
i know you are happy that emmeline&I got suspended and you can get your fucking pose right
you want to be preseident right go for it la!i could not care more.
& i seriously dont care about my image in school now
you wanna tell ms roz about me shouting at you go ahead!just let me get into more trouble la
like all i care!
eh why dont you tell ms roz that we smoke too huh than you can become her pet&get me into bigger trouble since i m already in trouble.maybe you will feel even happier when you tell her all this?maybe i give you too much info ready la i should tell you face to face right?
&i still do not wish to talk to anyone now!i got no mood to.i m not feeling any better too.i could not bring myself to go back to the usual self.i could not even sleep last night.i was awake the whole god damn night.

2008-01-29T06:10:00.000-08:00

today was the worst day of my life
my record is tarnish now
i got suspended from student council&i know someone is like super happy now.
you can have a higher chance to get a pose you know arina?
i cried hell lots today&she can still ask what the teacher said
how fcuking sadist can she get?
the teacher called my parents
and my dad gotta go right down to school
i think i had dissapoint my dad
although my dad said that its part of growing up i still feel real guilty
i just feel that i have let him down&i have misplace the trust he had in me
detention starts tomorrow at 315 and it ends at 6pm if i m not wrong
its just a small matter and they blew it up.
its like non of their business
&i sprain my back again
its like my third time i had sprain my back
i sprained my back when i was doing jazz spin
i did not even have the mood to go for musical
i did not even listen to what the teacher said
&i do not wish to talk to anyone now or even for this whole damn week.
i swear i got mix feelings now.
i seriously do not know what to do now
its like my record is no longer clean&its like loads of teachers know what happen&tomorrow's detention the vice principal will be in charge
what can seriously go wrong now?
getting into more trouble?
i m seriously bloody stress out now&the whole school knows what had happen on friday
we are like famous already
i m rather useless now i m like good for nothing now.
i seriously screwed up my image in school.

2008-01-28T05:11:00.000-08:00

i have finally change my link&at least SOME people will not know
&i can pratically write whatever RUBBISH i want on my blog&YOU cannot stop me&this is my blog i got my say&you do not have.Even if emmeline&I get kick out of student council you wont even have a chance to be in any of the pose cause......you are too good to be in one(:
maybe they should improvise one for you only right?that will be nice right?shall tell the president about it&for god sake whip away that fcuking smile you got on your face la.i know you are HAPPY when we are in trouble but what do you get in the end?remain as band major?ha!no way....you only let people HATE you more&more.i wonder who will treat you as a good friend?maybe NO ONE!i m not gonna waste my time to screw you upside down cause i know if i do that i will be in bigger trouble&thanks to you its gonna be a police case.
thankyou arina(:

2008-01-24T02:41:00.000-08:00

i love school more now:D
hahaha!
loads of fight were going on this week
&the best part is that yimling,ness,emmeline,michelle&me were always the extra one
there&we will always make things worst
today we looked up for this sed2 girl cause she accuse st john for stealing salina's phones
i swear she is like effinggggggggggg irritating
she is afraid of ness
ness confronted her&she was freaking out
her face was damn screw up.
amaths test today
i think i have screwed the damn paper
&tomorrow is paper2!
&i got geography test tomorrow too!
2tests tomorrow
&after the test partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
chemistry was boring
after chemistry while walking out of the school
stupid michael pointed at huzaifah&shouted my name
like what the hell
just because of wat happen during chinese lesson just now
&he took revenge
bloodyhell:/
yes&during chinese spelling i cheated.i wrote all the words on my hand&my teacher caught me cheating
hahaha
but thank god she gave me another chance or else
she will write down my name
and write down what i have done wrong
&i gotta serve detention
went to lot1 after that with ness,michelle,emmeline&vera
we were laughing our ass off when we were in long john
we were talking bout those crappy people in our school
it was damn funny
we were laughing non stop
we were making a hell of a noise too
i swear i gotta cope with my studies ready
i cant play anymore.i gotta get serious.i m like struggling with alot of subjects now.no kidding
maybe i will get serious after valentine day la
or even chinse new year:D

2008-01-23T04:30:00.000-08:00

i post last night&my post did not appear.bloody hell
dearest was effing sweet today:D
he skipped training just to help me copy my work
thanks alot(:
iloveyou!
i still have 1 more to go
a maths test tomorrow):
&i know i failed my chemistry
cause i did not read the question properly
hahahahaha!
18marks gone like that!
i cant wait for friday
yes friday!people gonna get drunk i swear
hahaha
i have like 1litre of vodka,1litre of barcardi rum,1litre of chivas regal,loads of champange&red wine
&emmeline is gonna bring her own wine to school first than to my house(:

2008-01-21T05:05:00.000-08:00

PE was seriously a KILLER i swear
my teacher made us run 3 rounds around the parade square,2rounds in the soccer field&3 god damn round zig zag the classroom blocks.
it was fcuking tiring plus i was sick.
went to see a doctor just now&my sickness was only a common cold.
no mc:D
(besides i do not even want one cause i got to go to school tomorrow for the second audition,i have made it through the first round why dont i persevere&finish the whole thing)
i m not looking forward for the audition tomorrow
i just got to make do with it
no choice.
i miss my dearest alot alot alot alot alot........
its countless la
i keep track on our relationship okayyy!
hahaha:D
i failed my geography test&i gotta copy the whole question&answer 10 bloody times!
eh reuben help me copy pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
hahaha!
almost the whole class got to do that
&mdm yap gonna paste our marks outside the geog room
like wtf!
everyone is gonna see our "wonderful"marks
i got 3/15 for the test
i know its horrible
hahaha
i m proud of it la:D
yes!meeting dearest on fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:D
iloveyou!
this week gotta pass real quickly:D

2008-01-19T05:33:00.000-08:00

i m effingggggggggggggggggggggggg sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkk now.

my flu is killing me

damn shane la

stupid shane pass the flu around like passing a ball

hahaha.

2008-01-18T19:14:00.000-08:00

i saw that damn idiot in school again
seriously if i see him again.thats it.
anyway musical training on tuesday
second audition
i hate auditions la.
not looking forward
i still gotta practice the steps&all
i kinda forgot some ready
ohmygod!
i want to watch prison break3(:
(wentworth miller)
gonna ask michael to lend me the cds(:
gonna "bribe" him.hahaha
he charge me 1buck for an exercise book!
i needed it urgently so i paid him 1 buck for an exercise book
hahaha.
i need a new bag la
my crumpler is like super small
i want that 193bucks crumpler
i know reuben will buy that for me;D
for valentine's day present!
hahahah!
so yesturday went to watch one missed call
with Yreuben,ness,yimling,rainey,puvin,kamilah,michelle
the show was okay.abit scary but not so
hahahah!
after that show i got a miss call
bloody hell michelle played this damn prank on me la
but i did not freak out
hahaha
next friday lets watch thai horror movie at my house:D
i shall go&rent it(:
hahahaha!
thai horror film is like damn scary,you can just freak out from the start
i watch thai horror film before at germaine's house
2years back
we watch it half way&off the thing cause it was like freaking scary
i watched korean horror film before too
its still alright.
its way better than thai horror film
so after the movie we went to paragon
to listen to ness"stories" i swear we were laughing our ass off
especially rainey,yimling&me
it was freaking funny!
was suppose to go to esplanade for gig
but did not cause i was freaking tired
than i went to look for my friends&talk
&i went home late
almost got chase out of the house
hahaha!
i already plan where to go if i got chase out la
(opps)
my dad's office&stay overnight there(:
how i wish i got chase out la;D
wednesday having physics&chem test
thursday having geog test
next week gonna be really busy
was freaking surprise that______&_______ were together la
(they broke up not long ago)
yimling&all your should know la
&they went really low profile
could not believe it at all!
not being sarcastic but seriously it was a big shock for all of us

2008-01-16T04:02:00.000-08:00

my beloved wallpaper:D
i used shane's lousy phone to capture this image
took this picture when i was havin social studies
hahaha:D

i think this post gonna be full of vulgarity cause someone was just too much

waited for emmeline&all to end st john&emmeline did not get the command right&she gotta do that again&again&i could see that she was abit frustrated&she looked like she is gonna cry&guess what the fucker said?

fucker:lets take the picture of her crying!its a once in a life time thing

(i was like what the fuck is your problem!)

me:eh you SI(senior instructor) big fuck arh.people got their pride right.you dont have say la.why must you humiliate her like that.fuck off la.oh i forgot to add on that the way you act cute seriously make me want to find a dustbin right away

i was seriously very angry.

at that point of time i seriously feel like bashing him up

but my friends held me back

i dont even give a damn even though i wear skirt.i just wanna slap the hell out of you!loser!

i can seriously dont care

i mean people do have feelings right?

i kinda stand up for my friend

i swear if i see yoou next week.good luck

i m so not gonna let you off

i make sure i humiliate you like fuck!

i m still angry now la

if he ever do that to me.he can forget bout living man

you are already black listed(:

2008-01-14T02:34:00.000-08:00

I M LUCKY TO HAVE YOU!

got morning call from reuben today at 5am.as promised(:

i slept real late last night because of my geog

& i made reuben stayed up late with me

quite evil la

hahaha

your words touch me la

you gonna stay up late with me during final year

(although there is a long way to go)

after the morning call i kinda went back to sleep for bout 20mins

reach school bout 6plus &i rush through my left over homework.

i was smiling the whole day

hahaha

:D :D :D

having maths common test on wednesday

i m gonna fail cause it seems that my formular cant even get into my head

my math is horrible.

i fell asleep during ve lesson&i had a really nice 15minutes nap

&after that i carried on with lessons

social studies

had social studies test today

social studies is the easiest subject now(to me)

having musical training tomorrow

had not done my musical homework

fcuk!

i have so much homework la

i need to mug for maths test ready

wahlao

maths i need help la

somebody said that he WILL help me

hahaha:D

i miss you hell lots la)':

i only can msg you at 210!

& i think i have been waiting for the damn time to pass real quickly like nobody business

just now.

hahhaha

rena love reuben moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

2008-01-13T01:37:00.000-08:00

IYyou(:

i m seriously like staring at my geog book now

i m multi tasking:D

using the computer&studying

seriously my brain is like damn block now.

i have no idea why

but nothing seems to go in

not even the littlest thing.

i m gonna fail my common test.

i dun wanna stay back and copy 10 times for mdm yap la!

&i bet i m gonna fail my common test on wednesday

maths&physics.

going back to school is not so fun after all

i have no idea why people seem so relax la

like as if there is no pressure at all

so unfair

hahaha:D

2008-01-10T05:31:00.000-08:00

my 2nd post of 2008!pathetic!
hahaha
sec 3 is aint easy
it like super stressful!
i swear!
have not start amaths yet but have already start emaths&its effing diff
i have been sleeping late because of my homeworks
i doze off in chem lesson
like whatthefcuk!
&today is like the longest day ever of the week
bloodyhell.
i was moody too):
cause i m really very tired&stuff
&its very very stress
gosh..tomorrow maths gonna be the first period
boring!
i cannot take it anymore
all the formular &stuff are driving me nuts
the people in my class is boring
i only interact with the people i know thats all
i m like anti social now?
cause i m tired&stress?
&the best part is that my class is right down
the first floor equals to basement
&the reception is like fcuk!
no reception at all
fcuk la
how to msg huh?its damn pissing you know everytime your phone no signal.its as if you are carrying a toy phone
&my chinese teacher is mdm chang
like ohmygod!
3years in a row
&today i almost kanna a bata just because i laugh.
she is damn crap.
but i dont care(:

2008-01-03T22:38:00.000-08:00

sec one orientation just ended3days just pass by me like wowhahahai took care of 1/c in the endsome changes to it thoughi love 1/c to the max(:they are like my lil kidsi call them my childrenthe whole council knows thathahahai treat all of them like my owni m already missing them nowi have no idea.i quess i really did bond with them and communicate with them i just realise i can really mix around with kids like themi kinda spent alot of effort in taking care of themtoday post kinda dedicate to 1/c only!to my kids(:hahahai love to shout 1/c oi!i love their respond mantheir respond were louder than any classes(;imma proud of y'all(:i wonder when can i do that again.it has been an experience to be an i/c&taking care of a class all by myself cause zul hardly helps&i thank all of them for giving me the opportunity to take care of them&really guide them all the wayoh&1/c do your know something?when on the first day i took care of your class i was apparently afraid that i could not handle it as there were so many of y'allbut i was wrong i m glad that i took care of y'ally'all are the best classthose who cried just now in schoolno worries la i will still be in school as your schoolmate no longer your i/cjust treat me as your friend(:water games was uber funmixing with them&bonding with themhadi called me rihanna like wth?but i just accept lahahahashall post the video when i m freethe video where my kids&i were in the pool&they actually followed me&sang umbrellaumbrella ella eh ehhahahahathat moment make me really proud of all of you!hope your like your lil givei kinda use my monthly allowance on that(:hope your will like ithahaha1/c 1/c 1/c!your blow my mind(:

2007-12-30T17:27:00.000-08:00

Its seems that i m always the one helping people in their relationship&i m not helping mine

or shall i say i dont even know how to handle?

i m happy that yim ling is fine with whatever she has now:D

seeing you happy makes me happy too(:

tomorrow is a new year&i know i m gonna have a kickass year(:

&i m looking forward to it

i m even looking forward bout school re open(:

i m looking forward to sec one orientation

&i will be super duper busy for that 3 days

&i m taking care of 1b.how cute(:

&i cant wait for water games too(:

i sound like a lil kid.

hahaha(:

but i m not ready to part with my closes friend)':

how to bitch around if we are not in the same class

hahaha

i m not ready for a maths!

fcuk&my class is full of nerds!

i swear

but at least i have emmeline&king yiu by my side(:

yimling&ness your ass man wanted to go to 3/1

&now your are in 3/3

loser(:

hahahaha.but i will miss your(:

2007-12-30T07:45:00.000-08:00

tomorrow going for countdown(:
yes countdown
hahah!
my plan for tomorrow is
visit my grandma in the morning
(i m uber lazy okay opps)
hahaha
than after that gonna meet my childhood friend for a gathering
&maybe in the night going to see fireworks with my friends
&gonna stay overnight at esplanade
looking forward to meet my childhood friends
&hope my mum allows me to catch the fireworks with my friend
&i m looking forward to 2008(:
its gonna be a kickass year for me
hahaha:D
&i know charmaine new year resolution for me
she said that she would not want me to say crude words
when i m with her
hahaha
i only say crude words when i m pissed off
or something pisses me off
thats pretty true.
tomorrows the 31st!
looking forward(:

2007-12-28T21:39:00.000-08:00

japan trip part2:D!

(I can tell stories man!)

6thday211207-took a bullet train back to osaka

first we stop at shin osaka to change to their jr line(which is their mrt)

to osaka

&we finally check in:D

gosh the hotel we stayed was in the heart of shopping district

so shopping everyday(:

shopping&more shoping(:

after check in we went to daimaru&hanshin for a walk

7thday221207-woke up early&we took their jr line to universal studios

universal studio was a blast:D

but it was raining on that day&it was uber cold

you can see smoke coming out from your mouth(:

jaws was the first ride we took

it was okay(so so)

next was jurasic park

that ride was crazy the drop was scary

it drop horizontally.

you can feel yourselve flying off the damn sit

&the best part is that we seat the front row

all thanks to my sister

she think it was "fun" seating the front row

it scare the hell out of me

hahaha!

the spiderman ride was awesome too(:

loads of great ride in universal studio but....

we did not get a chance to take the hollywood dreams cause it was raining heavily

its a big rollercoaster surrounding universal studio

its nice la

bought loads of elmo&cookie monster stuff from universal studio(:

we went to a takoyaki musem after universal studio

eat again

see.....

so many eating has been going on during the trip

hahaha

8thday231207-woke up pretty late i guess?

went shoppign again the shopping spree doesnt stop

the way we spent money is like as if my parents print cash(:

(how i wish that was TRUE:D)

hahaha!

&we had takoyaki for dinner(:

make your own takoyaki

it was fun:D

hell fun(:

9thday241207-woke up early to go the airport

reach home hout 11plus:D

thats bout my whole japan trip pictures will come later

transferring pictures(:

&editting too(:

2007-12-26T17:31:00.000-08:00

i shall blog bout my trip to japan

it was bloody cold

it was so cold that i wanted to go home so badly

(but now i miss the place)

did loads of shopping there

the whole trip was like eat,shop,eat,amusement park&eat

i swear loads of eating was going on&i think i have gain weight

jia lat jia lat...

so i shall blog bout what happen on the trip

let me recap yeah?

okay here it goes

1st day 161207-woke up pretty early to get dress&get ready to go to the airport.my dad book the cab so he do not need to park his car in the airport for 9days&its pretty expensive to park at the airport

so we took the cab(:

the plane was at 820am?

so we reach japan around 3something

(japan is one hour ahead of us)

so we transit&took the bullet train from osaka to tokyo

when we reach tokyo it was like 9 going to 10?

the bullet train was not fast at all la

i was dying in the train

&we check in to the hotel& went out for a walk

bout cake to celebrate my sister birthday(:

her birthday is on 17dec

yarh so we celebrated her birthday when the watch strike 12

2nd day 171207- woke up early&we went to disneyland!

thats my third time to tokyo disneyland

but on that day it was freezing especially during evening

i almost"collapse"cause it was too cold

disneyland is more for lil kids so there is not ,uch thrilling rides

&we saw fireworks in disneyland too

bought things from disneyland

not really alot

was beat when we reach the hotel

3rd day 181207-we went to disneysea

disneysea is way way way better than disneyland

seat loads of rollercoaster

my sister&i love tower of terror

that ride is awesome!

its uber cool

its the newest attration in disneysea

&we saw fireworks in disneysea

&before the fireworks i saw 3 shooting stars

&shooting stars do exist

thats way better than seeing snow

hahahaha!

i will choose shooting star over snow:D

4thday 191207-went to shibuya&harajuku

loads of teenagers stuff.

they sell the gun to pierce your ear

its so DIY okay

its only 1000yen($13 sin)

but my mum did not agree to buy fro me except my dad

my dad was like"thats really cool pierce your ear yourselve"

so after that we walk to harajuku

&that where i got to take pictures for charmaine!

the pictures nice right(:

hahaha.

did some shopping there too

&i took neos with my sister there

their neos are uber cheap like $4 in sin?

singapore is way expensive la

like$11.

5thday 201207-we went to yokohama.its another place

we went to the ramen musem in yokohama

you go to try all kind of ramen in the musem obviously you got to pay its not free.

but sadly we only try two):

cause after the second bowl we were already full):

like wasted we cannot try all in one go

hahaha!

&fter that we went to shinjuku.went to the big taka.

10 storey high.

load of confectionary on the basement floor

bought loads of confectionary

thats what we do when we go to japan

hahaha!

after that my sister went to queue for donuts

she was li8ke out of her mind!

queueing for donuts in japan?!

the queue is way longer than the queues in singapore.

but i think it was worth it?

its nice though

&she made my dad&I waited like a fool

for 30minutes outside freezing!

okay i guess i shall stop&continue tomorrow

part2

where we go to osaka(:

i gotta run now cause i m going out with emmeline:D

i cant be late

i m always late

pictures will come when i m done with my blogging(:

2007-12-23T18:53:00.000-08:00

i m right now in osaka airport waiting to board the plan
fcuk mannn
gotta wait damn long
&i still gotta transit to bangkok
1hour in bangkok
i cant wait to go homeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i m home sick man
eh charmaine i bought that dumb crcker you want ready
&i took your stupid pictures too
wah lau it waste my memory space
hahahah
i saw 3 shooting star in disney sea!
(;
the perfect holidayyy i guess
will continue blogging once i reach home
will add pictures too(;
merry christmas eve everybody(;

2007-12-15T15:38:00.000-08:00

i m like in changi airport now using FOC internet
spending changi airport money.hahaha!
anyways gonna board the airplane soon(:
real soon.the flight is like 825am
&i think i m gonna reach osaka at 3something&after that i gotta transit from osaka to tokyo
by bullet train.the bullet train is like bloody long
like whatthefcuk!3 and a half hours i think
most probably i will reach there at around 7pm in the evening
like obviously.who am i kidding?
hahaha
waste one day traveling.like so not worth it
i gotta remember emmeline,king yiu,hoe theng,marcus,melvin,charmaine,cheri&more present from japan
gotta remember!
&i will blog again in a week&2days time with pictures too
&charmaine's "WANTED"pictures
my 7awesome sisters-see ya on 2nd jan2008(:
emmeline&gang-see ya on 28thdec2007
my next year classmate-see ya nexy year(: (apparently i m not looking forward to next year.its a drag)
charmaine&gang-see ya when i m free(:
hahahahah!
so til here,ciaos people(:
i will be missing the com&my phone at home(like wth?)
&i will be back on christmas eve!
9more dyas til CHRISTMAS babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
presents:D ?
&HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL(: